February 25th. Around 10 am.

Yesterday's events ignited my resolution to achieve a scenario where Ikkiri would meet her downfall and as expected, Tatsu did the correct thing by completely putting her out of the scene, which is extremely perfect for me.

The bitch just should lie down on her bed and drown from the toxic air that she emits every time she talks.

"................This sucks though......."

Although Ikkiri's case has just been taken care of, in the future, I will need to apply even more necessary countermeasures to her entire existence. I wish I could just go up to her room and stab her with a knife a thousand times in her heart, but I can't.

Not because I don't want to, trust me, I reaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyyy dooo, but because it would be far too inconvenient to me.

"I hope he's not too mad at me for having failed the exam..."

It couldn't be helped though. Yesterday, as soon as the classes were over, I emerged with activities that would give me heat.

Such things as physical exercise and anything that would simply make my blood rush were beyond necessary for this to work. I've tried a plethora of things such as raising the temperature in my room, watching television, taking multiple hot baths without passing out and then, it happened.

I successfully faked a high fever. However, the result was far bigger than expected. Yes, the outcome would be my absence, but that was already all planned out. My absence would mean that Hyunda would fail and then, as a result, Hyunda would be together with me and not that bitch Ikkiri!

Flawless, if you think about it. Not only that, but I managed to drag Ikkiri along the way.

I wonder just how much regret are you feeling right now? Are you feeling insecure? Does it concern you that no matter how much you think about it, you won't be able to form a positive answer regarding how you got a stomachache? Are you feeling a dreadful sense of hatred from someone you have no idea who it might be?

Hopefully, that's the case. Enjoy the sections of anxiety, you fucking bitch.

"Ahhhhhhh, Hyuundaaa....."

Just by thinking about him, it makes me feel happy. A single thought that has him in it is an instant medicine to me. I've been dreaming about him too.

This night, I dreamt of Hyunda saving me from a thief who was about to corrupt me. His heroic entrance stole my heart even in my dreams. Obviously, the thief stood no chance, since Hyunda is amazing and will not lose.

But I.... really want to see him!!! I just want to get out of here, outside of this cramped room and meet him!

Yet I cannot. Right now, I'm lying down on my bed while getting rest due to this high fever of mine. I talked to Yuka-sensei about this as soon as I noticed the signals of high fever, therefore my absence is entirely justified.

"I can't wait to meet you... I don't care if it's just a day away, a second feels worse than a day in comparison."

If a second feels so staggering without you, then I'll feel suicidal without your sunshine in my life, Hyunda.

"But... No way. He's not going to come to me. He's too cold to do that. I should not expect something that will never happen..."

It saddens me deeply though. However, it is to be expected. Hyunda's affection isn't something that I can just easily achieve. There are multiple reasons why I feel massively attracted to him and of course, his cold attitude turns out to be something exciting.

How is it not exciting? He doesn't let anyone in, which means, if I become the first person he let's in, then I will become someone...

"Special..."

I know, I know. It takes time, but I don't want to wait. I want it now. Why is the world so unfair?! Why can't I just be with him whenever I want to?

Although I complain about this, I know why. There are other existences in my way, particularly speaking, one in specific. Such trivial existences have to be put down.

Their only meaning in life is to oppose me. They don't deserve to live.

Especially you, Ikkiri.

"I wonder what you are doing right now..."

Is he just watching the exam go on? Truly, I would've liked for us to go to the exam together! I really think that if he were to be totally serious and I as well, we would score higher than anyone else!

That's simply not an option though.

Feeling a sudden need to exasperate, I sighed deeply. At this moment, aside from watching television and being inside my bed, nothing was happening. At all.

That's why I couldn't help but have thoughts of wanting to see him.

Amidst this endless spew of boredom and trivia, I took hold of a small flower that had about 12 petals from a nearby jar.

My right arm extended itself quite slowly since I'm feeling quite weak, yet I grasped it.

Thus, I started to pull out the petals one by one very slowly.

"I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him!"

Mhm...

Why do people always say 'I love him not' after saying 'I love him' or before? If you love a person then why would you bother to do such a thing?

Don't you know that just shows how insecure you are about your feelings? I am not insecure about the way that I feel for example. This is remotely real; it can't get more genuine than this.

"I wish for a miracle right now. Oh, Venus goddess of love, hear my calling. Make my beloved appear!"

.......

