"Goddess Chadera."

King Gerogy goes on his knees the moment he sees Chadera.

"Stand up child, there is no need to stand on ceremony."

Gerogy nods and stands up.

"Ah, Gerogy come in, come in."

Gerorgy somehow seems absent minded, I guess this happens when you stand in front of a goddess.

"Chadera, look what you are causing. With you here, everyone behaves like they have a stick up their ass."

"Thorus behave yourself." My mother scolds me.

"Mom, can't you give this king some face?"

"What king, you are my son before anything else. Stop referring to yourself in third person this doesn't suit you at all."

"Ai, this bro really lost his face."

Chadera chuckles.

"You said you wanted to give me a present ?"

"Right but I will give it to you later."

"That's not fair. You said you would give it to me, don't delay, don't delay. I am curious."

"You impatient girl. You are a goddess you can wait for eternity."

"Thorus, watch what you are saying. You can't talk to goddess like that." My mother lectures me in a serious tone.

"It is alright child, he is the only mortal that can talk to me like that."

"Right, see mom, we are like bros. We already kissed. So how can an average Joe compare to me?"

"WHAT?" Everyone exclaimed in shock.

"This can't be true." King Georgy says in a loud voice. His face full of disbelief.

My mother holds her hand in front of her mouth. She seems shocked.

Father on the other hand is grinning with his usual stupid face.

"This can't be true right?" My mother looks at Chadera.

Instead of denying it Chadera's face turns red.

"I... I..."

"Oh my Goddess." The Kings breathing becomes ragged.

"Hahaha, son you did it."

"Oh my... Oh my."

"W-why did you tell them? Are you trying to embarrass me Thorus?"

Chadera demands an answer not daring to look at the other's

Her gaze looks like it had so many questions.

"Chadera dear, why shouldn't I tell them? Why should we hide it from our parents."

"Our Parents?" Chadera doesn't seem to understand.

"Didn't you wanted to meet your mother in law and father in law ?"

"You rascal."

"Thorus apologize immediately or there will be consequences." My mother scolds me.

"King Thorus this is going to far. Maybe even for you."

"But isn't her reaction just cute."

"I am sorry goddess . Seems like I neglected his education."

"No, no. It is alright. I don't mind at all. It is Thorus after all. This is what makes him so special."

Hearing the praise from the goddess herself. My mother and father where dumbfounded.

Even the King of Velen couldn't hide his trembling.

One has to understand that Chadera barley shows herself. Even the holy knights don't get much attention.

The people describe her full of love yet distant to her followers.Seeing me acting with her so causally is a real shock to them.

"See? Chadera and I can be count as friends. There is nothing wrong with teasing a friend. Anyway could you guys wait outside for a moment, this bro needs to keep a promise."

Everyone is looking at Chadera.

She just shakes her head and smiles wryly.

Seeing that as a sign to leave everyone leaves.

Before leaving my father gives me the thumbs up and smiles.

"Thorus. I know that you are quite eccentric but can't you tone it down when we are with others?"

"How can I do that? If I act like your average Joe around you ,I will never accomplish my goal."

Chadera raises a brow.

"What goal?"

"Isn't it obvious?"

"No, I can't see through you."

"Than just take a peek in to my mind and see it for yourself."

"I rather not. You were right, the mind is the most private place. I can't just causally invade it."

"Do you mean it like that or are you scared to find out my true motives."

"This..."

Chadera makes a pained expression.

"I tell you this. I will free the mad god, no matter what. After all I am indebt to him."

"..."

"I am loyal to the mad god..."

Chadera drops her head slightly.

"But only to an extent."

Hearing that she raises her head and looks at me deep in to my eyes.

"You know before I was reincarnated I was a pathetic guy venting my frustration on weaker beings."

"When I reincarnated to this world, my aim was to bully the weak and destroy anyone that stands in my way."

