I've been struggling to write this chapter, as well as working on plotting out how the story is running.

The story has become a lot more complex and I have not planned for it nearly enough. I'm going to need time to work on a plan from here forward. As of right now I"m feeling like I"m flip-flopping around and need to take a step back to get a better vision.

Overall I know where I want the story to go but the threads between the Lily and Philip have complicated things immensely. I have considered staring again but just following Philip and making a new story to follow Lily. That way each character has their own story and we wouldn't be jumping between both of them all the time. It would speed up the storytelling and give me time to plan for both.

At the same time I do not wish to restart again as it was frustrating enough doing it the first time, both for me and for you as the readers. If I do decide that I'll just make a new story and keep this one here as a 'Prequel' of a sort.

I'll release a statement on the decision in the future, but for now I need to just get a hold of this story again so we can push forward and progress. It feels like there has been progress on the actual story and we are over 50k into it now. Kinda a bad sign atm.

Sorry for the sudden announcement, but I feel this should is better than just disappearing again.