"Ahhh, I knew it. Hopeless. Don't stress, Arkalee. It will soon work, just not now..."

What a bummer though. It's not as if I have a strong belief in Venus or any god in general, but I think that my strong display of faith should be rewarded.

As I thought though, he's not going to show up. I'm right.

"Young man, you can't come inside! Leave at this instance!"

Once I heard Olivia's worried voice which was flowing across the hallway outside of my room, I lowered the television volume immediately.

This was rare. Why was Olivia screaming so loud? And who is this person? She said young man...

Then that means... another one of them invaded this dorm yet again? Fucking perverts. I hope this guy dies in a dumpster fire.

"Ease up already. Just ask my teacher, she'll tell you that it's true. I do have permission to enter here. Get off my case, old hag."

!!!

That voice... It can't be....! No, no, I'm certainly mishearing things. This is surely not his voice. My mind must be playing tricks on me. Yet, I kept on looking at my door while attempting to hear their conversation that was ongoing.

"It doesn't work like that! You can't just come in here! If you have permission to do so, then you should have brought your teacher along."

It's been mentioned twice. Something about permission. If that's true, then this isn't an invasion, I guess?

Either way, their steps are progressively getting louder and louder and it feels as if they are coming closer to my room's location.

"I already told you that she can't be here since she's the one in charge of the exam. Understand that already. Also, I'm not going to do anything malicious, chill out. Ahh, where is her room at? Hey, you know, don't you? Damn, why don't these rooms just have identification plates? What if you mistook your room for another one? The key models aren't the same, but it still creates a great deal of confusion."

The voice that doesn't belong to Olivia isn't as loud as hers' which makes it harder for me to identify it, but somehow I just knew.

That carefree attitude and curiosity! It must be him!

"It's against the rules for a boy to be here! And if you are having an exam, then, shouldn't you be attending it? Leave!"

"I can't. My partner is absent. That's why I'm here. Let me see her. Hey, is this her room? It is, isn't it?"

His partner is absent...? There are only two females that are currently absent. It can't be Tatsu. It doesn't make any sense to be here.

Tatsu is also way more reserved and not as outgoing as this person. That's it! It is him!

But Olivia's trying to drive him away! I can't let that happen!

"You can't! I won't let you enter! She's resting now. Leave her be! Begone!"

As soon as I heard her imperial words, I slowly got up yet I attempted to get up from my bed with all might, which took a while still.

My forehead feels like a living volcano and my whole body feels like hell. Nevertheless, that didn't stop me.

Still on my orange pajamas, even though my looks weren't in perfect condition, I swiftly grabbed my key and aimed to unlock my door's lock instantly.

"Man, why so many restrictions suddenly? What did I even do to you?"

Unable to tell the outside scenery, I quickly opened up the doorlock and saw the only person that I wanted to meet right now.

However, Olivia was in the way. She was almost blocking my field of vision by trying to protect my door, which I already opened.

"A-Arkalee... You should be resting right now!"

Hearing those words almost made me vomit. How can I rest when he's here? Also, why are you in the way?

"Who is here, Olivia?"

I asked because she's literally blocking my view and I can't see him even though I already know it's him!

Luckily, she finally decided to step aside and I ultimately was granted the ability to view him with my own two eyes.

Unbelievable...

"I'll report him, don't worry. Just go back to resting. You need to lay dow--"

"No, it's fine! It's fine! Ummm! It's really fine, so you can leave now!"

I did try to portray nice words to her, but I hardly achieved in doing so. I even mixed some repeated words due to the current tide of hatred I'm feeling for this lump of meat that stands in my way.

Just fuck off already. Throw yourself from downstairs and die.

"I can't leave you here with another boy! What if he--"

I was ready to argue back, but he understood my intention immediately, it seems!

"I won't do anything. I just want to check her condition. I'll leave now that I've witnessed the case. She really does have a fever. On second thought, I'll verify it myself."

Then, with a quick step, he stepped up and closed our distance by connecting both of our foreheads.

My heartbeat accelerated so much at that instance that it felt surreal. It felt as if my heart was about to jump off my chest.

"Yeah, that's pretty high. Alright, take care of yourself. Bye."

After doing such a thing, Hyunda turned his back on me. Midst this, I was still speechless and in a state of wonder. I didn't want to let go of the sensation I just felt, so every second that came after that sensation was made felt quickly mundane.