"In the first years, I came to this world ,I harboring such thoughts. But with time I changed. Killing the innocent and weak to feel strong and in control is not my style anymore. I don't need to prove myself. The way I was behaving was like a child that throws a tantrum."

"In my former world, I was kept captive by social norms. I was raised in a bad household, developed unhealthy habits. The freedom to do the things I wanted to do were denied. Despited by everyone because I was different, getting befriended only out of pity, my life was miserable. Even though I was shunned, I never yielded. In my darkest times, I hold on to the rope called hope. In my death I found a second chance."

"I decided to live my life to the fullest. I have achieved things I thought were possible. The new Thorus is a profound man. The new Thorus doesn't kill for enjoyment. The new Thorus doesn't bow to anyone. Not even to the mad god. I only will bow to my parents and my my master, if I had one."

"I will pay my dept to the mad god but not because he is my owner. I will pay him back so I can be free."

"I will do the things I want, live my life how I want. I won't bend to the rules of others. Not to the rules of society nor to the rules of the gods. I could ignore the wishes of the mad god and live my life carefree. However I am not an ungrateful child. He gave me a second chance and power. After I repay him our ways will part."

"As long as I carry out his mission I am the follower of the mad god. As the champion of the mad god, I have to take care of those who have faith in the mad god."

After hearing all this a smile appears on Chadera. Her eyes radiate a feeling of nostalgia.

"You remind me of him. No wonder he chose you. You and Belesh have much in common."

"Belesh?"

"He never told you? That's the name of the mad god."

"No I didn't know, everyone was calling him the mad god."

"Not many know his true name. Even in ancient times they called him the mad god."

"You both had a past?"

A hint of sadness appears on her eyes. She closes her eyes and seems in deep thought.

After a while she sighs.

"I guess I can tell you, since it's you."

"I am all ears."

"Before Belesh was sealed we both ruled over this world. I created the humans, elves and dwarfs while Belesh the demons, dark elves and beast kin."

"In the beginning all the races lived in harmony. We both just oversaw everything. Never interfering when it was not necessary. After a while the harmony was disturbed."

"The people build fractions. The races were split apart.Tenison build up between the different faiths due to various reasons. The biggest one was because of the differences. While my followers were suppose to be beloved and believe in love they invaded the lands of those who followed the mad god."

"Belesh's people believe in freedom and passion. So when their lands where invaded they reacted with brutal retaliation."

"Belesh was enraged. He told me that we need to do something in order to stop the senseless killing. We both agreed on that point, so we both reached out to our people. However we have acted a bit to late. The seed of hatred was planted. Even after peace was restored there was still a lingering enmity."

"There was a lot of territorial disputes after the war ended, leading to terrorism from both sides. Radical terror groups were founded with the aim to destroy the other party. One day a human supremacist group killed a group of children. Belesh was so angry that he couldn't bear it anymore. He personally appeared and killed over thousands humans, elves and beast kin in his rage."

"What's so bad about it? He is a god after all."

Chadera shakes her head.

"You have to understand. For a god to kill mortals is frowned upon. If a god or goddess kills one or two it can be overlooked. We gods and goddesses have our rules. With Belesh killing so many people he went overboard.The elder gods couldn't look away on this matter so Belesh was brought in to the celestial court."

"Celestial court? Elder gods? So there is a hierarchy in godhood."

"Yes, gods and goddess are able to bear children that are also gods. The hierarchy is mostly determined by seniority."

"The oldest gods have the power to force rules on the junior gods."

"I see, that makes sense."

"Anyway. Belesh was seen guilty by the celestial court. His punishment at first was not so serve. He should have be imprisoned for a hundred years, which is a joke for we are immortal. Belesh however didn't agree and insulted the judge."

"What did he say to be put in to slumber for eternity."

Chadera sighs.

"He told the judge that he can pluck himself. That was not enough, he even spit on his face. The judge who was the pinnacle of authorities couldn't''t bear such a lose of face and have sentenced him in to slumber of infinitive time."

