August 22, thursday, 7:36pm.

After I gained the informations I want, I immediately called Agnes and asked for help. The things that I did earlier are quite dangerous, and it could lead me to getting arrested. So before things get fcked up, I decided to look for help. Of course I also have some back up plan if Agnes didn't help, but I'd prefer if she did.

A couple minutes later, Agnes came to the back alley and told me her car was parked near at the back alley. So without hesitation, I bought the wrecked body of the this young man and threw it inside of the trunk. Before I closed it though, Agnes made the young man drink something and circulated it until his body managed to absorbed the energy of the liquid. After that, we made sure that no one was watching, then I sat beside the driver seat, and we drove towards a park that's almost an hour away from our neighborhood.

Getting out, its already night so there are few people that could be seen walking around. This made our job quite easy. Agnes then took out a huge bag from the back seat and gave it to me. Her careful preparation amazed me. Making me look at her with a new light. Seeing me acting like a kid, she giggled and became smug a little bit.

After putting the guy inside the bag, I immediately wore it and carried it on my back. While we were walking, we talked and laughed like a normal couple. Except the lady is beautiful, while the guy is quite ugly. There are even some people who sighed because a beautiful flower was put beside a shit, making some of them lament for their own luck.

Of course I didn't bother about what they thought.

Agnes and I looked for an empty place where there is no people around. But no matter how hard we tried, there are none. Even though there are less people at night, the few remaining people are scattered everywhere, making all the most hidden and secluded places have some weird couples moaning weirdly while hiding in the fcking darkness.

Seeing that its not working like this, I told Agnes that I would just put this guy in the men's toilet. She agreed and gave me a handcuffs and a marker (pentel pen). This made me look at her amused. But I didn't say anything and directly went inside. After making sure no one was inside, I opened the bag and the door of the most cornered cubicle, then I strip the guy naked and made him seat on the toilet. His back is facing the the door of the cubicle, making his ass exposed to those who would enter.

I used the handcuffs and made sure that he would be forced to sit like that, so even if he woke up, he would remain sitting on the toilet while exposing his ass. And using the marker (pentel pen), to write huge words on his back, describing what this guy truly wants.

"Fck this sexy ass" then I put an arrow down, pointing towards his well rounded butt.

His clothes and belongings were put together on top of the tank in front of him. I didn't take anything, but I made sure to remember his credit card's number, and other important informations about him to make sure that everything would go smooth. After making sure everything is alright, I then locked the door of the cubicle to make sure no one would see his body. After all, if some perverts actually entered the cubicle and saw the, "fck this sexy ass", and actually fcked him in the ass--- that would be fcking creepy. I would feel guilty for this guy. So I made sure that he would be embarrassed to death, but there would be no actual damage that would remain on his body.

As I always thought, I never consider myself as a good person, but I never considered myself as evil either.

Coming out of the men's toilet, I called Agnes and we decided to walk around and enjoy the scenery. She said it'd be a waste to just go home since we are already here, so we should just enjoy the time and enjoy the view. Sitting on a bench, we both enjoyed our time and just started laughing like idiots while remembering our high school lives. We just talked there for hours, and unknowingly our bodies became close to each other, but we didn't feel any awkwardness between us, only closeness.

"So, tell me, mr. genius." Agnes smirked. "What would you do if I didn't help? You cant possibly thinking of killing that guy and disposing his body randomly right?"

"Of course not." I said while shaking my head slightly. "I was planning on using hundred points and buy a Healing liquid or Pills in the market. Then use it on him to make sure all of his injuries and broken bones are completely healed. With that, even if they found out that he was missing for a couple days, and even if he filed a report, they wont be able to do anything to me since they wont be able to find any kind of injuries."

It might be kind of rough, but I made sure that the most important things are properly arranged. After all, I might be quite amazing right now for unlocking two meridians, but I know I'm not strong enough to defy and control the country. So as long that I cant do that, I have to stay low key, and act more prudently.