Hyunda was leaving though. He just took a few steps away from both I and Olivia. Olivia is still confused, but now that Hyunda is saying that he will leave, she isn't rejecting him any longer.

Wait. Where are you going, Hyunda?

This can't be.

"W-Wait....!"

I tried to reach out with my right arm in his direction but fell down the floor in the process of doing so.

I'm feeling so weak right now... Damn it!

"Arkalee, are you alright?!"

"Y-Yes, but...!"

The one who came to my rescue wasn't Hyunda but Olivia, who was still here for whatever fucking reason.

Please just stop existing. It's not much to ask, honestly.

"How many times do I have to tell you?! You need to rest and lay down!"

I've had enough of her. Right now, I'm laying down on my knees, but by forming a little bit of resolution within my being, I grasped the wall and held onto it in order to support my upcoming movements.

He's going away. It's typical of him to not care for this situation! I know that! That's why I can't let him go!

Thankfully, my room stays at the end of the hallway, so he'll have to go all the way up before descending. Even so, he's making quick progress!

Why are you so distant.... I love you!

"Hyunda.... Stay..."

Those weak words were muttered, but they felt so weak that I have to question if they even reached him in the first place.

His bright white jersey is all I can see right now.

"No way. I'm not staying. I lost thanks to you. Plus, you have a huge fever right now. Stop being stubborn and listen to what she actually says."

He's still not looking... Why...? Even when I'm trying, you always remain so...

But, if you think I'm going to give up just because you are telling me to, then that just gives me even more reason not to!

I don't care if what I'm about to say is rude or anything of that form, I'll say it regardless!

"I need to talk to you....!! Stay please, it's important! I don't mind your presence here!!"

His steps stopped. He was about to descend but now, he stopped! C-Could it be that he...

"You don't, but she does. Do something about that first. Otherwise, I can't literally stay here. Use your brain a little."

Hyunda pointed out at Olivia, who was still here...! Even though he said those cold ruthless words to me, I don't mind them at all.

That's just how he is. It would be selfish of me to not learn how he is. I love him for his essence, after all!

"I won't allow this! You are breaking the rules--"

She's getting a little bit annoying for my taste. Does she actually think that she holds any authority here?

Surely, since she is supervising criminals, she must have some sort of defensive mechanism upon her sleeve, but who does she think she is...?

You dare to exist at the same moment as me and Hyunda?!

"Olivia! He's my partner this exam! He's also correct! It's my fault! Let me at least talk to him, please... That's all I'm asking you... I.... can't stay up much longer. Hyunda, my room, if you may..."

I know that I'm in no position to demand, but I have to make this at least redeemably worth it. Right now, Hyunda has no reason to talk to me since he only wants to check my condition.

Since he already has done that, he decided to leave. Nonetheless, that just can't happen.

We need to be together every time it is possible and right now, it is possible.

"Hear that? She gave me her permission. If you are still doubting me, then go all the way down to the field that is in the southeast direction and you will find a group of students holding physical activities. Ask my teacher whether or not she gave me permission to visit Arkalee."

Hyunda! He's defending his reason to stay! He's even arguing back just to prove Olivia's point wrong!

Then does that mean that he does care enough to stay and have a conversation?!

"Fair enough. I'll see whether or not you are right. If you dare to lay a hand on her though..."

"I won't do anything. I've told you that already."

He's not even addressing her formerly... That's... kinda cool.

In the end, while I was still clinging onto the wall, Olivia left and Hyunda slowly turned his back to me.

His very striking figure melted me immediately. With a white jersey and his silver hair, I didn't know that he looked so... hot!

I think I might faint! Not only do I have the hots for this guy but I have an extremely high fever!

"Let's talk in your room. You're a mess, you need to lie down. Hurry up."

The coldness in his eyes when he says his words.... So ruthless...

"I-I am so sorry! You're right, I do need to lie down! So...."

My arms and legs... They feel so weak... I can't walk...! But I can't say that to him! He'll think I'm too clingy and that I'm weak!

He keeps on walking in my direction while looking at me insensitively, but why is he going in my direction instead of going to my open room?

I... can't... my breath is too heavy. I'm feeling so hot...

I----

"Why did you even get up if you are in no condition? I wondered if you were lying or something like that, but you really are in a sorry state. Hold on tightly."

