What the hell was I thinking?!

Oh yeah, I wasn't. I let a false sense of confidence make me agree to something that I definitely should not have. What was that feeling anyway? I've never felt like that in my life, but then all of a sudden I wanted to conquer the world. And that's in no way a sense of exaggeration, I felt all powerful like I could rule the world.

I'm gonna have to figure that out later, much later. I can only have a panic attack about one thing at one, I'm not a very good at multi-tasking.

Wait just a minute...

Maybe they did something to me, so they could get me to agree to this terrible idea of theirs.

Oh goddess, I feel so, so violated.

This is going to be a complete disaster, introduce me to the public? What the hell were they thinking? Let alone me, they're the ones who suggested this idiotic idea in the first damn place, and clearly none of us have our heads screwed on straight. The former king doesn't even like me and I can't even stand up to people and I'm going to be in a room full of nothing but Alphas and Lunas from other packs. And- and- this will not end well.

Oh I can see it now, this is just going to be a huge catastrophe.

"Argh", I groan in frustration, while I flop down on the bed, "Maybe I can make a run for it?" I ask out loud to no one in particular.

No wait, I'm on the third floor a drop like that would not doubt lend me in the hospital, and when that happens I know three wolves that'll never leave me alone again. Somehow I've managed to gain their trust, and they trust me enough to leave me alone and let me have my own space. To be honest it really didn't take much I could probably leave and never come back if I wanted to, but for some reason I don't want to. I don't want to risk hurting them...

Like right now, their off in the castle they call a pack house, geez, I wonder how many pack members live in there.

No wait focus, all I'm doing today is meeting with every single Alpha and Luna on the planet, so that they can spread the word to their packs, so it can cause more interest and curiosity in meeting me, before the ball, another thing I stupidly agreed too. Its so I can get up close and personal with the lower classes, as Lucian called them.

To which I looked at him like he was crazy and didn't talk to him until he apologized for talking about them as if they were dirt beneath his shoes.

Okay I can only panic about one thing at a time, for now its meeting the Alphas and Lunas. Breath in, breath out, I continue to do this for about ten minutes until I was sure I was calm again. Once I've calmed down, I slowly make my way off the ginormous bed, and head over to the full length mirror.

I had already gotten dressed earlier, I was in a pair of leggings and I stole one of Damien's hoodies. I peeled away the hoodie and revealed my cute red top. My hair was slightly messed up but all in all it didn't look bad.

"Well this is as good as its gonna get", I say to may reflection. I don't know if I should c

I hastily make my way out of the bedroom and head for the entry way by the front door, where my mates were waiting for me.

I don't slow down or greet them wanting to get this over with as soon as possible, I head out the door and go straight for the car. They swiftly follow me, and it only takes about 15 minutes to drive to up to this huge building. A wave of nervousness washes over me, but I manage to push through and actually get out of the car.

We enter this large building, I remember Damien said its the parliament building, its where they make laws and decisions for both humans and shifters.

"Why don't humans have any representation in parliament?", I ask my curiosity getting the better of me, because I've never heard of a human giving their opinion to the werewolf council.

"Well, um, you see, well I actually haven't given that much thought, its always been like that I guess?", Damien nervously says as he stumbles over his words.

"So, what? You make up a bunch of rules for people who don't get to have a say in them? How is that possibly fair?" I ask getting angrier at every question I'm asking.

"Uh, yeah", Damien replies, scratching the back of his neck, showing the fact that he's uncomfortable with this particular topic.

I look him dead in the eye, no fear in me when I say, "Fix that, if you want me to be your equal you must show your citizens that humans have the same rights as shifters". Huh, there it is again that sense of fearlessness, and unwavering confidence. Man what is that, and how can I get that activated all the time?

They guys and I walked through the hallways of parliament, until we reached a set of huge doors, I could hear faint conversations from the other side of the door.

Okay deep breath in, deep breath out. I can do this, its only every Alpha and Luna on the planet behind those doors.

Nope, nope can't do it

"Come on, you'll do great", Xavier said encouragingly, while holding one of my hands, Lucian grabbed the other one. Surprisingly it actually made me feel better.

Damien opens the door, and I'm greeted with a gorgeous conference room, oh and my absolute worst fear, a crap ton of werewolves. Oh goddess have mercy on my poor soul.

"Silence!", Damien booms.

The whole room goes dead quiet, each Alpha and Luna nods their head's in respect for their Alpha Kings.

Lately I've started to notice when were around each one of them have a different role, like Damien is more the leader, Lucian is in charge of the troops, and guards, and Xavier is in charge of the people, including us humans.

We go and sit at the head of the table, a few Lunas congratulate me along the way, most Alpha's though look at me with a mix of curiosity and disgust. Similar to the way the former king looked at me when we first met.

"Why are we standing around here praising a human when we should be discussing more pressing matters", one Alpha starts out.

"Like what", another Luna responds.

"Oh I don't know how about the fact that the vampires have been particularly quiet lately, I think they may be up to some thing", the first Alpha accuses.

A few other alphas toss out a quick 'I agree' and 'He's right', before they all quiet down and look in the direction of my mates, looking at them for some sort of guidance.

"Is it bad that I'm kind of grateful that the topic is no longer on me anymore? its like a weight lifted off my shoulders", I whisper to Xavier.

"The attention wasn't even on you for more than a minute", Xavier dead pans.

I absentmindedly nod my head.

"We understand your concerns but the vampires have nothing they can use against us, we're stronger now than they've ever been", Lucian says pridefully.

"Well that's not exactly true now is it?", one Alphas speaks up.

"Um your majesty they do have one leverage against us now", a Luna says while glancing over at me.

Lucian notices this first and lets out a ferocious growl while Xavier grabs my hand to try and comfort me, even though by now I'm kind of used to it.

"Just what are you implying?", Damien says while gritting his teeth.

"Their saying the vampires are going to use me as leverage, keep up would you?", I speak up while shaking my head at Damien. I can almost feel the amusement and respect I got from that small statement, and its getting pumped up, like when we were at the picnic a few days ago.

You know I think I'm really starting to like this feeling...