Bethy has been shooting me glares ever since I won in the beauty pageant, which is about 5 days ago.

I had kept an eye on for Milton since the day we had dinner together.

He's suspicious, really suspicious, he definitely knows something about Sean that I don't know...

Oscar and I had been doing very well, until yesterday....

He broke my promise and told one of his friends my cripple identity, and now, about half of the school already know I'm a so called cripple.

Ha ha, I am so bad at keeping secrets, should've known this is going to happen, I never think about the consequences after my actions, I should really work on that, these small mistake could get me in big trouble one day, big trouble...

Sean doesn't seem to think a lot about Milton, he's still friends with him, and he's spending more time with him than with me, that's what saddens me.

What just like what I said before, as long as he's happy, how many times have I said that already? 3 times? 4 times?

I don't trust Oscar as much as before now, I don't trust anyone now, anyone but Sean.

There is still 4 days before returning to Peri High, just let those 4 days pass quicker, I don't want to spend another minute in this ..... untrustworthy school.

"Hey you." 

I closed my locker and looked back, "Yes? "

A boy from class 3 was standing in front of me.

"You're the cripple everybody talks about right?" 

This again...it's the 4th time today.

I sighed, "Yes...."

He sniggered, "And you're still so cheerful and positive, not everything in this world is rainbows and unicorns! " he said as he shoved me on my locker.

I know that....

"H..Hey! " 

The boy flinched, "Oh it's just you..."

I looked at my left and saw my friend, Oscar.

I can't call him my friend anymore, he betrayed my trust.

So, let me correct my sentence from just now.

I looked to my left and saw a boy, Oscar.

"Leave her alone! " He yelled, "Or I'll call a teacher! "

The boy gave him a disgusted look and turned away.

I brushed the imaginary dust off my skirt and locked my locker.

"Millie..."

"Oscar, just leave me alone alright? I just need to survive this four days than I'll go back to my old school." I said.

"That's exactly why! You only have 4 days left! " he said.

I took a deep breathe and walked away with my backpack.

"Please, I've lost too much trust." 

Oscar said nothing then.

I walked down the stairs and found Sean by the stairway.

"Hey! Sean! " I said, rushing down faster.

"Millie?" He turned.

" Sean! I was wondering if you have time to go to the boba tea with me after school! " I smiled.

"Oh... About that, sorry...but Milton already asked me to hang out with him at the gaming center. " he replied, looking at his shoes.

"O..oh, it's fine, go ahead, have fun! " I said, forcing out my most realistic smile.

"Thanks! I will, speaking of that, I'll be meeting him at 5, so , see you in the dorm! Bye! " he said, waving his left hand.

I waved hand, keeping my smile until he leaves.

Yeah... He keeps saying that for the past few days, Milton this, Milton that...

I sighed and walked back to my dorm.

Things just gets worse here, maybe...all will get better when I go back to Peri?

No... I can't forget the bullies... They're going to make my life a living nightmare.

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Too make things worse, I accidentally spilled my drink on Sean's switch.

I facepalmed myself, and made a call to Sean.

I waited a while until Sean accepts the call.

"Hey uhh Sean?"

"Yeah?"

"I...accidentally spilled my drink on your switch...."

"Oh....it's fine, I'll just buy another one." 

"Oh okay, sorry again, I owe you one."

" Nah, I still owe you more." 

Both of us laughed, "yeah.. You can go back to having fun with Milton now, see you back at the dorm! "

"Bye! " 

I hanged up, a stone is lifted off my shoulders.

I grabbed the TV control and opened the TV.

But of course, they was nothing interesting for me to see, the news were all about government related things, which I will close the instant I see or hear it.

I took a shower and closed the lights.

It took me some time before drifting off to sleep.

Today , just like any past days, is terrible.

I don't like this, I don't like this at all.

Just let this end quicker, so I can suffer less.