Pearls of sweat were rolling down my quivering skin. I heard my heart throbbing in my ears as I watched the giant, furry bodies standing in the first patch of sunlight I had seen in days.

 

«The demons! There are so many of them!»

 

「And all of them are guys.」 Meja added unquestioned. 「Those poor souls.」

“Who cares about that!”

 

«Wait- noo!»

 

My voice had easily been loud enough to grasp the attention of the bull demons guarding the entrance of the cavern. One by one, their heads turned around. They seemed surprised, but this quickly changed into another, far more disturbing expression.

 

«They- they are happy?»

 

Meja was laughing in joy. 「And look how happy they are! The one on the left- that gotta be an arm’s length of happiness!」

“What are you talking abou-” I hadn’t even finished asking when my eyes wound the bull demon she had been talking about. “WHAT?! NO!! Not a single chance! I’m not doing this!”

「But they look soo lonely~」 Meja’s voice was filled by fake pity.

“Who cares!? They don’t even know me! I don’t want to look at them!”

「But Risa~」

“NO! Just no! Do I look like a cow to them?! I am totally not a cow!”

 

I was already turning around to flee back into the darkness when one of the bulls mooed some kind of command. Dozens of bull demons let themselves sink on their knees all at once. I was astonished.

 

“They- they won’t attack me?”

「Nah, they won’t!」

“Why would they?! Are they weaker than me, now?”

「They could easily force you to the ground and have their way-」

“I GET IT!”

「Don’t worry. It wouldn’t be as painful as you think now.」

A shiver went over my body. “You- did ... with a bull demon?”

「Just kidding.」

“MEJA!”

 

Once again the horde of bull demons moved. It was only when I had stepped closer, taken by curiosity and a weird feeling of security, that I realized they were shivering in fear.

 

“What did you do to them?”

「I was stronger once, you know?」 Meja avoided answering my question. 「Before your weak soul stole my body!」

“That was your fault!”

「Who told you to die there?」

“Your slave did!”

「They aren’t my slaves!」 She protested. 「Whatever. Let’s do the best out of this chance!」

“Chance, you say ...”

「You can do with them whatever you want!」

“I won’t f*ck them!”

「I would never ask you to do that, Flatty! Did you take a look at how big they are down there?! Just play with their ‘cowbells’ a bit. And stroke their-」

“I will never do that!”

「Flatty ...」 She hesitated. 「Don’t tell me you want to hug each of them ...」

“Yes! I will do exactly that!”

「It could take hours to even finish one, you know?」

“Hours?!”

「Do you really want to spend hours cuddling against their smelly, sweaty bodies?」

“Sweaty ...”

「Do you really think they would shower? They live in this cave!」

 

Just imagining the stinking, wet fur rubbing against my skin was enough to send a shiver over my body. But there would be another part of them always close to me, something I wouldn’t be able to ignore, no matter how much I tried.

 

“What- what if it touches me?!”

「Just kiss them,」 Meja suggested. 「It would be over in minutes, then.」

“I- I will just hug them from behind!”

「... did you really say that just now?」

“Yes! I will hug their backs!”

「NO! Where is the fun in that?!」

“I don’t care!”

 

After hesitating for another few moments, I slowly stepped closer. Now that my eyes had adapted to the light, I could count how many of the demons had gathered here. It was far more of them than I had guessed at first: a total of thirty-five bulls were kneeling on the ground, waiting for my commands.

 

I randomly decided on the one that looked the most harmless - if it even was possible for a bull far bigger than myself to look harmless in the first place.

 

“You!” I pointed my finger at him. “You stay here. The others get back to work!”

Meja couldn’t leave this uncommented: 「Woah, Flatty! If I wouldn’t feel sweat rolling down my back, I would almost have thought of you as an impressive leader or something!」

“That- that has nothing to do with it!”

 

The bulls scattered away. Only one of them remained, the tiniest among them, which probably was the youngest, too. It wasn’t only his size that made me decide to choose him, his body was less buffed, too. The main reason, however, was simply that there was a lack of happiness below his belly-button.

 

Meja was everything but happy. 「Not exactly the most impressive sight ...」

“Who cares? This one is perfect!”

「I guess you are right. The size should fit for now.」

“...”

 

I could only decide to ignore the succubus for now. Meja might be trying to help me in her own perverted ways, but I couldn’t even think of following any of her advice. Not as long as all of it involved giving my virginity away to some random strangers or even monsters.

 

«If only it was him ...»

 

「Can’t you just think of him?」 Meja asked.

“He would never smell or sweat!”

「... what is he? A saint?」

My answer came immediately: “Yes!”

A loud sigh could be heard. 「You are such a virgin ...」

“Who cares!?”

 

The bull demon could only look at me questioningly. It probably thought of me as a lunatic or something, as it did only hear my own voice and not Meja who never stopped babbling smutty stuff.

I avoided the bull’s gaze and just walked behind its back. Luckily enough it didn’t seem as wet and sweaty as I had thought at first. It smelled, that much was a given, but I wouldn’t feel disgusted as long as I breathed through my mouth.

