It turned out it was not a good idea to do all that with Sasha in my mind when I was suppose to meet him that afternoon. I was sitting in front of a man who had no idea some hours before I had sex with him in my mind. He was sitting in front of me inquiring about my health in an overly serious manner and still I couldn't stop staring at his crotch. I was ashamed and aroused in the same time. "I believe you have a fever, your face is entirely flushed! Let me check your temperature" he said and then bent over to touch my forehead from his seat. My face got even redder by his touch and still he was touching my chicks innocently. "The room.." I said."the room?" He asked."I mean the room is too hot" now he sat back in his chair and called the maid.

"Bring us some iced tea, but before that open all the windows" he asked the maid then waited for her to leave the room,"I think we should talk about what happened the other day!" He said with an annoyed expression on his face. "I thought you're going to pretend our conversation never happened" I said with an effort to look sad and still I felt a faint pain in my chest. "Well I wanted to do that but his majesty demanded that I should at least be civil enough to reject you directly, not by silence or any other kind of treatment, and I think I owe you this" this time he looked awkward but friendly like his pictures in Anna's mind. "Unfortunately I don't return your affections, my dear princess but I hope it doesn't affect our long friendship, I can't afford to lose you as a friend" I never heard a rejection as kindly said as this one still I knew a harsh rejection would've done her better. But since I wasn't Anna It wasn't a big of a deal for me," I'm happy that you still want me as a friend since I have no one besides you and my brother in this world I couldn't afford to lose you" he looked amazed that I didn't break out in tears or begged him to love me. "Shall we celebrate with some champagne since we managed to rescue our friendship?!" I just needed some liquor in my veins to help me overcome the awkward situation. "I don't think that's a good idea since it's early afternoon"

"don't be a killjoy Sasha, we used to get drunk behind my brother's back half a year ago and now you're pretending to be too good for this" that was the truth and it was funny how teenager had a unlimited access to liquor, since both of them had their coming of age ceremony, it was only natural. But still getting drunk for a young lady, more importantly, a princess, and alone with a man was something to keep as a secret. "Then I just drink one round".

The next thing, we were drinking our third bottle.