《Her New Doll (Completed)》Chapter Seventeen: The Breaking Point
Advertisement
Natalya sits in her wheelchair all night. Donna doesn't know. She's too consumed with her work.
Ever since Miranda left, through dinner, and on until breakfast she's been trying desperately to get the tree to move again. The only time a leaf does so much as shudder is when Donna lets out a grating, broken scream of frustration. Then again the whole house shakes.
When dawn breaks Donna is sitting with her head in her hands. She's in the workshop sitting with Angie, unable to look at Natalya.
"No no no no no no no," Donna mutters, pulling at her bangs. A considerable loose amount of hair sits on the table already. Angie touches her arm, "I'm here, and Miranda can't take me away."
Donna knows that. Somewhere in her twisted mind she knows that Angie is the last defense of her strained sanity. But so was Natalya.
Was.
"I-I can't- She won't- I'll never, never see her again-"
Tears stain the table and Donna keeps her sobs quiet.
"Donna?" Natalya calls, "Donna please give me the wheelchair back! Let me see you. We can talk about this! Please!"
While Natalya was asleep Donna, to ensure she didn't wake up, gave her a whack on the head. This ensured she was asleep as Donna moved her from the wheelchair to the foyer chair. The wheelchair was then removed and Donna tied the soldier to the chair and sewed her arm to the armrest.
At first it was worry but now it's become something much more familiar emotion bubbling and burning in Natalya's chest.
"Donna, I can't feel fear but I can feel anger and I'm getting very annoyed," Natalya calls. It takes every ounce of self control trying to keep from frightening her housemate.
"Donna!"
Advertisement
Silence.
On the shelves and bookcases and sitting on the floor all around the house the dolls rattle. They shake and tremble which leaves Natalya puzzling as to what exactly Donna is fully capable of. Obviously in her most desperate moments she can do so much, but so can anyone acting on adrenaline.
"Donna!"
Nothing.
Natalya tries again despite knowing it's futile. She strains, pulling her entire body's weight and all the strength in her right arm against the strings. The chair arm groans and the wood gives. Once it's ripped free Natalya sighs. She didn't want or mean to break the chair and now she's upset with herself as well.
"Donna this is childish, please come talk to me-"
In the silence the elevator sounds deafening. For once Natalya hopes it's that grease stained chainsmoking bastard. She hopes he'll come out and see her and say something snarky before handing her her legs.
When the elevator opens Natalya is glad to have the chair arm. She rears back but before she can hurl it into Alcina's face Miranda's claws close around her wrist.
"Don't even think about it girl. I won't hesitate to make you symmetrical again."
The way Miranda speaks so clinically, so coolly makes Natalya reconsider. With one good hand she can still write and bake at least. Then again with the way the countess is looking her up and down she gets the distinct impression those things won't matter soon.
"You can go quietly, or you can be carried in a sack. The choice is yours."
To Natalya's horror the countess is holding her legs. The dark metal is familiar from her arm. These are the new and improved versions Heisenberg had promised.
"I won't give you the satisfaction. I will never willingly leave here."
Advertisement
"Really? Not even if you were allowed to go home? Back to a world where you could eat real food and have real prosthetics, not one of my children's toys?" Miranda remarks. With her face obstructed by her mask her smile can be heard more than seen.
Natalya bares her teeth, "Fuck you. I'd walk into hell if it meant I'd get to see you burn."
Just as she anticipated, Miranda's temper is short. All it takes is a blow to the head and Natalya is nothing more than a rag doll. Her fingers are still closed around the arm chair.
Rocking back and forth in the kitchen sitting in a huddled corner tears stream down Donna's cheek and plasma oozes from the cysts and pustules on the other side. Only once it's been quiet for a full minute does Donna allow herself to suck in wet gasps through her mouth. After a few sobs she lets out a shriek.
All the familiar hate and fear and anxiety and doubt comes flooding down like the waterfall outside the house.
Donna is too afraid. She has rightfully lived in fear of Miranda for so long she doesn't know any other way to be.
Living in fear leads to living anxiety. Will this upset Miranda? Will she care? What did I do wrong? What is wrong with me?
Donna has doubted her decision to accept the cursed cadou for decades now. With her fractured mind and sanity ebbing it's one of a few things she's been able to focus on. That and her hate.
Donna hates herself. She hates teh imperfection in her face. She hates the mold growth that consumed her eye. She hates her fear and anxiety. She hates that no matter how very determined she is she can't make up her mind to follow through. But for all her self hatred there is one thing, one person Donna hates more.
Alcina.
Alcina Dimitrescu. Mother Miranda's favorite. The near perfect countess with her three beautiful daughters and her big castle. Her grace and beauty and confidence. Donna isn't jealous. She doesn't want Dimitrescu's daughters or her castles or even her beauty. She just wants Miranda's approval.
But now Alcina has something else Donna wants. Something that belongs to her. Someone that Donna will not share. She let her sister use her talent to sew new garments and fix old ones. Donna let Alcina make fun and amuse herself by embarrassing her. Hell in the summer she even tolerated her intolerable nieces.
Not now.
Now Alcina has Natalya. And Natalya is Donna's.
"We should get her," Angie cackles darkly, "We show Alci and mommy Miranda and get Natalya back. She's fun. We should get her back."
Gathering herself up off the floor Donna wipes her face with a dish rag and goes outside. She looks at the flowers and plants and withered trees. Raising one hand she summons them to her command. There is no room for compromise or fear in her mind. She will get Natalya back.
Sure enough, the forest surrounding the house groans in response.
