College is about to begin and the beginnings are always full of schedule changes and all-around stress. once things hit a good routine ill be able to fit this in again but for now HIATUS.

I apologize, things have been ever so slightly busy.

Goddamnit i didn’t realize it had to be 500 words to post. Guess ill just quickly dish out my life story on here. I wont by the way you should probably stop reading this, it wont even be edited so itll just sounf like the ramblings of an insane person.

… i remember when i had a good 10 chapter lead on this story.... It was all doing so well before the dirty deeds known as responsibilities smacked me over the head with a jack hammer. I haven’t even been doing my hair right lately and the humidity is making me look like a goddamn lochness monster. Why has it been raining so much in texas!? I swear if i ever find the deity who decided flooding the yard 8 times a week was an ok thing to do ill singlehandedly bring a hose and a hoe to its yard and upturn their crops.

Its been monstrous, let alone everything else that comes with the rain. Mosquitoes, lil frogs, the sweat. Mosquitoes. I swear my body is about to evolve to naturally produce the OFF bug spray liquid in order to keep those damn bugs off my body.

Besides that… what else can i talk about in this little get together that has nothing to do with the main story… Ah, right. The story.

Do you guys want my poor baby Derb to get the short end of the stick or the long one? I personally put a bit more time in one but im not telling you so you can make your own decision. I need to make the earlier misgivings a bit more serious. I need things to have lasting effects or else the story will fade from what i wanted originally. Seriously, the story now is way more different than the one in the beginning. He was supposed to have a cute little fox pal and everything, live in the forest, eat bugs. That was thrown away after i got like 10 chapters in because i just didnt know how to progress in a way that wasn’t so dumb.

Though… i cant say some of the part in this story were thought out with great thought either. In fact, there hasnt been a single chapter where ive thought ahead, im planning to fix that especially now that im going to have to think out a whole scenario that involves more than like… 4 people. Its hard to give mind to everyone in the picture and i can only do it if im actually caught up in my own story, which i usually am not unless its the middle of the night and my mind is ruined by lack of sleep and what im sure is a type of psychosis.

Honestly those moments are great, i can picture everyone moving and everything, usually my brain is a big ol black ball that cant imagine anything that isnt in front of me. it s why i usually work so late on this or run late at night, so i can get the rush in my brain that lets me imagine every-

Five hundred words have passed and i no longer have to write ciao