It's been a week and sadly we have to go back home to Beacon Hills. We get in the taxi and tell him that we need to be at the airport. He nods and starts driving.

"Are you ready to go back and face him?" Issac asked me softly.

"Probably not but I have to at some point right" I say sadly. He grabs my hand and starts to play with my fingers. I smile at him knowing that seeing Derek will be hard for him as well. Once we're at the airport I pay the driver and we grab our stuff and head to our waiting area. We then check on to the plane and take our seats.

We get out the plane and head to the luggage claim. We then grab our bags and head for the doors. Then I feel Issac grab my hand and whimper.

"Hey you alright buddy" I ask as we continue walking.

"Yeah it's just that I don't like crowds" he whimpers.

"Should I call your mate" I ask gently as we get outside.

"I-I don't know what you mean" he said looking anywhere but me. I chuckle and pull him over to the car.

"I know your mate is Scott Issac I may not have been paying attention much but I did see that" I say. He has a small smile. I then see my baby. I run up to it.

"Oh my baby mommy's home" I say and hug it. Issac starts laughing. I chuckle as well and put our things in the back. I then get in and begin driving home. I start to get nervous wondering if Derek will be there. Once we get there the pack are all there waiting for us. I chuckle and get out and they all hug me and scent mark me and Issac. We then go inside.

"So how was the trip?" Scott asked us and I could see that he wanted to have Issac and Issac was holding himself back. I then nudge Issac and gesture towards Scott. He smiles in thanks and goes over to Scott and sits in his lap. I smile at them.

"It was great Brazil is awesome I mean the views were the best and I'm sure Issac would agree if he wasn't asleep right now" I say chuckling. I feel a pain in my chest but I've learned not to let it show.

"He needs to know" Jackson said quietly but not quietly enough.

"Know what" I say.

"Well done Jackson, Derek told you not to tell him" Erica hissed.

"He needs to know, look mum he's a mess and is hurting himself everyday because of what he did. His apartment is trashed he's barely been eating and sleeping. He's not taking care of himself" Jackson said sadly. My eyes widen and I jump up and grab my keys and head for my car not caring that he's hurt me. I then quickly drive to his apartment. I jump out and rush up his stairs and open his apartment door. I gasp as I see the state of this place. I walk further in to see Derek on the couch with his claws in his arm.

"You stupid werewolf" I say and run over and gently pull his claws from his arm. He gasps when he sees me.

"Stiles what are you doing here" he asks as he sits up. I grab his hand and pull him up.

"I'm making sure you don't kill your self, now go shower and put on some clean clothes" I say and pushed him towards the bathroom. He nods and goes in. I then begin to clean the apartment as well as that I start to cook spaghetti. Once I'd finished cleaning up I set the table. I then check on the food and plate it up. I put it on the table and was about to go and get Derek until he came out. I give him a small smile.

"Sit and eat. Your not leaving the table until you've cleared your plate" I say and sit down and began eating. He sits down as well and begins to eat.

"So which one of them told you" he said.

"It was Jackson but I'm glad he told me because that was no way for you to be living" I say.

"Thank you for coming back even though I hurt you, even though you owe me nothing and thank you for cleaning my apartment and cooking" he said.

"No problem now finish your plate" I say and head to the kitchen to wash my plate. I then walk back to the table after a few minutes and see that he's still eating. I then decide to go check the bedroom to see if that alright. I walk in to see clothes everywhere. I pick them up and put them in the laundry basket. I then see that at least the bed sheets have been changed. I make the bed and then head to the washing machine with the laundry basket in hand.

"Stiles you don't have to" Derek said about to get up.

"Nope you can't stop me and plus you need to finish your food" I say already sorting through the pile. He sighs and sits back down. I then put some in and set it off and put the laundry basket to the side. I then see Derek take the last bite. He gets up and washes his plate and I smile at this. I then go sit on the sofa. After a few minutes he joins me.

"I'm sorry" he said.

"We'll talk about that tomorrow right now you need sleep" I say after I see him yawn. I grab his hand and pull him to the bedroom. He takes his shirt off and his bottoms leaving him in just his boxers and he gets in bed. I do the same as he watches in confusion.

"Why are you.." he trails off. I get in bed and pull him on to my chest.

"You need sleep and you once said when you sleep with me you sleep without a single nightmare" I say strained because I just want to kiss him and take him back but I can't. I then begin running my fingers through his hair making him sigh and snuggle into me. After a few minutes he then falls asleep. I smile and kiss his head and fall asleep with him.

I'm then awakened to someone poking my cheek. I peek one eye open and see Derek there with tears in his eyes.

"Is that really you daddy" he said sadly. I sit up and take him in to my arms.

"Yeah it's me" I say sleepily. He snuggles into me.

"Why did you leave me daddy" he said and I say up suddenly more awake.

"I didn't leave you, you left me didn't you have someone else" I ask confused.

"No" he said shaking his head. I got out of bed and put my bottoms back on leaving me shirtless. I also helped Derek back into his bottoms. I then grabbed his hand and lead him back into the living room. He then sits on my lap and hugged me tight.

"I haven't been in little space for so long" Derek said slipping out of his little space. I rub his back. I just hum in acknowledgment. The the pack comes bursting in. The look in awe at the place. They then come over and sit on the sofa with us.

"Wow you got him to listen then" Scott said as Issac clings to him. I smile at him and Issac.

"Well I got him to shower, eat and sleep"I say and Derek was still on my lap.

"Can we puppy pile" Erica asked shyly. I nod happily and the pack all crowd around us and lay down so that there all either touching me or Derek.

"I missed this" Jackson said. I smile sadly.

"Issac I'm sorry for leaving" Derek said sadly. Issac just ignored him.

"Issac he's trying here" I say to him. He gets up from the puppy pile.

"He left and you were a mess Stiles and so was I he made a promise never to leave me but he did. He also made one to you but that broke as well. I mean I don't know why your giving him a second chance" he screams. I gently put Derek down and get out of the puppy pile.

"I haven't gave him a second chance I'm just making sure that your alpha doesn't kill himself. I know he hurt me and broke a promise but at the end of the day I am his mate and he is mine and I will always love him. Now look me in the eyes and tell me if you and Scott were in this situation you wouldn't do the same as I am right now"I yell back at him. Issac avoids eye contact.

"Point proven Issac he knows what he did was wrong he regrets it so much. Do you know what I walked in on? I walked in on Derek clawing his arm" I say sadly. Issac whimpered loudly. I sigh and get in the puppy pile and cuddle next to Derek again. Issac does the same and he cuddles with Scott but grabs Dereks hand making me smile. After a few hours everyone leaves except Scott and Issac who go to his room. I then lead Derek back to his room. I then strip off once again and get into bed. Derek does the same. This time he licks the mating mark. I groan as he does it.

"Derek don't please don't" I say and he nods. I then let my body relax and we both fell asleep in each other's arms once again.