After Johnson has finished vomiting in the bathroom as josh patted his back, he curled over the toilet, shaking. He hated the feeling of puking, it made him feel like something was trying to get out of him.

"Johnson what have you eaten today? You seem hella sick." Josh said as his eyes went wide. Johnson flushed the toilet, yet his head was still in the bowl.

"I had a burger at jons along with fruit punch hookah, and alcohol. To be honest was probably a terrible idea to mix them all together. Then here at home I just had breakfast and some strawberries i bought at the store this morning." He responded, feeling so weak in the knees he couldn't stand up. HE just felt weak.

"Lemme help you up so you can brush your teeth and wash your face, I'll prepare you something that'll help your upset stomach to go to sleep." Josh planned, holding johnsons upper body to help him stand up and walk to the sink.

In the back of Js head he felt terrible for being rude to him earlier that day, like even after that Josh is still helping him.

JJ splashed water in his face, picked up his toothbrush and put on mint whitening toothpaste.

"You brush your teeth and i'll set your bed to go to lay down right away to enjoy the drink i will make you. It's been a long day and I hope you can try to sleep this off." Josh reassures by patting Js back and walking off, leaving him alone to brush his teeth.

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Johnson sighs and walks out of the bathroom, hand running down his face ready for the next day. Josh set up his bed to nicely sit and wait for the beverage being created for him. His phone was probably lost in the sheets so he just closed his eyes and thought happy thoughts to get his mind off the pain.

Minutes later his home server arrived with a foggy soda bubbling drink.

"Have you tried it? is it good?" Johnson asks putting one blanket over himself. He gets handed the mug and the drink is 7 up, lime juice, baking soda, and some salt. "It's okay, but trust me this should help." Josh said with reassurance.

Johnson did drink most of it, josh occasionally coming in to make sure he's okay. It wasn't a terrible drink, it was just something if he had the choice of drinking it at a party he wouldn't, you know? He stayed up watching breaking bad on the TV, just to make sure he wouldn't wake up to having to throw up.

Once done with the drink, it was much later then he wanted to be up, and now the tiredness was taking over him.

He yawned and put the mug on his nightstand, as well as snuggling up more into the sheets and comforters. Josh came in for a final time and smiled.

"Ah great are you feeling better?" He asked whispering, Walking up to J. JJ yawned for the final time and nodded, thanking him for all the great help he was tonight. Josh responded with its no big deal and its great to help out your friends. Feeling bad, J apologized for coming off as rude earlier in the day, it was wrong of him to do that and actually felt bad.

"Psh it's okay! I would be the exact same way. You're okay sir, What are friends for?" He responded with a slight chuckle. "By the way I texted Mr. Gilinsky from your phone if that's okay, Just told him what happened tonight and that you are okay and i'm helping."

Johnson didn't think much of it and thanked him. His eyes were getting droopier by the minute. They said their goodnights and the lights were turned off by josh.

He was about to do something not right, but as he said before, "What are friends for?"

It's now about four thirty in the morning and Gilinsky has just come home. Mainly because I hear giggling as he comes up the stairs slowly. Boy is he gonna have a surprise when he's sober.

As he reached the top of the stairs, I went out in the hall to greet him.

"Hey sir! How was tonight? I saw you had fun from your instagram story." I chuckled. He instantly perked up and gave me a thumbs up. "Yes it was greaaaatt! I had sam drive me here in the Audi and he took an uber home, I'm glad to see you are awake hahahahaaa." He dragged on. He gave me a sloppy hug and did pat my back.

"Well goodnight now! we will chat in the morning time correct? " I smile and walk him to his room to make sure he doesn't fall or anything. I open the door for him and he walks in.

"Goodnight Joshua!!" He quietly exclaims.

I laugh to myself as he shuts the door. I walk back to my room and close my room door, also turning on the lights. I have a youtube video playing on johnsons phone to make sure it doesn't turn off when i'm not using it. Yeah I fucking took it.

I had to turn off the notifications, shits getting wild mate. His iphone 8 plus truly is his whole world. His lockscreen is of him and i'm guessing his dad when he was around six, and homescreen is him and gilinsky in the pool during sunset, kissing. What true homosexuals.

I'll admit to you gilinsky is fine as fuck, god that man can do stuff to me. The photos I found on this device of him, it's like i have more attraction towards him, and I think you all would know why.

Maybe he'd be mad enough to leave the pale little boy and go to me. God image that man doing things to me. I'll moan his name louder than anyone he's been with, and Johnson from what I hear is already pretty loud. Although before I sleep though I gotta go put his phone to charge downstairs so it'll look like I didn't take it.

I did like Johnson, I did. He was a great friendly man. But he dug his own hole. He perhaps put this on himself, he almost made me lose my job, made me look like a creeper in front of G, and just is too kiss ass.

This will be fun, I needed to treat myself.

I woke up with a killer headache and my body somewhat aching, but surprisingly not nauseous. Looks like my tolerance is building up.

I still had my pants on along with my shirt, i guess i just took off my shoes and crashed for the night. Last night was truly wild but I had fun. It was great to get it out of my system and just have a great time with my best friends. I have another meet and greet tomorrow afternoon so great so i'm happy to meet more fans and such.

My baby JJ was still asleep as well, like an angel. His hair was wild like how i like it, along with his lips parted perfectly to hear his kitten snores. Have mentioned how much I love this boy.

Smiling to myself I decide to get up and go to the bathroom to shower, then I'll order some bagels on postmates for the home. We can all use some bonding time.

I set my vibrating phone on my nightstand, i'm too lazy to check it all and i'll do it in a bit.

I pick out some black jeans and a red J Cole hoodie for the day since all I need to do is some background vocals for my upcoming new single out in hollywood.

About to go into the shower, Karina, our fill in for Vanessa, knocks on the door. I set my stuff down on the bathroom counter and wrap a towel around my waist.

"Good morning Karina how are you?" I try to stay in a Jolly tone to seem more awake. Her and I are friends, she would go on tour with me and clean the tour bus.

"Not much, I just want to say congratulations! You and J are so cute and I'm so happy you both did that!" She smiles hugely with a spatula in her hand, i'm guessing she's making herself some breakfast.

"Oh haha thank you? I'm glad as well I do love him." I chuckle punching her shoulder. I have been with Johnson for a while now, a bit late on the congratulations, but i'll take it.

"Just had to say that! Also I ordered the bagels, you know I know your sunday breakfast sir." She smiles and skips to go back down again.

"Great thank you!! By the way is Josh up?" I ask out of curiosity, he did stay up pretty late as well, even I remember.

"Uhhh nope! I'm pretty sure not yet." She responded, then finally down the stairs.

I close the door and giggle to myself and take off the towel. Setting it on my forearm and instantly walking straight to the shower.

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I finally got my downstairs and ready to take on the day.

My phone couldn't stop buzzing and I was so confused, I haven't checked my phone at all today so I don't know what the fuss is about.

I got into the kitchen and I think Karina was in the bathroom. Johnson was just starting to wake up as I left the room. He said he was feeling better and was as well gonna shower.

I take out an aloe vera drink and start drinking it went I finally decided to check my blowing up phone.

I had about 234 unread messages and 18 missed calls. I raise an eyebrow and go into the massages. After clicking on my mom, she says "congratulations for finally letting johnson post!" I got confused and instantly went on instagram. and there. I saw it for myself.

My phone dropped and same with my heart, my stomach. As if someone just hit me with a ball. It's out. Without me giving permission, without me being okay.

Scared is a true understatement. Ah shit.

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