"So you called me and made me waste my Healing liquid because you don't wanna waste points?" Agnes asked while raising an eyebrow looking quite sexy.

"Don't worry, I'll pay you of course." I said while smiling awkwardly.

She snorted softly and came close to me. Her soft and well rounded chest came in touched with my shoulder, and her lovely face came close to mine. Smelling her sweet fragrance, and seeing her smiling lips only few inches from mine, I couldn't help but have the urge to hug her and bite those lovely lips. But of course I didn't do anything. I just tried my best to calm down, and smiled while looking at her eyes.

"I'm planning on buying a unique cultivation technique after I unlocked my third meridian. With that cultivation technique, I'll be able to acquire 'medicines' without spending points. Quite efficient if you ask me."

"And you'll give some of those 'medicine' to me as a payment then?" she smiled slightly.

Looking at her eyes, I also smiled and answered her simply, "yes".

Arriving at the parking lot of Carrisa Residences, both of us got out and suddenly realized that we're actually hungry. We were enjoying each other's company so we didn't really noticed. We only felt that now maybe because we barely calm ourselves down. Actually we passed a number of restaurant but we didn't noticed it since we're busy talking and laughing to each other.

"Should we order some foods then?" asked Agnes while looking at me with a strange excitement in her eyes.

Confused, I looked her and asked why don't you just cook at your place? After all, their place is already fully equipped, unlike mine that still empty without even a single furniture. Oddly enough, when I asked her that, she smiled and said that, her cousin is preparing to unlock her third meridian so she better not go home for now. That's why it was decided that both of us would stay at my room and order some pizza. For some reason, I felt like she was just making a force excuse to stay at my place.

I kinda felt weird, but I just shrugged it off.

Entering my room, Agnes looked at my place and inspected everything. Of course she didn't find anything amusing since I don't have anything yet. But for some reason she looks like she's enjoying it quite a bit. Then she entered my bedroom, and directly seated her plump butt on my bed while smiling innocently looking quite beautiful. Seeing her barging in just like that, made me smile bitterly.

"You cant just enter a man's room, you know?" I said trying to sound serious. But to be honest, I don't really care.

Agnes tilted her head acted like she was confused.

"And where do you expect me to sit when there's nothing in here?"

Hearing a logical respond from her, I stayed quiet and couldn't say anything. Since I don't really have a way to counter that, I just sat beside her and decided to not pursue the topic anymore.

"So how many boxes of pizza did you order?" she asked while stretching her body and enjoying bounciness of the bed.

"Ten." I answered while silently enjoying the view of a beautiful woman enjoying herself on my bed.

Agnes looked at me and frowned.

"Isn't that way too many?"

Confused, I asked her what does 'way too many' means. Apparently, she's cultivating one of the Heavenly-class Cultivation technique in Mind and Soul category. And her specialization is leaning more towards the soul, making her physical body a lot weaker than normal cultivators. But in exchange, her soul is a lot purer and stronger than normal people. And using her soul, she could purify and strengthen her body, making her more suited towards cultivation unlike others. Because of this, her physical needs are a lot lesser specially compared to me, who's specialization is in body refining.

A dozen minutes later, the delivery guy knocked on my door, and gave me ten boxes of different pizzas. The delivery guy actually looked at me weirdly as he gave those pizza to me. He must be wondering why the hell would a skinny looking guy order ten boxes of pizza alone. But I just smiled didn't bother. After paying, I bought it to my room and laid it on my bed. Then we started eating.

"Casually taking out a few thousand like its nothing.." Agnes smiled sarcastically. "As expected of someone who robbed the bank!"

"I didn't robbed a bank." eating the crust, I added. "I robbed the people who robbed the bank."

