《Reborn to become the boss of the Strongest Mafia》Chapter 17: I Will Lose it all in order to get it all back!
Advertisement
I have become a sad existence. If you want to know what i mean ill tell you. I don't feel anything anymore. I don't know when this started to happen but all i know now is that i don't feel anything. No emotions no sympathy no happiness no anger.
This feels horrible. I don't know what can describe this feeling. A feeling of emptiness. I mean even my father has feelings and i can understand it through logic but for some reason i can't understand it. I mean when he said i was the blame for the deaths i could understand the logic. I believe he was feeling that i was the blame as i was the one who caused the problem at night and i was the one who caused him to hit her but i can't understand the pain. I can understand that humans have always pushed the blame on others to avoid whatever they are feeling like guilt problems and other things but i don't feel it at all. No feelings of guilt for having killed there family no feeling of satisfactory only emptiness.
Master. (Ant)
Huh who are you? (Jason)
I am Ant master. (Ant)
Ant? (Jason)
Yes Ant. (Ant)
I see so you have evolved? (Jason)
Yes. (Ant)
Then lets think of a new name for you *smile* how about hmm... (Jason)
No need to act my master... (Ant)
Huh? (Jason)
I know you feel sad and lonely and ... empty right? (Ant)
HUH!!! (Jason)
My master you have changed and you have become sad. (Ant)
Ha so you found out. (Jason)
Yes my master. (Ant)
What should i do? Tell me? How can i solve this something i don't understand? Well? Please answer me. (Jason)
I am simply a adviser for you my king. I don't dare tell you what to do. As only you can tell yourself what to do. (Ant)
Advertisement
Hmpf you have gotten smarter and more better at your words Ant. *Smile* (Jason)
Thank you for the praise my lord. (Ant)
Ant, I have decided. (Jason)
Yes my lord? (Ant)
I cannot go down like this as it will only lead to my destruction in the end. So i have decided i will live a normal life until the age of 16 and shall wipe my memory of everything to learn feelings. Will you help me? (Jason)
Your wish is my command. (Ant)
Thank you. (Jason)
...
Ant! (Jason)
Yes my lord. (Ant)
I grant you Ant the promotion to Duke I grant you Ant the power to command all pets in my time of leave. And i grant you Ant the name of my father JOHN for he wasn't fit to be my father you will be him in my time of absence.
Of course my master. Your wish is my command. (John)
Then it happened Ant changed morphed and became my father.
For this plan to work we must first dispose of that worthless father of mine. (Jason)
Of course my master. (John)
Thank you dad.(Jason)
Of course my son. (Dad)
That day the father was met with the army of ants.
That day i erased my memory with hypnosis and programmed it to come back if i am in despair or when i turn 16. Hypnosis works well for people that will let it work and it is just so easy to program as i know the 100 percent success way of hypnosis that was developed in the future.
That day I changed from Jason Zheng Genius, God and True boss of the Mafia Group Dragons Heaven and Hell to Jason Zheng average transfer student.
Authors Note:
Please comment and tell me if there is any mistakes or if there is anything you don't understand. Thank you~
Advertisement
- In Serial23 Chapters
The Drop Sinister (DROPPED)
“Anise Tan’ae has terrible luck. Despite barely being of age, she is set to wed the province baron’s heir, settling down before her life can even begin. Running away, she is quickly killed by the ever-present dangers outside of her hometown.However, Anise’s luck is about to take a turn for the better.Reincarnated by a fallen goddess, Anise strikes out to Adventurer Academy in the hopes of standing with the heroes of old. However, AA is not a school for the weak or indebted, especially those who owe their servitude to the gods.” DROPPED
8 158 - In Serial22 Chapters
The Laq Docte: Din
Din Laq Docte. A son and a zealot of the Laq Docte family. Spirited away, Din endures the harsh new environment. Desperate to find solutions to difficult problems, both psychological and external. With the support of an innate ability Din levels up along the other people whisked away to this place. I have published the entire book on https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B07F3W65J3 Or you can read the entire book here. It is completed and as of 10.10.2018 the entire book has been uploaded to royalroad
8 236 - In Serial19 Chapters
The Stupid God who tries to get better
A god who was blessed with power and strength like no other was suddenly stripped of his powers. What do you think will happen? Join our God or rather a useless one on a journey to reclaim his powers. By the way this novel is not one of those action based repeats which keep killing people and getting strong. This is a light hearted novel but still has quite a lot of action so ..... ENJOY!
8 128 - In Serial31 Chapters
Death Regulator
Humans have lived on earth unopposed and alone for thousands upon thousands of years. Finding mundane existence boring, they have created stories of magic and monsters to sooth their lucrative imagination for as long as history can remember. Arik was one of these very same humans. It wasn’t until tragedy struck his mortality that he learned just how wrong everyone truly is. Not only did he awaken from death, but he awoke with what he could only describe as super powers. The stuff of comic books. He was a deathless. Normally it would be all sunshine and rainbows, but Arik is inevitably brought face to face with others like him. Only they aren’t half as kind, and are intent on “eating” his super powers. The battle for his unlife is on. Can he make this second chance worth it?
8 315 - In Serial13 Chapters
[NaNoWriMo] The Mortal God's Melancholy
Meeting a wouded person overnight to being trudged in a battle that will decide who the God of gods will be, Kaellum Wright becomes the new god, Vixalis, replacing the forgotten minor god of the four seasons. Sent to a world where Gods battle their hearts out for surpemacy. Will he emerge victorious, becoming God by force, will he fall before them in disgrace, or will he choose his own destiny. ----- 3500-4000 words per chapter. Don't worry about it making sense. If it doesn't when you expected one, then I am sorry. Awkward plot, forgive me. I had a really late start. Terribly sorry for those seeking a really great story, character, and plot. I made this to let my imagination run wild, no matter how irritating it might get, but I'll still accept criticism, it'll serve as a good teacher for the future. It's just something to make in my free time, that and the contest itself. Hope you still enjoy it though! :) Credits to Deadheadz for the great cover art! :)
8 267 - In Serial107 Chapters
The Red Snowman
A bunch of random stories.
8 174

