Chapter 0 ~ Despair!

I'm thankful that the 10 goddesses of the element. Choose me as their master, They bestow the power and the potential to me. To be the strongest in this world...

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But!

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Why do I need to SUFFER first before they accept me? Why do I need to feel the HELL of being weak, before I proved myself?

This is BLESSING. But at the same time, it's a CURSE!

I need to lose someone to gain a new one.

I need to work hard to protect everyone...

-December 26, 2014-

"It's my BirthDay today!" *Jumping on joy,* "Yes, finally we will celebrate outside."

It's my natural reaction. Of course, it's my special day. Who would not?

"Fu Fu Fu," trying to hold her laughter, "my son energetic today." smile while patting my head.

"Mom, thank you so much. Even DAD leave us, you never leave me alone." *Look over.*

"Of course, a mom's love will never fade." She said it while laughing.

I'm so lucky that she is my mother. I'm seeing kids outside getting spanked by their mother, Getting abused.

'I'm just really lucky.' I hug her tight.

-A few moments later....-

We begin to go outside. We go to the mall, eat on WcDonals, take photos, and many more!.

"Mom, this is my best day ever!"

"Of course! Mom will make you happy"

She's Smiling so bright.

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After buying a cake, I'm so excited to go home. The red light turns into green, I immediately walked to cross the road. While I crossed. A car that going so fast is going to hit me!.

Suddenly....it felt strange.....

I was able to calculate the situation in a short amount of time!

'Even how fast I am. I can't avoid getting hit'

'Sh*t, I'm I going to get hit here? At that speed... hitting me will result in my death!" I'm really frightened.

Then suddenly someone pushes my back. I'm ended up flinging on the side of the road. When I looked back I see my mother on the other side, Unconscious. Everything is really fast. I immediately ran to her.

"MOM!, MOM!, How did u save me? are you, ok mom!?"

I'm really confused. My tears blow off as I can't suppress them anymore. I hold her head and saw blood on my hand.

"Mom, pls hold on," my voice shivering as I speak, "Anyone! PLEASE! HELP MY MOM! PLEASE!" I shouted at the top of my lungs begging for help.

Suddenly my mom swipes my tears.

"S-son."

"Mom!"

I'm gritting my teeth.

"Hear me out. *cough* I don't think I will be able to live for any longer" tears fell from her eyes, "hear me, Ok! *cough* I'm certain that you see yourself that you can't avoid the car, right? You will know what happens when you grew up."

I'm really confused, I don't know what to do, and I can't stop crying.

"Mom....please, don't say that, don't leave me." *groaning*

"Fu fu fu......my son whatever happens, Never kill a human being."

"W-what do you mean?"

I don't know what to say, my head is confused, my heart is going to explode.

"Last thing!....." *coughing with blood.*

"Mom don't talk anymore, I'm begging you!"*sniff*

"P-p-protect.....Yoshino Masumi"

"I-isn't that my childhood friend?."*confused*

"Protect her at all cos-"

My mother's head fell, losing her consciousness. Her temperature dropping so fast, bleeding on the road.

"This is not real, right? I'm just dreaming"

I try to escape reality, talking to myself and convincing myself. That it was just a dream.

The ambulance came. But, there's too late.

"Ha Ha Ha......" *smirk.*

'Best day ever?....best day your face!'

I felt sadness, No No. To be precise. I never felt this Anger in my whole life.

'I'm that mad?'

'Is it because my mom died, or is it because I can't protect her?'

My only family.. the only person who loves me... the only person....is now gone.

I can't sort out those last word my mother spout.

It does not make any sense.

I cry the whole day, Even in my sleep.

My Head Hurts, Shoulders feels heavy, This Burden and sorrow is eating me from inside

"I don't know........is if living is necessary anymore."

Crying in the corner, getting eaten by my hatred.

'Why? mom was talking about her?'

'why she asked to Protect her at the time like that...... '

'What did she mean about; Don't kill a human being?'

I think about it over and over again, hoping I can find an answer. As my thoughts drowning me. I hold my chest hoping it was a dream. But as they say...Once they died, It's the end of their lives......

-To be continued.....