I was scared, nervous, anxious, excited and much more.

I was busy into thoughts when suddenly I felt a weight over my head.

There was my extremely handsome husband resting his chin on my head.

"You looked stunning, absolutely breathtaking, amazing, beautiful, heavenly, gorgeous and every word I can't remember right now at our wedding." He wisphered huskily.

"You too look dashing." I said, lowering my head to hide the crawling blush on my face.

"Maya." He called out.

"Hmm." I said, still not lifting my head.

"Are you happy?" He asked.

I lifted my head and got up. I held his face in my palms. "I've never been this happy before. Thank you so much for making all my dreams come true." I smiled, with tears of joy in my eyes.

He smiled, kissing my forehead.

Author's pov:

"You are really a dream that I didn't even know I dreamt of. It's so blessed to have you as my wife again, this time purely out of love." he said, reaching his hand out toward hers.

She let him lay his hand over hers, then lift her hand and wrap his around it. His hand was so large and warm. She felt a tingle at the base of her neck.

He was still smiling at her, and she didn't know what to say or do.

He lustfully looked at her red , plum lips and into her eyes again.

"May I?" He asked and she understood nodding her head.

He reached out his free hand and touched her face, turning her chin to bring her eyes back to his. He held her there, then releasing her hand, he leaned forward and brushed his lips against hers very lightly.

She sucked in a breath, as if it was her first kiss, which seemed to embolden him. Xavier leaned in, moving the hand on her chin around to the back of her head, lacing his fingers into her hair hanging free down her back.

His lips made firm contact with hers, and he moved them against her in a way, she could never have imagined. Her own lips answered his. She felt his tongue slide along her lower lip, and as she gasped again, his tongue to slid into her mouth.

She jerked back in pleasure, but his hand held her tight to him. His tongue dipped into her mouth, touching her tongue, her palate, and running across her gums. The sensation was amazing. She tentatively touched her tongue to his, and he rubbed his along hers in a dance that set her nerves on fire. A small moan escaped her throat, and his groan answered it as he wrapped his arm around her, picking her up in bridal style.

He gently placed her on his bed and she closed her eyes as soon as her back hit the soft mattress.

He hovered over her and kissed her once more, with utmost passion. He released her lips after another minute, running kisses up her jaw line and stopping to nibble her ear lobe. He pulled back, running his hand through her hair.

"So beautiful!" he breathed.

She found herself panting for breath, and he smiled at her, this time with a hint of wolfish delight in his eyes.

"No need to be nervous Maya. We can do it only when you are comfortable. I'll wait for you, forever if you want." He said, sensing her discomfort. Though his heart and words said this, his soul was overpowering with something else.

"I'm comfortable with you." She said, hiding her blushing cheeks with her hairs as she turned it more into the pillow.

"Are you sure Maya? As I said, no pressure. We have a lifetime to go ahead." He asked her again.

"I'm sure." Even though she wanted to say lovely words to him depicting how much she loves and trusts him, her shyness restricted her words.

But, those two words was everything Xavier lost his control over.

She gasped again as he lowered his head and licked up her neck, from collar bone to chin, then kissed her more deeply than before. She found her tongue answering his, stroke for stroke.

She felt Xavier's hand going into the tshirt of her night suit. He slowly rubbed his thumb over her underboob part , earning a moan from her. He so desperately wanted to get rid of that shirt which acted as a barrier to him.

He gently tugged onto the button of her shirt and looked into Maya's eyes.

"May I?" He asked, seeking permission. She nodded her head, making him happy to his fullest.

"Maya, you are heavenly beautiful." Xavier said, leaving Maya blushing furiously as her threw her shirt somewhere in the room.

He stroked her shoulder, down her arm, lifting her hand to his own shoulder, then stroked back up her arm and down her side, her stomach , her navel part. He kissed every part of her upper body as if that is the only thing he was born to do.

Her moans grew louder with his every touch. She forgot that she was shy a minute ago and was now deeply diving into the ocean of his love.

He kissed her again, settling his body along her left side on the bed, and his hand stroked, across her stomach, and came to rest lightly cupping her breast over her bra.

