Chapter 6

Experiments and Emotions

I could understand and read some of their language because of the language program the general install on me . It took a long time than I thought to figure out what kinds of experiments they were conducting on me. Well, they announce the name and start of experiment which wasn't that hard to find but most of the times I would be unconscious so, It took some time to figure them all out. So the first and the important experiment that the general was talking about was merging my brain with an Artificial Intelligence (AI). Seems a little unrealistic but, Hey! They were doing it and after every single experiment I had to go through an excruciating pain of having a part of my brain replaced with an artificial substance. It wasn't just adding a few items in my brain, they were literally removing and installing parts in my brain. Now I knew why they had few thousand people dead in this experiment. You have to have experience pain directly in your brain which could give most people trauma. Nevertheless I wasn't very strong too but the pain I suffered from the general and that silhouette had made me a little strong than average.

Even so sometimes the pain was so intense I wanted cry all night. I was experimented most of the time in a day and was observed in a white room, made to prevent suicide just like in a mental hospital, for the remaining few hours before experiments. The lights that made the white room brighter than the day, even in night, made it harder to sleep. There was a big one way mirror that covered the half of the front wall. There wasn't a shred of privacy. There were many times when I thought my mind would break because of the intense but I had to stay strong as I hadn't avenged a single person close to me. There were sometimes when the experiment would go for few days. Slowly but surely I lost the track of time.

But What I was more Scared about was, that they were not adding few parts in my brain that would help in merging with the an Artificial Intelligence (AI) they were 'replacing' it with few of my brain parts. I had no knowledge of medical science but there was nothing wrong with my body as far as I was concerned and there was no gap nor any loss of my memory. So what exactly were they replacing the AI with? After one of the daily experiments I wake up in the white room. Like always I would remember my family and loved ones so that my mind wouldn’t break from intense pain and stress after constant experiment. It also helped to ease my mind so that I could sleep. Every time I remembered them I would get my determination to avenge them. But today something was off. I had noticed this for a while but today I was sure. I slowly moved my body towards the mirror. There I saw something that shocked me to the core. Until a few experiment back, the pain would be so unbearable that I would constantly cry all night, but that had stopped. I thought the experiment were just getting less painful but the moment I saw myself in mirror I knew that was wrong. My expressions in the mirror were inhumane and robotic. Now I knew what they were replacing the AI with. Right now I was supposed to be angry but I am not. My memories of my loved ones made my heart strong and filled me vengeance but I cannot feel any of it. I have become emotionless. If this continues I know for sure they will even remove my Ego, making me an emotionless machine controlled by them. I had to do something before that happened and they had given the perfect weapon for that job to me. I was going to use their experiment against them.

I wasn't only a part of AI experiment though. I was also experimented in cloning my cell, Mind control, Telekinesis, and so on. To clone my body at my will, I was constantly injected with various chemicals but it wasn't always successful. Sometimes I would go in a cardiac arrest and sometimes the clone wouldn't last even few seconds. They were also trying to recreate the telekinetic ability the general possessed and at the same time sharpen my senses to the utmost limit so that I could use Psychokinesis, as both ability had same core which was brain. They were trying to fully unlock my brain capacity to one hundred percent. Currently I had unlocked somewhere around fifteen percent of my capacity, which is a huge number as the average human has only three to five percent unlocked from full capacity. The people before me were able to unlock up to ten percent before going crazy. However as my brain was being constantly modified to meet the needs of not only one or two but more than five experiments It had unlocked more capacity. But the only reason I wasn't going crazy was because of my AI modification. They were removing anything they didn't want in my brain and that included my limiters.

Like that they were constantly pushing my limits. However half of this experiments were done without permissions from the general. He told the octopus not to harm me but, He was constantly doing the exact opposite, Such as constantly being electrocuted so that my body can store and discharge electrical particles which burned my body most of the time, being exposed to harmful chemical gases which would sometime lead to me vomiting buckets of blood and other radiated objects to see their effects on my body which was constantly mutating my body, and the most painful, one my eye was replaced by a artificial eye created from merging my own DNA and a rare space monster called Enchantus, which can control his targets at will make them do whatever he wishes with a single glance and much more. But the one most painful and dangerous was merging this all into my very DNA by decoding it. It was so dangerous that one misstep I could lose myself, go crazy or even die. Most of the experiment would always end in failure or so they think, but they would never fully stop.

They truly deserve their name for craziest and Inhumane family. However, I wasn't just doing nothing either, I was trying to unlock full potential of brain, Using the help of the same AI they were experimenting on me. Nevertheless if they find that I was using AI to turn against them I would be executed without mercy so, I made sure that only I could control it and the data that it sends to them is only what I want them to know. Even If I were to unlock half of my brain capacity it wouldn't do me much good because there is an armed chip inside my rib cage full of explosive enough to blow a tank. How the hell did they manage to put that much explosives in my body? Not a clue. But after integrating with my AI, It gave me that information so, that's why I can't move rashly. Even if I were to remove the chip I would still have to take care of the elite guards that are constantly surrounding me and also there is the general and high ranked commanders too. So If I want to take care of this ship, first I have to escape from this place with my own life in hands. I also have to make sure that they cannot control me or my mind in anyway. For that I am making a backup of everything in my mind and storing it in the AI, all the while making my more efficient to use, as this will be my main weapon. So that even, If my ego was removed by them I would have a part of me left in the AI.

Nevertheless, Because that octopus is trying modify my whole DNA all the while keeping all those crazy abilities, It seems my body won't be able to hold out for long. My body is breaking down but he doesn't stop with his experimentation which makes the breakdown even faster. There are many cracks throughout my body and are still appearing that's why I named it breakdown. But Knowing that I would be dying, It seemed to have the exact opposite effect on the octopus, as he started experimenting even on the few hours of my resting time . So I don't have any more time left to even rest properly. Besides that octopus there are many other scientist. Octopus only participates in AI experiment with other scientist and after that in his own few experiments, that are unknown to others, like unlocking my brain capacity and the DNA modification.

I made the AI to learn itself whenever it's connected to the main server to give my daily data and after that I didn't have the chance to properly investigate it. I also had to constantly use Psychokinesis and telekinesis and give them proper results otherwise they would drown me in the water till I pass out. But I had comprehended the most of its power but I couldn't show them that. But not only that there were many power that I found I could use by unlocking the brain capacity with the help of AI. I haven't got to use them, practically, but I know If I try I could use levitation and Psychometrics but I was sure could use many others but If I try to use them, My body's breakdown will drastically increase and the scientist will also see the changes, that could potentially lead to another continuous experiments resulting in my death, So I have to be careful while using them. But before anything I have to find way to stop my breakdown. I have an idea that I came up with the help of psychometrics and AI but I can't use it here. I planned to escape and apply that method but it seems I won't be able to.