The woman who was embracing me, helped me to stand up while whispering affectionate words in my ear "your Highness, cry as you want since the only cure for a broken heart is crying but please stand, cry with grace, my dear princess"

I stood and took the handkerchief she was offering me, dried my tears and for the first time since I died felt like I'm the one controlling my body. My body, I thought, Am I in my body. It didn't feel too different, but I remembered dying, the darkness and then I knew where I was, I remembered those lines and now somehow I remembered lot's of things I shouldn't have. Things about a princess born from a beautiful queen but not remembering her face, seeing her face for the first time in a big portrait. An old father looking at her with an empty expression, people whispering" if she looked anything like her mother.. but her brother looks like an angel..I remember her great aunt she is her baby version.. oh you're talking about that old spinster.. that's unfair.." her brother ditching her somewhere in the palace garden, meeting him..him!..not him!... Sasha.. Aleksandar the only child of the old marquess Gustav, or just Sasha, beautiful kind Sasha. I knew my body's name was Anna, and the woman helping her was countess Fayina Mandel her lady in waiting, and her mother's cousin. Her father king Fyodor the third passed away a year before and now her brother Fyodor the fourth was ruling the Akia kingdom in age of nineteen. And the most important thing about her was the fact that she loved Sasha more than anything in her little world, but she knew better than anybody else it wasn't enough, she wanted more

I opened my eyes to see myself in a fancy green bedroom. Besides my bed on the chair Fayina was dosing off. "Auntie..anut Faye.." my new voice said."Oh my goodness.. I fell asleep..how are you feeling dear..I was sick worried when you passed out yesterday, and still I slept..I should call a maid.. don't try to stand you might get dizzy"

I did get up since I knew I had no reason to be dizzy, I passed out because I was receiving too much information in a short time. But now I knew everything I needed to know. The face who was looking at me from the miror was not a pretty one, but it wasn't ugly either, she had a pale round face, without much freckles or any other scars except one, near my hair line in my forehead, which was a souvenir from the day I met sasha, or better said Anna met Sasha for the first time in the palace garden. Her eyes were unremarkable and her hair was a dull brown. She had beautiful lips though, but people can easily overlook one good feature in a dull face. I saw her body when the maids came in to dress her, she had plump and fair body something you see in lot's of old painting, nice shaped breasts with pink nipples, a thin waist a round little belly and curvy hips. I was kinda turned on by seeing her body and still she would die a virgin. It was such a waste, That was when I understood what she needed to be saved. She needed a modern woman's recipe of salvation, sex. Or at least I could give this beautiful body a lesson or two about pleasure on my own. That was the only thing on my to-do list for my first day as princess Anna.