Never did I imagine this to happen, but Hyunda took a hold of my fragile two legs from behind my knees and with his left arm, he supported my legs along with his right arm which was supporting my upper body.

Furthermore, he rose my whole body to his chest closely and started to carry me to my close distance room.

Oh, I see. Then, that's pretty normal. I'm sick. Of course he would carry me like a princess. Makes sense. It really does. I just can't see something abnormal about th-

"Eee-Ehhhhhh....!!"

"What was that just now? Don't tell me you're embarrassed? You can't walk due to your weak physique so I'm carrying you. Stay still and don't do anything. Thankfully, you're light as hell."

I can't believe I let out that embarrassing shout.

As a way to hide my embarrassment, I covered my face with my two bare hands.

How embarrassing!!

Hyunda's carrying me like a princess! Is this a dream?! No, it's definitely not!

Right now, he's carrying me to my room while I'm on my fluffy pajamas! It's really happening!

I'm definitely not forgetting this. I think I might not sleep the whole week after this.

I'll also not forget the fact that he said that I am light. Honestly, that's praise I never thought it could be so reassuring to hear.

"I'll put you down now."

After saying those harsh words, since I wanted to stay like that forever, he put me down on my bed while enlacing my body with my bedsheets.

One by one, they covered my body correctly and my body achieved a state of quick comfort, all thanks to him.

"Th-Thank you! I didn't expect you to come here today! I'm still... sorry for what I did, just so you know..."

Hyunda was fairly close to me and I was freaking out due to it. In my bed, there was me inside it but on the outside of it, on the edge of my bed, he was seated there while looking at me.

"I don't care about that. We've also discussed that already. You're not sorry. If you were sorry you'd just record that voice tape and be done with. However, that's fairly irrelevant now. That was only relevant in the scenario where my cooperation with you would matter. It doesn't matter anymore. We lost. Why? You got a fever which made you unavailable in the exam."

"I'm sorry! I'm so so sorry! You had high hopes about the exam, I know, but I caught a fever unexpectedly! I only found out this morning... There was nothing I could have done..."

His words don't hurt anymore since I've learned to respect his essence. That's just the way it is.

I love him too much to deny his being.

"How did that happen though? What exactly happened for you to get a fever this high suddenly?"

"I exposed myself to a lot of warm heat since it was so cold yesterday. I'm so stupid... I should not have done that..."

It was more than that though. However, he can't be allowed to know that I purposely massacred myself to this extent just for the sake of sabotaging us both.

And more importantly, I really want to talk to him about something.

"But... Hyunda, yesterday, where did you go...? I looked everywhere for you yet I couldn't find you... Were you mad at me?"

This is something I too know. He was talking with the wretch known as Ikkiri.

However, before replying to me, he scratched his right cheek a little.

"Nowhere really. Just taking my mind off. Also, you had something to say, right? What was it---"

"Are you sure you weren't somewhere else with someone else? You're not lying, right? I did look for you extensively, but I couldn't find you anywhere...."

Why are you lying to me....? Don't tell me that you are lying in order to protect her....

No, you wouldn't do that, would you, Hyunda? She's not important to you, I am. That's why you are here. Because I'm a higher priority.

You can't hide the truth from me.

"I was just walking around the campus. Stop worrying about trivialities."

"It's not trivialities. Tell me the truth. Were you really doing that...?"

He's still lying about it.... I see.... It wasn't enough to put her out of commission, because right now, in his thoughts, she must be there.

Otherwise, I just don't see a single reason why you would lie to me this far.

"I was. It's the truth. You also didn't find me because I didn't want you to find me."

I need to think of a way of Ikkiri not being relevant to Hyunda in any shape or form. This is repulsive.

He has lied to me not once, not twice, but thrice, because you exist. Don't think I'll overlook that, you cynical little bitch.

"I see... Then... can we talk now...? You won't leave, will you?"

Surely my words would capture any man's heart by now since I'm even pushing his jersey's sleeve with my soft right hand yet this is Hyunda we are talking about.

Yet, I do know that even he can't resist to physical attraction.

"I am here because I want to hear what you have to say. You said you didn't mind my existence, so here I am. If you have something to say, then say it. I won't be here all day long."

That's really sad to hear...

But...

"Hyunda...! I was... far too argumentative and spoke out of line about certain things that I should not have. That's what I wanted to apologize for. I hope you can forgive me. I won't do it again... I promise!"