After finishing eight boxes of pizza, both of us finally breathed a sigh and finally became full. Of the eight boxes, six was eaten by me, and two of it was eaten by her. Agnes then laid her body to my bed and acted like she's ready to sleep. Seeing her like that, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

It might not be obvious, but I'm still a man. And as a man, I believe in the saying that, 'every men are perverts, and if a man is not a pervert, then his not a man!' --- Gabriel 2019.

"Hey." Agnes called with her soft voice. "You said you love the smell of your bed, right?"

"Yeah." I answered.

Hearing that, she slowly sat up properly while emphasizing her well rounded chest, and her perfect figure. Then she looked at me with a hint of seduction in her eyes. this sudden shift of atmosphere made me stop and feel excited for some reason.

"I think, your bed has the same smell as I am." Agnes said slowly, then with her face and neck slightly turning red, she lightly bit her lips and continued. "So, why not.. try and smell me as well."

Her serious face, and this sweet atmosphere, is starting to affect my reasoning. To be honest, I'm really having a huge urge to jump and devour her right now, but I know I shouldn't. I'm actually trying my best for first time in a while, but it didn't last long. Shortly after, my will broke with a single sentence she added, "you might... like it, you know?".

Immediately, I got closer to her while looking at her eyes. If she hesitated or tried to stop me, I'll treat it as a joke and forget about it. But if she didn't, I'll continue. So while getting closer, I was intently observing her. There, I could see her nervous yet kinda excited face of hers. Seeing this made me wonder, was she actually planning all this?

Slowly grabbing her waist, my face went closer and closer to her smooth neck. Seeing that she isn't stopping me, I continued and gave her neck a kiss, and I felt her body trembled a little bit. But I didn't stop and inhaled her sweet fragrance. Then slowly, I tighten my grasped to her as I continued to enjoy this relaxing atmosphere. In the end both of us lost the balance and fell down on the bed. She's below me, and I'm on top of her. We're both looking each other not saying anything, like we're trying to communicate with only our thoughts and confirming our feelings for each other.

"So.." she softly said while smiling at me. "Do you like my smell?"

Hearing that, I smirked a little.

"Yeah." I said. "I fcking love it."

Agnes giggled a little bit, then she snorted.

"Then.." she looked at my eyes with a hint of sexiness and asked. "What do you want to do now?"

Looking at her I couldn't help but smile.

"I don't know." I said, then giggled a little. "What do you want to do?"

Agnes rolled her eyes and directly looked at my eyes.

"How would I know, I never had a boyfriend before."

Hearing this I smiled even more. But unlike my previous aggressiveness, I'm now more calm and rational now. Of course that doesn't mean I completely feel nothing while looking at Agnes. In truth, my dragon is already hard and big, ready to explore the heavens and see the depths of the clouds. She must have felt it, but she's just not saying anything.

Slowly, I properly sat up while pulling her close to me. When both of us are properly seated, I looked at her and told her what I think we should do for now.

"Let's wait." I said. "For now let's wait."

Agnes looks confused, but she didn't say anything and waited for me to continue.

"I mean, you're attractive, lovely, and way too sexy. If possible I would eat you right now." I said while smiling. "But I don't wanna do that without confirming what I truly feel about you. After all..."

Remembering how Ronna said she was breaking up with me, the way she let me fall into that darkness, the way she abandoned me while hugging and having fun with another man, Remembering the feeling of everything in me breaking to the point that I decided to die---.

Holding Agnes' hands tightly, I slowly and seriously looked at her eyes and said.

"I don't want to make another mistake like that again."

She bit her lips, but still continued looking at me.

"So, for now let's wait." I added while smiling.

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August 23, friday.

Even though Agnes and I became kinda awkward last night, it turned alright in the end. We even talked for a couple of minutes and joked around before she left. And while we were talking last night, I gave my phone and told her that I have video that I need her to watch and edit. She laughed it off and asked if it was porn, of course its not. I already removed all the porn and history of my phone, making sure that I didn't left any kind of thing that would dirty my almost brilliant reputation.

