I’m feeling a little depressive today. Logically I can pinpoint the exact reasons for this, it’s mainly a combination of the effect Fall naturally has on me and realizing that, short of incredible luck, it will be a very long time before I can even start working towards one of my biggest aspirations, knowing this doesn’t make it any better. At another time I would clear my head by feeding my grove to allow it to grow, but it is done growing until spring, for the most part at least. So instead I just kind of laid around today, curled up in the sun, I just felt really tired.

Talus brought me a bowl of soup for lunch, it was something Tiddol made, had a bit of kick to it and tasted great. While I was eating Talus sat with her back to me, and started talking, words of encouragement I believe. I must have fallen asleep at one point because I woke up with my head in her lap.

I’ll get over this slump, I have done it before and I no doubt will do it again in the future. I just need a little bit of time to get over it.

Anyway, Good Night Diary.