Honestly, I just want to tell him how I feel but that will have to come later. My execution will be flawed if Ikkiri still manages to be relevant.

I'll also have plenty of time this upcoming year.

"It's fine. I don't exactly care. It was also uncalled of me to act in the way that I did. I don't do well with your type. Well, if that was all, then I'm leaving. Don't be stupid and get an insanely high fever like this again. Let me check the temperature once more just in case."

"W-Wait just a second...! I...!"

"Stay still."

"Okay......"

H-He's coming closer! Closer! His face isn't even that far away from mine, he just keeps on closing our distance by slowly eliminating the distance that we had just a while ago.

Eventually, I felt his forehead connecting my forehead. It was cold but that's to be expected. The outside weather must be terribly chilly.

Our lips are so close... Wh-What if I just....?

"About 39 degrees. What the hell. That bitch told me it was around 41. Liar."

As soon as he breathed, I instinctively consumed all his breath by breathing all of it.

Though, truth to be told, it was around 41 degrees initially. Yet it seems that my fever has gone down.

"Do you think you can be in better condition tomorrow, Arkalee?"

"Why...?"

Why is Hyunda asking me if I can be in better condition? Does he need me for something?

This tingling sense of curiosity devoured me straight up.

"No particular reason. Oh, did you know? Ikkiri has a stomachache. Both of you are just extremely unlucky it seems."

"Haha.... Is that so....? I guess we are just unfortunate... But... from both of us, which one are you most worried about...?"

It pains me. It pains me every single time anything is related to that bitch somehow.

Therefore, I need to determine how he feels in this situation first.

"You. Why would I be worried about Ikkiri?"

My heart almost fell out of place once he said those words of great value to me.

I couldn't help but form a smile in response to his words.

"I-Is that so...! Uhm... This is... Thank you so much...."

Unknowingly, my head had turned to the other side where I would be facing Hyunda's opposite direction, this way, our eyes wouldn't meet.

Of course, that comes with a reason. My happiness is bursting and ever-expanding itself every time Hyunda says such powerful words of grand importance like that!

It's impossible to keep a straight face when he says that I matter more than Ikkiri!

"I lied about something."

"E-Ehh?"

Is he going to confess that he actually went to meet up with Ikkiri instead of just wandering around the campus?

That would be a great start---

"I said no particular reason, but the truth is, I was wondering about something. Since tomorrow is February 26th, it means that we get a grand total of 2 days after that, since February, this year, only has 28 days. What this means is, at the end of the month, every single one of us is allowed to leave the school grounds for the whole day. This means, on February 28th, it will be given to me the chance of leaving the school grounds."

If I recall correctly, Hyunda couldn't leave the school grounds last month because he had lost the exam...

Although I left the school grounds, I really didn't do anything special. I just went to the mall and that was it. Bought some clothes and whatnot, but not much.

"Arkalee, what are you doing on that day? Will you be busy?"

What?

Wait, could this be... N-No way, I'm overthinking...

There's just...

"Umm, no... I might go to a place or two but that's about it... I really don't have any specific place to be. Why...?"

I think if what I think will happen truly happens, then I would be the luckiest person on this planet.

But even I realize. Although I was extremely lucky to get my love to visit me, I shouldn't think that I will receive higher chances. I should just be happy that I've got a sudden visit from him. That along completely made my day.

Asking for more than that will simply kill all my hopes. It's fine to go this slow. Even though I... really want more than just going at a certain pace.

I wish to go at a pace where my happiness could grow further and further.

"I see. Hey, face my direction. This is important."

Instantly, I took ahold of a small portion of my bedsheet and pulled it up to my face so it would cover my cheeks.

Hyunda can't see me this embarrassed! That's why we will only make contact but...

"!!"

He was forming a ducking position while maintaining his face so close to mine...

"I've got some places I want to go to. I could use someone for certain things. I was thinking of asking Ikkiri but---"

"I'll do it! I really will!"

"That's great. I wasn't expecting you to agree to my request so fast even though I haven't explained where I will go."

"Y-You don't have to! I really will go, so don't change your mind about that!"

It doesn't matter what it is, I'll do it. Especially when you are considering Ikkiri as an option.

Ikkiri can't be an option and I'll show you just how weak she is in comparison to me, Hyunda.

"Arkalee, you don't seem to be that worried about the fact that we just failed the exam. Why is that?"