Apparently, Agnes is what people call these days as, Influencer. But she's not that famous and isn't that relevant, so I shouldn't expect a lot-- is what she said. She also added that, she makes and upload some vines, tiktok, do some livestream while playing games, then edit some pictures and videos to make some memes. Sometimes there would be some sponsorship deals and she would earn her a pocket money to eat for a couple of days.

Of course I didn't believe her. I may not be that knowledgeable when it comes to stuff like that, but I'm sure sponsorship deals wont just earn her a pocket money worth of couple days of foods. She's probably earning more, and just not interested much about the things she earned. Well I didn't ask much. If she didn't wanna say anything about it, then its fine. I wont pester her for something like that.

The important thing here is that, she accepted my phone and said that she'll edit and upload the video I took on the internet. She also said that, that kind of video are quite famous right now, and very easy to make it viral. Hearing that, I smiled even more. I'm the type of person that can hold grudges for a long time. And for my pride, even though it might be useless for other people, for me, it's one of the reason why I'm standing and trying my best right now. So, stepping on it is something I wont easily forgive.

That young girl should be prepared, because after this, her life would be over.

This day I focused myself on absorbing, refining, and circulating my Qi like mad. Since I cant really use martial arts because it might add some damage to my body, I decided to just refine my Qi over and over again. I thought with this, it could help me quicken the healing process of my body. So except for ordering some chinese foods, eating, sleeping for at least two hours, I mostly focused myself in cultivating alone.

From what I heard from Agnes, what I'm doing is actually beneficial for my body and cultivation, making some of my theories correct. Also from she said, the way I refine the Qi until it became pure and compressed, is actually one of the methods those Qi refining cultivators uses to strengthen their selves. So in conclusion, my way of cultivating is actually the right way.

When afternoon arrives, I decided to stop my cultivation and prepared myself to go out. From what I heard, there's a barbershop near this place, so I'm planning to go there. Sadly, when I asked if they're open, the neighbor shop said, something happened so they closed down for the day. This made my entire plan wreck. So I asked the neighbor shop if there's a place where I could go to cut my hair. He said, there's beauty salon near the bus station, and if I wanted I could go there. Since I don't really have a choice, I decided to go there.

Pink hair salon, the sign says. Looking at the place, I realized that this is where mostly girls, ladies, and housewives done their hair, and it looks like they rarely have a male customer. Most of the times, they mostly have husbands, or boyfriends, waiting in the lobby. Then the girls and ladies would be led to their rooms and have a talk about girls stuff. Just from the look of it, I don't belong here. But, I still decided to enter.

Opening the door, a burst of sweet lavander approached me. When I finally got inside, I noticed that there's not only lavander, but also some sweet smelling medicines (for hair maybe), some shampoos and conditioner, and etc. I'm not really sure, since I only use shampoo for my hair and be done with it. Sometimes when I felt good, I would use some conditioner, but that's it.

Approaching the counter, I asked the lady if they cut hair. She giggled and started laughing. Noticing that she kinda rude, she stopped and said I was a funny.

"Of course, we cut hair, sir." she said. "You can just enter there, sir. I'll notify them immediately."

Nodding my head, I went to the corridor and entered the lobby. There, some housewives, husbands, boyfriends are waiting there while watching some movie on the TV, while other's are just reading some magazines. When I was planning to sit down, the lady from the counter earlier suddenly appeared and told me to follow her. After that, I was seated down in an comfortable chair with a cloth covering my body, except my head. Then a man with a long hair, a transgender, entered the room and started fiddling with my long hair.

"Looks like you've been busy that you even forgot to take care of yourself." he--she said.

Smiling bitterly, I slightly shook my head and said "yeah".

I cant possibly tell her that I just felt depressed to the point that I wanted to die, so I didn't really care. To be honest, if not for certain reasons, I wouldn't really mind having this kind messy hair and face. After all, what's the point of minding what the other people says, what's important is what I and those people I care about, feel about me.

