That fuck!. How dare he touch her. He is lucky she’s still alive. So what if I belittle that Ivan hore. Who the fuck cares if she’s your mother in the fucking head of the house. He fucking knew didn’t he. I swear that’s why that useless shit did it to her. My sweet Sonya oh Sonya I’m so sorry that shit of a son harmed you. Why the fuck did no one wake me up.

Are they in on it. Is it a conspiracy. Are you all against me. So what if I love my maid. There's no sin. Well if god didn’t want me cheating he shouldn’t have made that hoe from the Ivan family such a bitch. I wanna tax what I wanna tax who the hell cares if the peasants are starving I understand how to run a fucking territory I know that I cannot take to much at once.

God she is the fucking worse I have to keep this house presentable.ahhh my head hurts... I will never know why father married me to those ingratiates. Always complaining about the people. Fools every last one of them. Why isn’t that barstool here to beg for my forgiveness yet. Shit! today’s a bad day. I can tell. Its a bad day.

In the corridor I heard the sound of footsteps. The footsteps were slow and heavy. They slowly approach my door.

Hah it about time Varon arrived. That lousy fuck. All he ever does is drink and argue. Well at least he understands who’s the boss around here. Unlike his older brother. I told him that joining the army was a bad idea but does he listen to father no. Well a genius swordsman like him is probably a great time. Unlike this fool who can’t do anything right but sleep with woman, I guess he listens to his sister.

Their a gentle knock at the door and the words.

“Father it’s Varon” his voice sounds different almost old. And it feels heavy. It’s different. Very different but it’s clear as day that it’s still Varon. I feel the sides of my mouth curve upwards. I wonder how he apologised this time.

The second the door open I knew it wasn’t just the voice that changed. The hole feel to him was different. I felt sweat form on my brow and the back of my neck. What why am I sweating what’s going on?

Somethings different. It feels like I’m standing before a beast I feel fear deep instinctively fear.

“ Father why did you summon me” I could hear his voice better now. Ha ha ha. It felt like I was taking to an thousand year old monster.

“I’m sorry” who said that!. Wait was it me. My voice it sounded so weak. Damn it I’m shaking. I grasp my hand. And my chest. And the feeling is gone. The fear was gone.

“ Father are you ok? Actually truth be told we really do need to lower tax.” It was my normal son's voice. He slides a document across the table. I sign without thinking then I realised what he said. what the fuck this isn’t how it’s supposed to go. I need to catch my bearing “ yes! Now please leave Varon” my voice was far more desperate than I thought it would be.

I saw a smile bloom on my son's face and without saying a word he just left. It would take me a full three hours to slow my heart beat down and when ever I would approach my son to take back my statement.

*******

As I walk towards my father's room I can see that it’s probably not my voice or actions that caused Lawrence’s fear. In fact my it was my bodyguard Stein a sword master drawing his sword and started to shake I realised it was probably something to do with the new me. So I was realised some killing intent something I would never really think about when I was a dragon but now I remember that humans don’t have killing intent unless they killed a lot of people and even then it wouldn’t be as strong as mine. But it also gave me an idea.

Which work brilliantly now I have fathers signature on a document that grants me full control over the family’s territory in the country. However the large amount fund are sent to this house and I can’t change that. Honestly for a last minute scram it work pretty well.

Well after realising the problem I got rid of the killing intent. Until I reached fathers study.

My bodyguard Stein is in truth my mother's loyal knight. So after sensing something he just straight up left. See I’m the second son so unless the first born dies then I don’t get anything but like in most cases it’s then between the second and third child regardless of gender or age. And between a my younger sister who’s my father's favourite and me who’s mothers favourite unless my father dies and my sister dies at the same time then it not me who’s going to inherit this family. See I’m actually the only child born from mother. My sister was born from the maid I hurt and my brother comes from a different wife who’s passed away.

In fact in the novel it’s my sister who becomes the head of the house. Truth be told my sisters already holds more power then my father. In the novel I’m sent to manage our estate while my sister manages the capital and makes all the big decisions. See despite what one would think my sister hates my father and the maid who gave birth to her while loves my mother. As for me. I'm always drinking but I still manage our territory in the country while my sister does all the rest. And as for our oldest brother… I’ll get to him later. In fact if in the novel my sister attempts to take over the empire and comes close to success but is slain and fails. She’s killed by my older brother. But she does assassinate the emperor. This actually starts the empire civil war arc and is how I come it hold so much power inside the empire.

See even now my sister’s ambition is not this house and the old Varon is both aware of this and even supports it. But if the novel is to be believed then this is a chance to test it. Right now my sister should be about to poison the maid while I talk to father. So should I give my sister a visit. I might see something. I also need to show her this document. Ha father really gave me full control over our territory. Their something I need in to do in our territory and this is a good reason to go their.

She is different to me. I wonder how long its been since my ambitions were so hard to see for me. But I know my goal. The death of god. And sister of mine you're gonna to give your brother a little help