The bull shook in surprise when I hugged it from behind. It looked like it wanted to shake me off and flee, but this only lasted for little more than a heartbeat. Soon enough, the demon had calmed down and stopped moving, as if it had decided to let me do whatever I felt like doing.

I let my whole body rest against the furry back of the bull. Not only did I place my arms around him, but also the wings. They gently shadowed us from the bright sunlight that still burned in my eyes. I had never moved them before, but it didn’t feel weird the least - it rather felt as if I had never lived a single day of my life without them.

Suddenly, the warm back of the bull’s body turned even hotter. It wasn’t painful, on the contrary, it felt refreshing like a hot bath in a healing spring or like a priest healing your wounds after a long and arduous journey. I somehow got a little dizzy, as if I had drunk a few cups of strong alcohol, but I didn’t waste a thought on it.

 

“Soo good~”

 

After all the days of struggle, the pain and even death, just resting at this bulls back felt like everything good I could think of combined.

 

“I could do this forever~”

「It would feel even better if you just kissed him, you know?」

“Kiss~”

 

I looked at the bulls head. From behind, I couldn’t make out much of it aside from its large nostrils and a few of the sharp teeth, but I somehow didn’t feel the least scared of it anymore. It didn’t do anything to scare me, on the contrary, it made me feel unbelievably comfortable.

 

「Just a single kiss.」

“Just a single kiss~ that would be nice~”

 

When I parted from the bulls broad back, my legs felt weak and restless. It was as if they didn’t wish to listen to my commands anymore.

I fought for what felt like a small eternity until I could finally meet the bulls gaze. His black eyes were staring at me, full of anticipation and lust, but I couldn’t pay any attention to it. My gaze had already wandered to its black, thick lips.

 

“It will feel good?” I wanted to make sure. “Really good~?”

「It will feel even better!」

“Even better~”

 

There was no more hesitation in me. Something in me forced me to press my lips on those of the demon, another part almost cried for it and just another part was already imagining how good it would feel compared to just touching it’s back. I placed my hands on its shacking, muscular breast before leaning in just a little further.

 

「Good girl~!」 Meja cheered.

 

A hot wave of energy went through my body as our lips meet. I felt my wings spread behind my back as if they suddenly yearned to carry me through the sky. My heart, too, was beating louder and faster than it ever had before.

My whole body grew hotter and ever hotter. Once again my legs became restless, this time, however, they somehow managed to remain rooted on the ground. The succubus was whispering to me some kind of commands and tips, but I couldn’t even understand half of them. I felt drunk, a good kind of drunk.

It didn’t take long for the demon to get as restless as me. It suddenly reached out for me and pulled me closer, but there wasn’t a single part left in me that was even thinking of fighting back against his attack. When the bull’s tongue parted my lips, I didn’t struggle to get free but remained there as if petrified.

 

«I feel so~»

 

「Touch him!」 Meja’s voice commanded. 「Down there!」

 

«Touch him~ that sounds weird~»

 

「It will feel good, you know! It will feel really good!」

 

«Really good~»

 

My left hand wandered down the muscular body, towards the pulsating rod the succubus had told me to touch. It felt hot, even hotter than the bulls chest and lips.

 

「Yes! Yes! Yes! Good job, Risa! I knew you could do it!」

 

My grasp slowly became stronger. The bull demon became restless, it didn’t even know where to touch me anymore. Within a few breaths worth of time, he had already torn off the little piece of cloth covering my no longer flat chest. He was already half-way finished pulling down my pants when his lips parted mine and released a loud moo.

A hot fountain sprung from his nether regions. The demon covered me with a thick fluid, before falling on its back with eyes void of any light.

 

「... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!」 Meja screamed.

 

The succubus’s angry scream instantly tore me out of my trance. I looked at the bull, at my body and the sticky stuff shimmering in the sunlight like hundreds of pearls.

 

“Wha- what-”

Meja god even more mad. 「WHY IS THERE VIRGINS EVERYWHERE?! CAN’T I GET A HALF-DECENT D*CK FOR SOME CHANGE?!」

I was completely startled. “What- what did I do-”

「FUCK! AND I WAS SO CLOSE!」

“Close to- what?”

 

My eyes once again wandered to the bull demons body. Just a glance would have been enough to know exactly what happened to it, but there were dozens of pictures describing each tiny detail in front of my inner eye.

I saw myself hug the demon and slowly lose my control, as I embraced it closer and closer. Like in a dream, I saw myself kiss the nasty, smelly lips of the creature; I once again felt my hand reaching downwards, towards the part I would have sworn to never touch in my life.

 

“Why did I- NOOOOOO!!”

 

⊱————-　Extra　————-⊰

 

Meja: Soo close!

Risa: YOU DID THAT?!

Meja: I can’t move this body, remember?

Risa: But I nearly lost my-

Meja: It is not my doing! Your body just entered a trance.

Risa: A trance ...

Meja: It hasn’t been fed for a while, you know? And you stole the little energy it had remained.

Risa: But-

Meja: I still remember when it happened to me. It was a group of adventurers. Such fun times~

(ꈍ ᴗ ꈍ✿)

Risa: A WHOLE GROUP?!