But this time, I really need to finally make this change.

"So," she smiled. "What kind of hairstyle do you want?"

Before coming here, I already decided what I should look like. I have some few good choices in my head.

"How about, like Brend*n Urie?" I smiled.

"Who the hell's that?" she looked genuinely confused.

".. Okay.." Then I said my second choice. "How about like, Ry*n Reynolds?"

"No clue." she said bluntly this time.

"Are you serious?" I looked at her confused. Who doesn't know de*dpool?

"Beats me."

Frowning slightly, I said.

"Ke*nu Reeves." smilingly, I looked at her. "I want to look like h--."

"Sorry, its impossible for you to look like him."

Hearing this, I don't know what to say. Then I remembered I have a phone. So, I took that out and searched what kind of hair Brend*n Urie has. It's not that I'm a huge fan, I just thought his hairstyle is fcking beautiful, and I think its the closest thing that could bring out the best in me. And also, because Agnes said she's a fan.

After a couple of minutes, I finally found the hairstyle and its name. Actually the guy-- girl, here was already standing behind me and looking interestingly at my phone as I searched the name of the hairstyle. So when I finally found it, she smiled and said, "so its just that."

Fixing my hair with a comb, he added.

"Its called, faded. Remember that. This hairstyle is quite famous these days."

Immediately, she started cutting my hair short. Seeing my long hair fall down gives me a weird sense of loneliness, at the same it gives me the feeling like I'm leaving the old me and welcoming my new life.

While she was cutting my hair and properly lining it with blades, she was also talking to me so both of us wont get bored. And probably so I wont notice that she taking long to fix my hair right. After almost half an hour, the job was done, and what appeared is a clear face of a young man with a sharp look. Unfortunately its not that good to look at since there's an awkward looking beard standing the way. Seeing that, the guy--- she was quite annoyed. So she told me that she'll help me clear it and make my face look clean. I, of course agreed. And it didn't take long for my face to be more amazing to look at.

"Who would have thought, you're a hottie." she muttered while clicking her tongue.

I always thought of my face as 'not bad', but to be honest, I never considered myself as a 'hottie' like what she described. In the mirror, a young man with sharp eyes, smooth light brown skin, a high nose, and with an overall look of an spanish-american-asian mixed blood. And it was mixed quite well, giving him a unique air around him.

Looking at my reflection, except for my smooth and glowing skin, profound jawline, my face is exactly like what I remembered when I was in high school. Nothing really changed much, even with my cultivation, it didn't change my face from my normal look. That's why I'm quite confuse, how is that face a hottie? It looks normal to me.

After that, I went home finally did all my laundry. Even though, my clothes are only few, because some of them was drenched in blood and was not washed immediately, the stained became hard. So I had to wash it a couple of times just to make sure its clean without any bloods on it. Then, in my room, I decided for the clothes that I'll wear tomorrow. I need it to be simple, casual but still looks presentable.

Its been a while since I actually cared for what I'm gonna wear, making me feel weird and excited at the same time. For the rest of the night I still continued cultivating, only stopping to sleep for two hours.

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When I talked to Agnes about things, when I first learned that she's actually a cultivator as well, I first noticed was her social skills and how good she was at manipulating the conversation the way she wanted. We were first talking about normal things, then suddenly, to my amazement, the topic went to--- if we should try dating each other. At that time, I thought she just joking and not serious at all, so I laughed it off and said, "sure". But after what happened last night, I would be a fool if I still thought that she was just playing around.

Well no matter what, I still agreed that we would go on a date. At least in name. The truth is, she was just accompanying me to buy some furnitures and appliances for my apartment.

Thinking about it now, she was actually planning all this. Using the pretext of helping me buy and choose a good items, to have some time alone with me. This realization made me feel warm and happy. Inside me, the things that I thought was broken, are starting to move and fix itself slowly.

Creating new parts and building a new me.