I adore you.

I think it started right after the first time we were together. I remember the beating of my heart as I snuck your phone, the one you left unprotected. I don't know why I made it into a little game, maybe I just wanted to see if you'd play for me.

I had thought of the first word that had popped into my head as I stared at you sleeping. Adonis. I remember thinking. Of course it was because of your beauty and not because I think you vain. That's when it started.

I can remember planting my number in your phone and thinking, "If he doesn't text me in two days, I'll give up." I love that it didn't take you that long to figure me out. Adius, I've been wanting to tell you something for a while now. I don't know if I should. Sinthea said I shouldn't, and I always listen to her.

But... I want you to know. Maybe one day I'll get the courage to tell you, or maybe you'll find out the hard way. I hope you don't. I hope you love me forever, and I know that if you ever find out what I've been keeping from you, you won't.

You'll...

Bye for now Adonis

-signed your hope