(( Note from the author: Hi! Sorry about not posting last week. I was under a great deal of stress and now I've developed a cold. Still fighting it but sitting at home means I had time to write. Enjoy! ))
Advertisement
Oh, That Russian Accent
"For fucks sake! What did you do?" A very angry voice asks me. Holy shit! That is definitely Dimitri. I can recognize that accent anywhere after our discussion in class today."Holy shit. I'm so sorry. I thought you were a burglar or a rapist following me," I try to apologize. "Shut the fuck up!" He yells, making me flinch. It quickly shut my mouth up though. I didn't like being talked to like that, but then again, I just sprayed him in the eyes with a fuckin' pepper-spray. _____Ruby Derman has to attend college 7 hours away from her home and her dad. She quickly falls into place, but a young, angry guy catches her eye in class. However, she quickly finds out it keep away, as she sees how he treats people. He is arrogant and sinister, but she can't ignore the feeling she gets every time they're near each other. What will happen when two completely opposite people find out, that they're actually not that different from each other? Keep reading to find out.
8 220Taken by the Mafia
Scarlett Roads an 18 year old girl is taken by the Italian Mafia don, 24 year old Dante Romano as a paid off debt for her now dead father.Dante doesn't believe in love, he believes in f*cking. That is until an anxious girl with a big mouth enters his life, changing it for the betterHow will the two deal with each other? Will their relationship blossom into something beautiful? Or was it doomed from the start?#2 Italian mafia 26/05/22⚠️warning⚠️This book does contain triggering material such as abuse, kidnapping, mentions of rape.It also has DD/LG tendencies so if that makes you uncomfy don't read :)#1 PTSD 14/06/22#10 Good Girl 28/07/22
8 252Ruining Happily Ever After
Laia is pissed. When she kills off a fan favorite from her successful novel series, she elicits the anger of some chuunibyou god-child. As her ‘divine punishment’, she gets thrown into a world of her own making– literally. Waking up as the villain of a shitty CEO romance novel she wrote long ago, Laia has to satisfy the life wishes that character has. If she does, she can get out of this world and return to her own. If she doesn’t, she dies. Armed with a talking fox-cat-thing to navigate the system mechanics of her punishment, she’s ready to turn the place upside to get what she wants. She's also not opposed to having a little bit of fun in the process. The original protagonist is in love with her, the original love interest is thoroughly destroyed, and– if it wasn’t already obvious– the original storyline is up in flames. ⋅ ⋆ ⋅ ⋆ ⋅ One crappy romance novel was enough, but another? “I fucking completed everything that stupid system asked of me, so tell your idiot brother to bring me back to my world.” The handsome man languidly sitting on the throne sighed dramatically, “Unfortunately, father and mother heard about what he did to you. He’s currently under guard and won’t be able to get you out of here.” “Why didn’t your parents get me removed from here first before locking your brother up?" "They forgot,” he simply said. He showed a regretful expression. She knew it was bullshit. Her temples throbbed, “So what are you doing here?” A beautiful smile bloomed on his lips. It was enchanting, bewitching, and made her want to bash his face in. “I’m here to keep you company,” he winked, “My Empress.”God. She wanted to stab him in the heart just to shut him up. ▽▽▽ System but not really. Barebones shit. This book may end up reading like crack. You have been warned. Each 'arc' is a new novel our wonderful MC visits. There are three arcs to this story. one (1): CEO/Contemporary two (2): Eastern Historical three (3): Fantasy World Chapter Length: 1k-1.6k words. Upload Schedule: As of 01.04.20, daily updates for two weeks. After that, probably 3-5 a week. Estimated Novel Length: 150-200 (each arc will have about 30-70 chapters).
8 105Don't Want To See You In The Next Life (Volume1)
[COMPLETE]Summary: In his previous life, Xia Lin gave his heart and soul to Song Yan but never got rid of the fate of being the spare tire. In the next life, Xia Lin decided to cut off their bad relationship and stay away from Song Yan.Chinese Title: 來生不見Author: 天襲 (Tian Xi)Link for raw: https://www.shubaow.net/52_52906/Raw Status: Complete (132 Chapters)This is not my story. I just MTL-ed this for a smooth offline reading experience.
8 253The Emperor and his lover (MxM)
Historical Romance (Weekly Update)Wang Lei, a powerful and unbeatable Emperor of the Wang Dynasty. He is famous, and brave and people fear him. He is known to be a cold and strong warrior. At a young age, the responsibility of being a king of people fell on his shoulder. His whole life of planned by others, even his marriage. He got into an arranged marriage with Xin Ying. Most beautiful and pretty woman in the country, but why did he feel no love for her. They both were tied in a loveless marriage Huang Dewei, the lover of the King's wife. He was heartbroken when the love of his life was forced into marriage with the Emperor. He hated the King and he wanted her back so he decided to enter the palace to take his revenge. He knew he was playing with fire but what will happen when the new feeling will develop and the person he hated the most turned out to be the person he loved the most? What will be the end between them?Note: I do not own the picture in the cover.
8 91Serial Dating
Milo Park is a serial romantic with an addiction to online dating. Lee Asano is the barista stuck taking the orders of every date Milo reels in. It wouldn't be an issue if Milo wasn't such a hot topic-star running back for the USFC football team as a freshmen, member of the most iconic fraternity at USFC, and general campus heartthrob.When Milo convinces Lee to be his gym buddy, it sounds and feels like the friend zone. But who knew the #GymLife was so gay anyway? Certainly not Lee.
8 176