I see that makes sense. Man, he really is awesome, I would have done the same. Fuck the judge, who is he to judge.

"I understand, there still some gods with superiority complexes just because they are olde they think they are better."

"Hey, you shouldn't talk like that about the elder gods."

Chadera is raising her finger and scolds me for my remark.

"Why so mad?"

"My father and mother are elder gods."

"Darling I wouldn't dare to offend father in-law and mother- n law."

"You... You don't know any shame. Stop joking around."

Chadera turns red from embarrassment, well at least she isn't trying to crush me.

"What joke? This is a joke? Don't joke around. My feelings are sincere, we spent a life time together and you think of it as a joke? I see, I see, you don't want me, because I am a mere mortal? I have underestimated you. I thought you were above these things. What a disappointment. In the end you are just am arrogant woman that won't lower herself to someone that is of lower status."

This has to be said. I need to devalue her so I can have access to her fruits. They were ripe for so long, it would be a shame not to pluck it.

"What are you saying?"

Chadera becomes shocked because of my outburst.

"You have heard right. Didn't I make you laugh? Didn't I make you sad? Didn't I make you worried? Yet you deny me every time. You know, I am fed up. I had enough patience. You think I am a mere mortal child? Think again. Wasn't I reincarnated with my memories intact. Didn't I create kingdom with just my strength alone."

"Why are you saying all of this?"

"You haven't realized yet?"

This is a risky move. Admitting your love is like a two edged sword, most of the time it goes wrong. But she isn't your average woman she is a goddess."

"What haven't I realized yet?"

"YOU STUPID WOMAN!"

I scream with all my might.

Chadera takes a step back at my outburst. Her eye brows knitted together and her mouth slightly agape.

Show time. Fortunately I have no face.

"I love you god damn it. I love it when you look at me with those lovely eyes. These eyes that would never show hatred. I love it when you are concerned. When you are concerned, you have the aura of a motherly figure.

I love it when you smile, when you smile I forget all the worries of life. I love it when you laugh, because your laugh is more appealing than the most profound music. I love it when you show disgust, because your disgusted face is as beautiful as your smiling face.

I love when you lecture me, when you lecture you get so serious. I love your serious demeanor. You don't tolerate slacking off yet you are so patient."

I love you because you are beautiful. Beautiful like than every woman in existence. Your face so beautiful like a sunset. You skin so smooth like flawless jade. These mountain peeks are more worth to conquer than mount Everest."

This may sound needy but I am not concerned. I mean which mortal dares to say the things I have? Also no mortal is as intimate with her as me.

Silence...

Chadera was looking at me with misty eyes. The reason? I don't know.

After a long silence she say.

"I.. I didn't knew you felt this way. I am happy that you think so highly of me but..."

Chadera showed a complicated expression.

"You don't have to say it. I don''t care anymore. You are just one of many girls. I don't see you as a goddess. I see you as a sheltered girl who has no experience. Treating you as a normal girl is the only thing I can offer."

For a moment the eyes of Chadera lit up like a candle light.

"I guess I was like a toad that yearns for swans meat. Let me fulfill my promise to you."

"You don't have to do it. I have hurt you a lot."

"No... I am a man of my words."

"Okay... I shall accept your promise."

I have bought enough time.

I reach to my ass with my hand and apply pressure. A fart as mighty as the sky releases into my cupped hand.

"Eh?" Chadera is dumbfounded.

"Take my feelings."

With the gas trapped in my hand I send my fart in to her face.

With the smell reaching her nostrils, her face changes in to a disgusted one.

"You- You what...."

"This is my most sincere feelings, it comes from the most inner parts of my being. Smell it, embrace it. This is who I am."

Before you could say she was disgusted but after that something indescribable happened.

She took a deep breath and exalted.

Holy shit what is going on.

"I understand."

"What do you understand?" I ask.

Before I get any awnser she vanishes without a warning.

Did I over did it?