Claire’s Pov

Having heard Alec fall asleep, I sighed and had fallen asleep as well.

Upon hearing my name, I was woken up, having no idea on what time it was or anything…All I knew, was that Alec was trying to wake me up with not just his voice.

His hand was gently rubbing my nipples, but the touch was quite sensitive, and I was sure that if he rubbed any harder it would hurt…But…It was like he knew that, as he didn’t go harder. Then I felt my ear was wet, as his breath made it tickle and then I felt him thrust inside me…Waking me up completely!

Moving my hips to match his stride, Alec groaned and said my name again.

Turning my head to his, he started to kiss me, and I fell into daze. My only thoughts were of him…

I had only been with him a few months, then away from him for a few months...One day...That was all it was, one day, to not even be alarmed to finding him beside me. His voice, his hugs and kisses...And to my own shame, I had felt extra horny since becoming pregnant and felt like I was finally finding some cure to that!

To a strange sense, we still weren’t close in the terms of knowing one another but…My heart was already gone to him…

It wasn’t like we couldn’t get to know each other after today, and it wasn’t like my feelings would suddenly disappear either.

My life, it seems, felt like it was coming together. The pieces of the puzzle were all fitting in and there were only a few pieces left to make the picture. That now, I had another reason to be happy...

Since I already knew this man’s bad features, I felt like that was enough to take this step forward and plunge into the unknown of being with him. He was unrelenting and indecisive…But he was also quite warm hearted and playful. He seems to make honest mistakes and try to look as though they were ‘manly’ or ‘known’ instead.

Then, above all, I’ve noticed how he has treated me…I had not seen other women here in his embrace, besides myself, and that he would stalk me and have pictures of me throughout a whole room! He treated me different and I could see that he might have fought it at the beginning, but now that he was let loose, he did not come across as overly obsessive to me…Instead…He was rather cute and made me feel utterly special…

I must be crazy to have fallen in love with such a man!

So…Fucking crazy!

How could I have stayed mad and played ‘hard to get’ with this man!? I knew it all happened too fast yesterday, but what was I to do!?

With much embarrassment to myself, I was already climaxing within just a few minutes…Again, it was straight after Alec released his hot wetness inside of me.

Why does he always cum before me?

It wasn’t the biggest deal, as I seem to cum very soon after him, but…It seemed to happen at least half the time!

Hearing his groan and feeling him tighten his arms around me, I couldn’t help but smirk.

It was really funny…

I suddenly laughed, because I had finally realized that he could hardly bare it when this happened! It serves him right though, for cumming before I do!

Alec would already be thrusting into me and I would start to tremble and in turn, he would start to tremble.

Ah...It made me feel all wicked!

Turning my head to face him, I couldn’t see his face yet, as he was still hiding it in my shoulder.

“It’s not funny.” I heard him say.

Letting out a small ‘Pfft’, I turn back around and say, “I need to go to the toilet.”

“…Oh, Ok!”

Actually, he was being very…Good…

He pulled out of me and sat up, then helped bring me up too.

Yeah, I didn’t expect that at all…

Looking at him, I couldn’t help but wonder what has gotten into him.

He blinked at me in pure innocence, “What!?”

I shook my head and turned to get off the bed, “Nothing.”

Hearing him do the same, we fell into an old habit of having a shower together…In fact, I really liked it!

It really had to be a dream, because…He was here, he was like he was before he stated that I was nothing to him. He was even nice to me, helping me with everything, like washing my hair for me and my…Body.

He always liked washing my body…Well, most of the time he got distracted or he would interrupt himself by poking me with his dick…

Seems like…Not too much has changed in these last few months…

Feeling his ‘forever hard on’ poke one of my bum cheeks, I let out a smirk…

“It’s hard to get used to…You, laughing and smiling so much…”

I turned back to him and then looked down at our growing child, “I felt like I had to change…I can’t have the kid thinking it’s ok to never smile. You know? I don’t…Want…”

Feeling his hand roam over my growing belly, I stopped talking.

“Claire. You will be a fine mother. Thinking of something that might effect our child is very satisfying to me for the mother of my child.”

Finally looking up at him, it seems that we had both somewhat changed.

We had slightly matured and were thinking of responsibility, thinking of the dependent that was on its way.

Nodding at him, I simply replied with, “Thank you.”

“Baby! Seriously, all you’ve done is smile and look how good I am! Your ganna stay, right!? This is our home, right!?”

There’s that childish behaviour again!

He looked like a kid asking for an ice-cream!

Rolling my eyes, I got out of the shower, “We need to talk.”

Hearing a loud noise behind me, I saw that Alec had fallen over and was on the ground.

He wasn’t looking at me as he got up and I watched him nod slowly. “…Right.”

