tea house is getting popular

which is another way of saying

humans

are

everywhere

this used to be such a nice neighbourhood

maybe i should just move

go back to basics

underground tinylair

inconspicuous

subtle

leave biscuit fort as a distraction. lock it all up and get some drones just continually making new walls. on the inside. as ants and humans destroy walls on the outside. drones digging out dirt. building walls out of dirt. until finally ants and humans get to the centre.

and it's just a really deep hole

would that be funny

or just sad

well

one good thing

shield is great against bullets

usually only loses a few layers

so i can get shot like ten times before i actually

y'know

get shot

i mean it's not fun or anything. getting shot even with a shield is not a positive experience. although. seeing a human get really surprised and angry that the person he shot. is not dead. is pretty funny.

note: humans expect guns to solve problems. especially problem of 'i want that thing to be dead'. when gun does not solve problem. human gets. angry. sad. not at gun. human still loves gun. human hates thing that didn't die.

given up on tidying tea room. drones can take care of structural damage. no more hot water. infinite tea hidden inside giant chunk of wall. nobody even tried to solve my puzzles. secret biscuits remain secret. everything else is. trashed. so. humans can just. i don't know. eat raw coffee. hunt for biscuit crumbs. i tried to make it nice. i did try.

last ones shot my buttons

except buttons are bulletproof

i am not silly

i would not make a button. in a place. where humans will be. and not consider the possibility of a human shooting a button.

that was like the first thing i thought of

'someone is definitely going to shoot this with a bullet from a gun'

anyway

one bullet bounced off and hit another human

which would have been funny

except

well okay yes it was funny

but also

notfunny

but really really funny

but

i don't know

this is why i tried to remove myself from things. it's all just so complicated. i can't understand any of it. it makes me feel. bad. tight. separated. more separated than when i am actually literally separated. i am also a human. i am also. weird. impossible. whatever. i don't know. i just want to be left alone. i just want to do my things. even with the ants i didn't mind so much. well it wasn't great when my face got melted. that was a low point. but generally it was stuff that i was able to deal with.

conclusion is always that humans are better without me donking their stuff up and i am better without humans donking my stuff up

maybe teleporting the whole city was not such a bad idea

maybe earlier version of jin is. alsogood.

jin v3.147 cyborgantwarveteran might have things to learn. from just. jin.

anyway

finally had a look at antweb reports computer has been pestering me about. for. ever. that stuff is. wild. antigrav stuff going on except probably not anti gravity exactly. gravity is pretty tough. not something you can just rebel against. but definitely a lot lighter and tougher than it should be. computer keeps going on like 'jin this is not physically possible' and i'm like yeah okay but i am holding it in my robot hand so probably it is a bit possible. and computer's like 'jin you make a good point but jin listen to this' and i'm all like yeah? and computer's like 'jin this stuff is not physically possible' and i'm all like oh you.

missed my chats with computer

haven't done a lot with antweb findings yet. also regret exploding waterfactory before harvesting more of it. rookie mistake jin. you loot the place and then you vortex bomb it. get your order of actions right. did figure out a new chitinskin. got thinking about flexibility and stuff. ants have. weirdjoints. v strong necks. made a new connection thing for my roboarm out of antbit tech. can't really feel any difference but it should be stronger and better. so. there's that.

but yes new chitinskin. softer. but still stronger than squishy human skin. i mean i know i got shields. just. its nice to have nonmelted skin on face. put like a black and white chessboard pattern on it. dunno. just like that pattern. put a new scar on it. improvement on old scar. chitinskin offers both texture and depth. feels a bit itchy and weird but eh. temporary stuff. soon it will be. normal.

haven't seen girl again

respect girl i call her

she respected tea room

she sat in a corner

maybe she's dead

eaten by ants

or killed by humans

saw humans shooting at each other one time

stupid

don't care

don't know

later