Today I learned more about how to use the shell of my soul, but while fascinating that is not what I want to talk about today.

Willow was seen again on the front lines. She wasn’t evacuating civilians or anything like that, no, she was directly opposing us. And not just that but she somehow managed to take out half of our troops within an hour of fighting, she should not be that powerful.

It makes sense for her to be powerful, she is my child, after all, potentially even powerful enough to turn a defeat into a victory. But even considering the fact that she managed to attack us more or less uncontested for a while she should not have been able to take out half of our troops within an hour.

And why would she betray us like this? We haven’t done anything cruel to her and we have treated our people well, even those that were once part of the angelic council’s empire. Did they offer her something she desperately needed? If so why didn’t she come to us? I would have given her more or less anything she needed no questions asked. Is she being threatened? I have no idea, but I doubt it considering how powerful she seems to be now. The only thing that makes sense to me is some kind of brainwashing.

Honestly, I feel angry and betrayed. Why would she do this? She might not consider me to be her parent, but she does, or at least did, view Tiddol as a mother.

The only thing that makes sense is that it has something to do with the massive influx of Fate from a couple days ago. This certainly makes me feel terrible enough for it to be the case. So Willow is going to somehow cause my death then? Or she’s a symptom of whatever it is. Whatever, I’ve come back from death once and I’ll do it again. I’ll do it as many times as I have to in order to crush the angelic council and kill all of their members. I’ll take over the entire world if I have too.

I’m not just angry, I’m enraged. And I’m not the only one either. The people saw Willow as one of the founders of our empire, one of the people that will be written about in our history books as a legendary figure. It seems like that will happen, just not in the way we wanted it too.

I need to focus my mind on something, It’s hard to think with all of this anger. Just distracting myself from it won’t help, not with the people being so angry, I need something that will completely consume my thoughts and require no active thinking. I’m going to start working on refining my soul, if only because it is a simple repetitive task that does not require any active thought.

Anyway, Good Night Diary.