Like I wrote in the description for the story, this was my attempt of combining my favorite genres into one.

Unfortunately, I also tried to address in it, my annoyance at the pseudo dark themes many stories on RR write about just to add "shock-value" or try to show with that how the characters/villains are evil/crazy and whatnot. (I think I was reading Everybody Loves Large Chests at the time and skipping much of the tacky and unimaginative demon sex and fake rape scenes. I still enjoyed the litRPG aspects and the unique world but the gore and sexuality are the exact problems I have with many stories that add them. They are unimaginative and if you read one tentacle hentai you read them all.)

I now understand why all these stories are the same.

Once you start escalating it's very easy to cross a line that society forbids crossing. For example, Marquis de Sade's books give you an erection a third of the time, feeling like you want to puke another third of the time and both at the same time the rest of the time. And that is why many countries have them banned. It's this exploration of human nature that brings to mind things that lawful society can't afford to bring up if it wants to remain civil.

Unfortunately, when I tried to explore really dark themes in an isekai world with levels and most importantly, health potions, things escalated too quickly for me to manage and the MC became someone the majority of people can't stand.

I still write the story every once in a while, usually when I'm in a bad mood, as the world and litRPG system I created still interest me, but posting it anywhere is not something I'm willing to risk.

I apologize for letting the character take over the story to the point I can no longer publish it.

However, I've repurposed the MC after toning him down and am using him in an Innworld fanfiction which I might upload if I ever manage to edit it. If that happens I hope you'll read it and think "what a sociopathic crazy motherf***er" but still want to read the story as it'll be interesting and he won't be "that much of a crazy motherf***er" that you can't identify/understand with him at least in some way.

Stay safe and thank you for reading my story.