It takes a talented man 50 years to reach King class. A normal can become a master after 7 years. A stupid man can be a warrior after 1 year. You don’t even knee to know martial arts ir have a technique to be considered a warrior. Even then the difference between a warrior and a master is very small.

Did you know why the are so few who step into the realm of the king. Because only the insane can fight a grueling battle for 100 years. A battle called life.

This isn’t the path for everyone. Did you know what the main cause of death for Kings. 40% of kings die to their own blade. 30% die to the blade of another sword king. And 25% are assassanted or killed by someone with a lower level than king. That leaves five percent and we still haven’t touched upon other causes like drowning or starvation. We haven't touched upon diseases or old age.

Than how many king become dragon class. Very few.

I am the human dragon. And right now I can see why people kill themselves.

“ What is it? What do you ask of me? Why do you keep bringing up the Ravan family like i’m supposed to say ahhh and go do something. Please enlighten me. Lord Rapin. “

I hate that I have to use the name of my old friend. I hate what the empire has become.

I hate that I have wasted so much of my time.

I hate that the only ones who come speak to me are these old bastards that want something of me. I hate that I am so lonely I that I listen to every word they say.

I hate the me that hasn’t seen a woman as beautiful in so long.

I hate the me that gets jealous of their ambition.

“ I am saying that with Vallarta taking the family head position the glorious bloodline of you old and dear friend the founder of that family will be tarnished. Especially when there is a actually pure blooded person.”

“ leave”

“ I’m sorry.”

“ You are never to speak of my friends. Leave my sight.”

“ huh”

“ Leave now or I will go support Vallarta the new head of the Raven family. JUST TO FUCK WITH YOU OLD SHIT NOW LEAVE BEFORE I GUT YOU! pretty please”

Huh look at him run.

“ Varon huh. If what Ragnes told me is true than I want anyone but him taking power. Haaaaaa what the fuck did that bastard mean when he said ‘ I turn my grandson into a monster what do I do now’. Seriously what the hell does he expect me to do. Besides what fucking monster. What a monster to woman. All he does is drink and her laid. He's also extremely submissive to his sister and respects that woman.”

Lues I hate what I did to you.

I hate that I still think about it with a smile.

I hate that I know the truth about him.

I hate that I loved it.

I hate that I can’t talk to Varon.

I hate that I can’t face my friends grave.

I hate that I would do it again.

I hate that I raped you. Lues.

I despise that your last name is not mine.

I loved you. Yep thats the word loved. No one can understand. Just how much time takes away.

Ahhh Varon please keep living your life the way you are.

Ahh Varon I hope you will never know what true wait is. I hope you will never know.

The pain of life.

Ahh Varon don't be like me.

The world's strongest coward. Too afraid to face the woman you love in fear of her hating you that you abandoned your feelings for her and left her to rot in the hands of another you could have snapped like a twig.

I hate that I still cannot face her.

I hate that no one comes to visit me.

I am so lonely here sitting upon my throne of pain. I wanna feel again. I want it to be different.

I miss them all so much.

I hate that they left me here.

Varon I wonder if you know. That you are my son.

I wonder if she told you about your grandfather and what he did by now. Knowing her she will probably let it eat her away until something is happens.

I hate that Varon will never know. Father loves you.