Alright... I'm going to be honest with you all, especially the ones who are still looking forward to my chapters. I can't keep up anymore with this... here are a few reasons why I'm actually going to quit...

1. As I read my own story, I slowly start to cringe as I basically have no clue what I had been doing here. Since I nowadays create like 1 chapter per week. I also slowly start forgetting the whole plot, thus having no clue what I am going to do.

2. I'm starting to dislike my own plot, as I have created a lot of plot holes. This makes me just want to stop the novel, but I have tried to keep it up and write atleast a bit more chapters. But the end result is that I still dislike it to be honest.

3. To be really honest with you all. I have no freaking clue what the hell I am doing with my story, which means just going with the flow. This also indicates that a 1 week gap per chapter... disrupts my flow very hard. Thus creating weird chapters that feel very different and illogical. ( I have no Idea how to continue or where I usually left off...)

4. It's to much for me to handle, it might sound crazy... but I'm really having a hard time making even one chapter... In the beginning I just totally went with the flow... having fun creating chapters, but now it feels like torture making even one chapter... Sorry but if I myself am not having fun making something like this. I'll just call it quits.

5. Basically this novel is not fun anymore for me, I have been forcing myself to make a chapter per week, and I seriously tried really hard forcing myself to go further. But after a few weeks, I can't do it anymore... I don't like it.

For the people who were really looking forward or have supported me. I'm very sorry that I can't finish this but thanks for all your support and you may just delete this novel and rate it badly since I have disappointed you, but it doesn't matter anymore. It had been a somehow fun and very tiring experience for me and that's enough. Atleast I have felt how it is to make a story. Truely respect for the people who keep making chapters and persevering!

You may hate my story and me! But I'm staying honest with myself, and I believe that this is the best for me.

Although the story was bad, thanks for reading it! If one day.. I'll create another story once again, I'll probably be more prepared. But I don't think that's very soon.

Status : Discontinued