I wake up and feel the dried tears on my face. I get up and wash my face and put on some baggy clothes. I walk downstairs and grab some ice cream and put Star Wars on. Then there's a knock on my door but I ignore it. I then feel people sit around me. Then the tv is shut off. I glare at Scott.

"What do you want" I ask sadly. They all look at me sadly.

"We need an alpha and since your a Luna we though you could" Scott said.

"Your in charge Scott your alpha said you would be if I'm not well enough" I say emotionlessly.

"We need you Stiles your our alpha when he's not here" Issac whimpered.

"I'll be here to help you heal but I'm not fit to make decisions. How do you expect me to live without him?" I say sternly.

They all sigh and leave except Issac.

He cuddles up to me and whimpered against my chest.

"I know buddy I miss him too" I say and hold him as he cries.

"What if he never comes back" Issac whimpers.

"Then fuck him because I have never left him like this when times got tough. I loved that bastard I loved him so much and he left Issac. So if he never comes back then I'll protect you and I'll stay with you" I say protectively.

"Thank you Stiles I love you" Issac said making me smile.

"I love you too" I say and kiss his head.

"Can we try and ring him" Issac asked curiously. I sigh.

"Yeah but he's not picking up my calls so it's going to have to be off of your phone" I say a tear slipping down my face. He grabs his phone and calls Derek putting it on speaker.

"Hey Issac" Derek said when he answered.

"Dad where are you me and the pack miss you especially mum" Issac screams.

"Issac I'm not good for him he's gonna get hurt" Derek argues back.

"He's hurting more now than ever because you've left."Issac said.

"Just make sure that he's fine" Derek said. Issac gestures for me to talk to him.

"Puppy please I need you to come back to me, I'm hurting now more than ever. I'm just waiting to wake up from this horrible dream. Please Derek come back to me I love you" I say while crying. The phone is silent until it ends. I let it drop to the floor and I completely break down. Issac cuddles me and makes me feel better. I then calm down and spend the rest of the day watching Star Wars. Then my dad comes in and wakes me and Issac up for some food. We then all sit at the table.

"So how are you feeling Stiles" my dad asks cautiously like I'm going to break.

"I mean I'm not doing great since the love of my life just left me" I say sarcastically.

"I'm really trying here Stiles and so are your friends but the only one you seem to let in is Issac why is that" my dad asks worried.

"Because I've bonded with him as the pack mum more than I have the rest. I know Scott is my best friend but I can't talk with him like i do Issac." I say frustrated.

"Stiles if you need a holiday I will pay for you to go on holiday you can even take Issac" my dad says sincerely. My eyes light up like a child on Christmas.

"Really you'd do that for me and Issac" I ask happily. My dad nods. I turn to Issac excited.

"Do you wanna go on holiday with me and where would we go?" I ask him hoping he'll agree. He nods excited.

"We could go to Brazil I've always wanted to go" Issac said happily. I nod and turn to my dad.

"So two tickets to Brazil" my dad said and hugged us both. I laugh and smile for the first time in a couple of days.

"Well you best get packed boys" my dad says and goes to book the tickets.

"Ok if you help me I'll help you" I say and he nods and follows me upstairs. I then Skype Scott.

"Hey Scott" me and Issac said at the same time.

"Hey what's up" he said and we could see the pack in the background.

"Me and Issac are going to Brazil for a while to get away from here for a bit" I say.

"If that's what you need then that's ok" Scott said and the pack agreed.

"Thank you for understanding" I say and then end the call to get back to packing. We spent a good hour and half packing my clothes and anything else that I'll need. We then put it in my car and we drive to Dereks place. I step into the apartment and take a shaky breath.

"You don't have to come in if you want" Issac said realising how hard it is for me.

"No I agreed to help you pack I'm going to help you pack." I say and walk into his bedroom. We then spend another hour and half packing his things. We then put it in my Jeep and head back to my house.

"Ok boys your going to Brazil tomorrow" my dad said. We both cheer and hug him tightly. We then head upstairs and get in bed. Issac

Cuddles into my side. We then fall to sleep excited for our trip tomorrow.