There sat Mr. Gilinsky, wearing his red swim trunks and on his phone outside.

I finally admit it, i have a tiny thing for him. Now it's not like i want to date him, or marry him, all i'm saying is a one night stand with him wouldn't be the worst thing in the world.

But i know he wouldn't ever go for me, like ever. We are work partners, we are way too good of friends to do ever do something. Even if hypothetically he would ask me out, i would say no. I don't want to ruin our existent friendship.

But, if he would ever grab me by the waist and kiss me like no tomorrow and slowly but surely unbuckle my belt, Leaving hickeys all the way down to my throbbing-

"Johnson!" He calls out. I looked up from spacing out and looked through the glass doors. He signaled me to go over there and I got up to go outside.

It's a boring saturday afternoon, amber is at "the gym" but i know with those tight leggings she isn't trying to please jack. Everyone was calm in the house. I was watching some xanax documentary, Vanessa was trying to buy concert tickets, and G was watching his dogs swim.

"You good Mr. Gilinsky?" I asked him and sat down on a beach chair next to his.

"I'm lonely and bored stay with me out here." He sighed taking off his glasses looking at me.

"And for the love of god take off your shirt. It's 94° degrees." He said while tugging at my shirt.

I would be lying if i said that sentence didn't turn me on.

I took it off and reclined the chair a bit. Next thing you know Gilinsky is back on his phone and drinking his margarita.

A good while passed as we were outside. We had occasional conversations time to time. Dogs, his upcoming music, Sports, you know all that stuff mostly straight men talk about. But luckily i enjoyed it. Then we went back to silence.

"Want to go to the outlets? I really need a new pair of louis Vuitton shoes for award shows. Bobby finally paid me back from when he threw up on them at the AMAs." He asked, while looking still at his phone.

"Sure why not. Besides I can buy the pair of yellow vans I wanted." I said closing my eyes.

The AMAs last month were amazing, it's great having total strangers take pictures of you. Gilinsky invited Bob and I, the three of us together is fucking fun. The night did end up Bobby almost getting alcohol poisoning because of taking shots with Khalid, but it was still unforgettable.

"Okay then great. I'll meet in in the entry way in about thirty minutes. By the way," He stops in tracks from standing up.

"Nice nipples." He chuckled walking off.

I laugh nervously and look down. Fuck.

I completely forgot that a couple days ago i went out with a guy from tinder. Great sex, terrible, boring trump supporter.

Anywho, He left two hickeys on each of my nipples. and since i'm so pale, anyone can see the purpleish love bites.

I quickly got up and put my shirt back on.

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"So you're telling me that that out of all the men in hollywood, you don't find even one attractive? I call bullshit!" I laugh.

"Never said that! I am just saying I wouldn't date Paul Rudd, sorry! My liking is mostly girls. What do you think? who do you find attractive?" He smirked raising an eyebrow.

You, You, and you.

"Hmm probably tom holland, harry styles, donald glover, and on some, SOME levels, you." I admit ending with clapping my hands.

"Okay okay i wouldn't mind a night with Tom holland. Maybe also Harry Styles. Both clean up very well. BUT, some levels? What do you mean? I'm fucking sexy!" He sarcastically states.

I tap my chin and sigh playfully. " well mostly your hair, arms, and your fashion." I shrug taking a sip of my root beer from in n out.

He links his inner gum and chuckles.

We drive into the outlets and try to find a parking spot. These stores are literally not made for a person like me.

The only stores i can really shop at is Vans and pacsun. This place has Gucci, louis Vuitton, Versace, and so much more. But now i realized why the last time i came we ran into Kylie Jenner.

We parked right in front of Vans. "Oh sir are you going to buy new vans too?" I ask looking over at him.

"Nah i got too many. I figured for my treat to you, i'll buy you your new needed vans." He smiled getting out of the car.

I quickly got out and caught up to him. "Sir no im afraid i cannot let you do that. they are like 70$ and besides you just paid me for the month. I got it." I explained pulling him back a bit.

He sighs and looks down on me because i'm short. "Johnson words cannot explain my thanks to you for everything you done. You are of my favorite employees ever, this my way of saying thank you to you."

I run my hand down my face and shake my head.

"whatever is your cup of tea I guess."

We walk in the store and are greeted by a petite blonde australian, and not to objectify women considering i'm gay, but damn she was pretty.

"Hello Jack Gilinsky, we haven't seen you in a hot minute. Busy im assuming?" She asked while organizing shoes.

"You know it Maya. Me and My friend are gonna have a look around and we'll come to you when we need something." He winked. We started walking to the back end of the store, that's where they had the endless options. But in the back you could hear her giggling.

"I might be somewhat her friend, but those are the girls i enjoy." He whispered while setting his glasses in his hair. He tried to do some reenactment of big tits, but it just looked strange. Probably because i have a minor thing for him and i'm fully gay.

"I wish you saw yourself so you can understand how much of a pedophile you sound and look like." I laughed while smacking his shoulder.

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As we walked out of true religion, we ran into two 15 year old looking girls.

"Hey Jack! we are huge fans of you and Amber, can we maybe have a picture?" The one with blue hair asked. The other looked over at me with wink. I can sometimes look like a 16 year old so i don't blame her.

"Aw im flattered! sure why not dolls. Do you mind johnson?" He asked me as he gave me their phone.

"No no not at all! I find this kinda adorable overall." I smile while taking the picture. I handed the girl back her phone and they analyzed it to the T.

"Not to be nosey and all, but are you proposing soon to amber? You two need to tie the knot after being together for two years!" The blonde one asks.

My heart automatically sank but I still managed to smile. Slowly Amber is keeping her distance from jack, she wants to end things, but he doesn't even know.

His facial expression lowered a bit and silently, quickly sighed. "who even knows girls. You'll have to wait to find out pretty soon. thank you two have a good day!" He fakely winked and waved goodbye with a mid smile. They waved back and made their way to Vans.

We walked into Panda express and ordered what we usually do. Thankfully this time he let me pay for myself. He might be a terribly nice man but i feel bad for him spending money on me 24/7.

After a while we got our food and sat down.

"So what do you think of that thing the girls said?" He asked, breaking the comfortable silence.

I took a bite of my food and thought for a bit.

Please don't do it Gilinsky.

"Well, you know, you guys are cute together and all." I say nodding my head.

He rose an eyebrow. "That didn't really give me a clear answer Johnson." A nervous chuckle came out of him.

I mentally face palmed myself and forced my mouth not to say everything Amber told me.

"Go for it." I smile, and as we all know, fakely.

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