I really need to take them out of my body immediately. I don't want her to know every place I go to, even I need some privacy!

If I remember correctly she put them in my forearm last time. I'll cut it out with a knife when I come back from school today. I don't want them in me anymore

I thought she would stop talking eventually and then I would clear up everything quickly but that doesn't seem like it's going to happen. I need to stop her or else she'll go on with her endless theories, so I said

“That's what I'm trying to say but you've been constantly interrupting me this whole time. Calm down a bit”

[Haruka narrowed her eyes and anxiously exclaimed]

“How am I supposed to stay calm when you tell me that you almost died?! Do you know how much that scared me?“

“But it's not like anything actually happened”

”But what if something had happened?! I made a promise with your mother to care of you like my own child. How am I supposed to face her if something had happened to you? I'm already breaking my promise with her by letting you do these dangerous ‘jobs’ on your own. How will she react if she gets to know about what you’re doing?”

!

Wait a minute! If I had been hit by that truck last night I definitely would've died on the spot because it would damage my brain which would stop my regeneration process

But did mom even know that when she helped me?

Did she save me thinking that I was a normal person, who would have died from that accident?

As long as I don't lose the connections to my body via the brain I can regenerate myself, so there will be no threat to my life. But in last night's incident the probability of my brain and spinal cord getting hit was 100% so I definitely thought I was going to die

So the question is, if mom knew that I couldn't regenerate if the truck hit me in the head and pushed me or she just thought I was a normal person who was going to be hit by a truck, so she pushed me to save me from being hit

Would she have appeared if I was in an accident, where my brain doesn't get damaged but I can still potentially die?

She did say she was watching over me from above. So if that's true, she would have learnt about the things I've done and am doing even now. She would've learnt about the whole ’family blood line’ which she didn't know before. Then does she know about me and the rest of the family?

. . . . . . . .

AHHHHHH! THIS IS SO CONFUSING! !

I don't even know if what I saw yesterday was a hallucination or not and I'm already coming up with these theories. For all that matters, my high adrenaline levels could have caused me to see those things since I was in a life or death situation

I'm not going to get anything out of this other than a headache, if I keep on thinking about it. So I'm just going to leave it as it is and am not going to think about it any more