She stiffened at so intimate touch, but his response was to increase the battle of his tongue against hers, distracting her. When she relaxed, he stroked the breast in his hand, twirling his fingers around it in circles, closing in on her nipple which he brushed lightly with his thumb.

She hid her face in his chest as she felt him unclasping the hook of her bra.

She suddenly felt shy as no one ever has seen her this closely. It was her first time and she was definitely going to be embarrassed. Somewhere she also had the insecurities. Whether Xavier will like her or not and much more she couldn't even think of.

"No need to be embarrassed baby. It's just me and will always be me worshipping this delicious body of yours." She felt her insecurities vanishing at his words.

Her back arched of its own accord, and he kissed her again to feel those lips. Then, suddenly his mouth was on the nipple, licking it, sucking gently, kissing the tip, then licking again. Maya found herself pressing into his mouth, her hand somehow tangled in his hair, holding him to her breast, little moans slipping from her throat at every suck.

She had no idea what these feelings were she was experiencing. She definitely knew about all this but, experiencing it all, is heaven. Xavier smiled wickedly, when she arched and moaned.

"My wife likes my touch," he whispered, smirking, still sucking on her breasts, but running his hand down her side, down her leg, then back up the inside of her thigh.

Her hips flexed into his hand. The tingling he caused with every touch was concentrating between her legs.

After a while of beautifully torturing her breasts, Xavier got up and removed his clothes.

Maya took a look at his broad shoulders and muscular chest, then his rippled abdomen, and standing proudly against that abdomen was a shaft that sent shivers of fear and expectation through her body, as he removed his clothes, keeping his boxers.

"Maya, are you sure? We can still stop if you want." He said hovering her. Shy to use words, she nodded, giving him the permission to take her to the height of ecstasy.

Xavier smiled as hovered again over her. That wicked grin again. "I'm for you Maya, and you alone, my sweet one." He moved beside her again.

He suckled at her other breast while his hand caressed her side, her leg, finally coming to rest on the mound of curls between her legs over her pyjamas. She stiffened again. He pulled away from her breast to look into her face. She turned away, feeling shame for her body's behavior.

"Look at me, baby."

She turned and looked into his eyes filled with tenderness and determination, more love.

"Do not look away. It is my greatest happiness that your body responds to my touch. Do not be ashamed. That I can pleasure you is my greatest reward. And, always remember that I love you." He said, pecking her lips.

He, slowly, went down , trailing kisses to her ribs, stomach, her navel part, and then her core.

"May I?" He asked like a gentleman he was, tugging to the fabric of her pyjamas.

All ready to submit herself to him, she nodded. He then, took it off and now the only part of clothing remaining on her, were her panties.

He tugged onto the fabric of her underwear and removed them in on single pull.

He kissed her gently as he pressed his hand into her center, parting her lower lips and stroking softly into her depths.

She gasped at the sudden foreign contact at her most precious part but, relaxed soon knowing it's Xavier, her husband.

With that, he began to stroke her womanhood in feather-light brushes, slowly increasing his pressure as her body reacted. Maya couldn't break her gaze into his eyes, and found her hips had begun to writhe and press into his hand. The feelings he was causing pulled moans from deep in her chest, and her eyes rolled back as her body arched and waves of ecstasy crashed over her again and again. His movements gentled as he purred into her neck, licking and kissing her.

"Look at me while I worship your body, love." He said, as he found Maya digging her head into the pillow.

With a grin, her husband moved down her body. "Not quite yet, my love."

Maya moaned softly as her body thrummed in time with his tender motions.

He licked her nipple, drawing it into his mouth to slip sensually in and out, stretching her nipple out to a hard peak and causing electric charges to run from breast to groin.

He moved to the other nipple, sucking it deeply into his mouth and laving it between tongue and palate.

"Ahhh.... Xavier.....Ahhh" Her every moan was a push for him to pleasure his wife more.

He kissed and licked his way down her abdomen, causing her skin to jump, the muscles beneath twitching with tension. He removed his hand from her mound and positioned himself between her legs.

Maya looked down at him shocked as well as flushed, his grin sly, and felt suddenly exposed as well as excited. Her husband, was looking into her most private parts, plotting the most pleasurable torture for her. Her entire body shuddered as he blew across her wet folds, and goose bumps that had nothing to do with cold, erupted all over her body.