"Wh-What are you talking about?! I am worried... It's just... We've lost due to my incident... It couldn't be helped."

It really couldn't be helped.

"And that gives you an excuse not to be worried about the upcoming supply exam? It doesn't make much sense if you ask me. Why would you not be worried when you just failed? You explained your reason as to why we failed, but that alone doesn't justify it."

"S-Sorry... I...--"

"Well, that's okay. You've got what you wanted, right?"

"What?"

What did Hyunda mean by I got what I wanted? I don't get it.

There's no way he can be aware that I sabotaged him. My reasons are there and it is true that I couldn't attend today's exam because my physique was far too weak to be put to the test.

Whether my intentions were pure or not, that's a different story. Yet, it's a story he has no way of knowing.

"In case you are better tomorrow, remember that the seats have swapped. Do you want me to go to your table or will you come to mine?"

Now that I think about it, is that how it's going to go down? If that's the case then... If I go to his table I can take Ikkiri's place right in front of her.

Better yet, without her knowing it! I can easily attend tomorrow, but it would just be perfect to splash it on her face.

Ahhhh, what type of face will she make once she realizes she's outmatched and that all of her efforts were in vain?

I can't wait.....

"I'll go to yours... Please wait for me, okay?"

"I'm not going anywhere. Why are you saying stuff like that?"

"N-No reason."

In case Ikkiri shows up, I want to be there so I can demonstrate to her who's in charge.

But Ikkiri, this is just the beginning. I'll drive you insane.

"Your room's cute, by the way. Didn't know you had this sort of furniture here."

"Thank you..."

"That's all I've got to say though. Now, sleep."

With a quick impulse, Hyunda rose his body to full height and faced my door's direction.

It looks like he is ready to leave...

All I can see is his remarkable figure and white jersey facing me from behind...

I don't want him to leave though...

"Hyunda... What are you going to do?"

Before reaching the door hold, this impertinent question of mine stopped him from doing so.

"I'll attend class. After the exam is done, we will most likely go back to class."

"..............ip......"

My voice suddenly got slightly lower but that was just because I couldn't say the word I wanted to say clearly.

"Did you say something?"

This time, I faced the opposite direction yet again, since looking in his direction became difficult due to how happy I would feel every time our eyes would cross.

".................skip...."

Finally, I said it, though it took a while...

"Why? Do you need me for something?"

Not for something. I just have so much to express to you, but I'm struggling to do so...

As I'm thinking about the waterfall of feelings I have for you, your absence strikes me with horror.

I don't want you to go, Hyunda.

...Is what I want to truly say, but...

"...Can't you watch over me? I need you to regulate my towel and I'm feeling too weak to do so..."

I do know that I don't have a mini-towel on the top of my forehead right now, but it helps the fever to go down.

And also, I know that Hyunda might not do this. He still doesn't see me that way... But even so!

"Do you want me to check your temperature again?"

"Ye--- No! It's fine...! Um, I do heavily appreciate it though! Just the towel, please... I'm feeling so weak right now... I'm sorry, I know I'm being clingy but it's just..."

"I understand. I'll watch over you for an hour maximum."

A-An hour?! Is he serious?!

"Or is it too much?"

"No! Not at all! I accept your generosity!"

Suddenly, the thought of Hyunda possibly crossing Ikkiri's room by accident scared me, even though I was in the middle of receiving the happiest words of my life.

What if that happened? She's an attention whore. She'll do anything to grab his attention.

She might just be waiting for him to leave my room to make her move. I see what you are trying to do.

But it won't work.

"I'll get it ready then."

As Hyunda went to the bathroom to wet the towel a little bit, I felt the need to lock the door but I couldn't.

I don't want to lock the door for any particular reason. Right now, inside this dorm, there is only Hyunda, I and Ikkiri.

His reaction.... I wonder what it would be like if I locked him up in my room suddenly?

Would he go for the key or would he...?

No, no. Don't think about that...! Not yet, you must... Go at the respective pace.

"It might be a bit cold, but it's for the best."

"Oh, I know. Thanks though..."

Ultimately, Hyunda placed the semi-cold watery mini-towel at the top of my forehead with ease.

His motion throughout the process, that delicate movement that exhibited a minimal demonstration of caring for my well-being; I adore.

You might not know this yet, but Hyunda, I think I love you so much that I would die for you at any given moment.