As we dried ourselves and got dressed, I felt a strange atmosphere and couldn’t help but eye him out every now and again…What was wrong with him now!?

Alec sat down at the desk, when he was done with the bathroom, and simply sat there quietly, making me wonder if I should freak out to his strange behavior…

…He looked like a little boy that was ready to be punished…

Blinking and letting out a sigh, I tried to hold back from getting frustrated!

“Alec?”

Just as I finished calling him, he got up in a rush and picked up his jacket and keys, “Come on. I’ll take you home.”

Then he was out the door...

What the hell!?

When did I say that I wanted to leave to go ‘home’?

Taking a deep breath in, I followed behind him and wondered why he still didn’t look at me.

He obviously went strange after I had said, ‘We need to talk.’

Does he think that we won’t be together now? Does he…

Thinking back to…Yesterday morning…Holy crap!

It’s been nearly a whole day!

“Claire?”

Looking up, I saw him stare at me with questions in his eyes.

What?

“Are you…Getting in?”

Looking at the car, I realized that we had already gone outside, and I was just standing there by the door.

Mmm, that’s right he’s in a strange mood!

Again! Will I ever figure him out!

Perhaps I just won’t bother figuring him out and just let him tag me along every time…Because…That would be so much easier!

It really did sound good though…Not only because I was lazy, but why should I figure him out in the first place? I know he’s strange, I’ve accepted it!

Yep, sounds like a plan…I felt like this entire time I’ve known him…He’s always been weird…I mean who locks people up and treats them to washed clothes, good meals and a roof over their heads?

Yeah…I guess I never thought about it before...That he’s always been weird! Crazy! Strange!

“Claire?”

Alright!

I opened the car door and sat down in it. Maybe he has a reason to go to my place. Maybe…

Maybe what? Does he want to fight with my dad again? Does he want to pick up my clothes?

He was so unpredictable…Or was he just…

I couldn’t figure out the reason we were going back to my parent’s place, so I put my head back and tried to relax.

…Whatever he wants to do, don’t worry…Just watch him act the strange person that he is! It should be fun!

“Can I see you again?”

Uh?

Opening my eyes, I looked at him and wondered what he meant. “Of course!”

I saw him smile quickly and look back at the road.

“When?”

Ok, was he really thinking that we were going to be separated? Didn’t we declare our love yesterday? What is this!?

To be totally honest, declaring my love wasn't an easy process for me to do! Why does he act this way afterwards!?

...This was an attitude that didn't help me say that kind of scary stuff again in the future!

Snap out of it, you bastard!

Sigh…

Mmm, should I…Play along with him then?

Well, playing along would be a hell of a lot better than getting into a crappy mood!

Feeling myself a little happy to play, I tried to revert back to my thieving self and wondered how I used to act to this.

“When do you want to see me?” I asked, looking out the window.

He wants a play, I’ll play!

“I want…Whenever you are free.”

Finally, I think I figured out his game. It seems he wants to make me happy and not think that it was like before, where I was somewhat taken as a captive.

“Well, I sleep more now.” Haha, my poor darling, how are you going to fend me off!?

"I will see you when you are awake then." He answered.

Did he realize that I was just making up excuses?

…Wait…Who’s playing who here!?

Whatever, I’ll continue…

"I take time to jot down stuff in a diary now too, and I talk to my mum." It was the truth...

"As long as...Well...Then after that..." He answered.

I could tell his enthusiasm had deteriorated quite a lot and I couldn't help but think that he had only himself to blame for acting like a lunatic!

“Then, can I call you, so we…Can…May I take you on a date?”

Date?

Looking at him, I felt the want to really do that!

I wanted to very much!

“I want to go on a date!”

“Great!”

The drive went on in the strange concept of me being the leader. I got to choose where we would go on our date and what time and day.

But, after that conversation, we went into silence and after a minute or two, I looked back at him and saw him frown.

This…Was not working!

“Stop the car!”

“Are you sick?” Even though he asked that, he still slowed down and stopped the car on the side of the road.

Getting out of the car, I took a deep breath and did a small stretch.

He hovered over me then and asked repeatedly if I was alright.

“Stop it!” I yelled in frustration.

I breathed out in a huff and looked away from him.

Looks like he wins, bloody bastard! “Why are you acting like this?”

Looking at him, he was back to not looking at me again and I was getting angry! “Why!?”

“…I’m sorry.”

His small whispered word was hardly heard by me and I sighed heavily, putting a hand to my head.

“Look, Alec. Did you not remember yesterday at all?”

Didn’t we basically say that we loved each other, which would mean we want to be with each other!? Why…Why be so formal with me now!? Isn’t he a bit too late for that!?

Seeing him look away with a pained face, I waited for him to say…Anything!