"You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen baby." He said.

Xavier leaned in, kissing her most personal place, wherever no one had ever looked.

Maya couldn't tear her eyes from him, watching his tongue flick out to a spot near the apex of her lower lips. Her world shattered as shockwaves coursed from the spot out her limbs. Her head flung back and her hips bucked, and she heard herself moan, "Yes!"

Before she could recover from the first sensation, Xavier was plunging his tongue deep within her, then pulling out and up, just flicking that point of pure pleasure before repeating the movement.

Maya found it hard to breathe, her body curling and arching in time to his wicked tongue.

Maya was lost in a world of pure sensation, moaning and gasping, tension coiling deep in her belly as she panted, "Xavier, please!"

"My pleasure," he growled, sucking gently on the nub of nerves that shattered her into a million glowing pieces. He licked her gently back to a single being, growling his pleasure as she again trembled with a nerve shattering orgasm.

His mouth crushed down on hers, his tongue dueling with hers in an erotic dance that caused shivers to run down her spine and collect where his mouth had recently been.

She let herself be a little greedy and bent her head, licking the curve of his ear, dragging a low moan from his chest.

Xavier knew that he couldn't take it anymore and seeing Maya's moans and grunts, she was all ready.

Pressing her back, his muscular thigh worked gently to spread her knees. His mouth continued to lick along her collar bone, her neck, her ear, as his hard shaft pressed into her wet cleft.

A sudden wave of fear rushed her at the contact and she yelped.

"Stop!" A fear and a disappointed rushed through Xavier's mind but he soon composed himself and asked her. "What happened baby? Do you want to stop?"

"No. It's just....just that I've... I've never done it before." She let out a sigh of relief as those words escaped her lips.

He gently kissed her again and said, "I know baby. And, I'm proud that I'm going to be your first and last. Relax . It's okay. It's just me." As if he understood her fear, he wisphered soothing words to calm her down.

"I know that it'll pain a bit initially but, soon it'll be pleasuring." He said kissing and nibbling her earlobe.

He rolled his hips, pressing along her slit and sliding the wetness along his shaft. He pressed and released, rubbing sensually and making her hips flex against his erection. In a sudden movement, his length buried itself deep within her, breaking her maidenhead. She let out a sharp cry.

With iron control, he held still within her silken folds. "That is the worst of it, my love. It should not hurt much after that."

He began to move, slowly, tentatively. She sucked in her breath, but there was no more pain, just a slight soreness which was quickly overcome by the increasing tingle and small electric pulses his movements were causing. Her body began to answer his movements, her hips lifting to meet his thrusts.

"Are you okay now baby?" Xavier asked.

Still slightly shy, Maya didn't answer, but lifted her head to nip his lower lip. He growled, bringing his lips down on hers, thrusting his tongue into her mouth in time with the thrusting of his hips.

His hand massaged her breast, gently pinching her nipple. She groaned and arched against him, bringing another growl from his throat as the speed and depth of his thrusts increased. Maya met his movements, feeling the tightening in her abdomen as the sensation escalated, knowing that incredible release was imminent.

"Xav...Ahhh...Xav." Were the sounds, echoing in the room.

Xavier thrust into her deeply, caressing her depths and massaging her delightfully. Maya's breath caught in her throat as he let out a deep moan and pure bliss washed over her in waves.

After she lost the count of her countless orgasm, she felt him twitch inside her. Soon, he released something hot inside her and collapsed beside her.

After a while of catching his breath, he got up and cleaned Maya using a towel. Even, she was too tired to be even embarrassed.

He came back again and sensing him, Maya shifted towards him. Taking her into his deep embrace, he kissed her forehead.

"Thank you so much for trusting me with yourself baby. I love you so much. " He said, as Maya opened her eyes.

"I love you too." She said, nuzzling herself into his body.

"Good night Maya. This must have taken a lot of energy." She just hummed and closed her eyes.

Having her naked body and her soul with you, knowing that she blindly trusts you and she loves you like no one else, is everything a guy wants.

Cherishing the treasure in his arms, Xavier got lost into a deep slumber.