When did I get this mirror? It’s just been sitting in my apartment for a while, and I have no clue where it came from. Weird considering it’s literally one of like, three things I own and two of them I sleep on. I know nobody would throw out a perfectly good mirror what with all of the uses you could get out of it. At least I think so…

Well now it’s on my wall. How long has it been since I looked in a mirror? How long has it been since I’ve seen myself? All good questions I’m afraid. I’m not afraid of the questions.

I’m afraid of what it would take to answer them.

Okay, it’s now or never. Honestly I’d prefer never but everyone who said that is likely dead. Except for me somehow. That brings up a good question actually, how am I alive? Nope, not going into that one right now.

Hah, I shouldn’t be so scared of looking at myself. What rational person would be? It’s not like there’s anything to fear unless you’ve been mauled to death by a bear, and you can’t stand the sight of blood. I haven’t been mauled to death by a bear so I should be fine.

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It wasn’t that bad, it was worse. Just kidding, I’m not that hopeless I think. What shocked me most was how long my now waist-long brown hair had grown out. Well, it didn’t shock me as much as how thin I got. How much muscle mass can a person lose before they stop being able to move? I should find out because I think I might have broken a record.

Or myself.