Lord Joyde the Madman: Heylo, everyone! How are you all doing?

So uh, guys and girls, I have a confession to make.

If you've been reading my more recent Author Note's, you may have noticed how I've been referring to myself as a "lazy gamer" and, while that is somewhat true, its not the full story.

You see, as both a writer and a reader, I've had the experience of what I'm about to tell you from your point of view, which makes this far harder and more shameful than it needs to be...

In short, I need to focus on my real life for pretty much the next couple months. I got myself into a really awesome and unsurprisingly very, VERY difficult college which will require more than 100% of me to be successful at.

(I've officially doomed myself to become a Physics Scientist/Professor)

Hell, even the preparations for it, all the shit I had to do in order to get in was super stressful, not to mention how I had to pay 7.5k in order to even apply.

What this means is that I'm gonna be unable to upload anything, not on Fanfiction.net and not for Euphoria.

In other news, I'm turning 20 tomorrow, so cheers y'all!

I hope that you guys will be able to forgive my rather sudden and incredibly awkward retreat from the writing stage. I'll do my best to post at least 1 random chapter a month, but I promise nothing as I have two chapters stuck in development and seemingly never to get out of it.

Chapter 8 of my D Gray Man fanfic, Not This Time And Never Again or NTTANA has been in the making for several months now, just standing there halfway done with around 1.5k words and that last thousand does not seem to ever come out right.

As for Euphoria... god, I really hate this site's positioning sometimes (not to mention my own clumsiness -.-). I've deleted the Pittings raid scene at least twice now, which has resulted in the two rather unnecessary filler chapters you've had to experience recently and even those were weeks apart from one another.

This, combined with the incredible amount of writers depression (when the block is so huge that it drains your morale), is why I think I'm just gonna take a LONG time off to focus on irl stuff and hopefully get my life in order before I ruin everything and lose interest in my own stories.

So uh, goodbye until then, I suppose! I wish you all good luck, health and general happiness! ADIOS FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!