《Is it Reincarnation if I'm Still Dead?》Arc 2, Chapter 46: A Bone Chilling Trip
Advertisement
Announcement: This chapter marks the end of the rapid releases. It has finally caught up to my other site and real life is getting busier. I'll be posting at least a chapter a week every Friday from now on. Thank you everybody for enjoying my story thus far.
Today is finally the day. After months of anticipation, I'm now on my way with Takashi towards the secret training grounds. He's leisurely riding a Yagi with several days worth of supplies, while I'm following close behind on foot. Our short trip will take us across the snow covered fields and into the naked woodlands at the base of Dragon's Spine.
"It's a good thing my daughter can now manage the entire branch in my stead."
"True, though she was still reluctant about letting you go alone in the cold. In the end, you could only promise her a few days."
"Actually Enbos, I never intended to train you for longer than a week. While I should accompany you for the most dangerous part like I did with Chiyoko, I'm far too old now to endure the same trial. I'll be with you in spirit."
"Oi, oi, that sounds pretty carte blanche considering my life is on the line here!"
"At least be glad I'm here to prepare you. Back in my youth, I had to master everything on my own!"
Prepare me, eh...
"..."
"Enbos?"
"... Takashi, I think it's time you told me everything. Why are you so determined to teach me ?"
For months on end, he has been dangling this promise like a carrot, and yet only recently did he mention the training might be lethal. There's also the distressing matter of my levels he's been hiding. While I am suspicious of him, I want to believe he's doing this for my own good.
"To be honest Takashi, I don't think it's worth the risk. The only reason I can think of is if I don't learn this spirit art soon... I won't last much longer. My spiritual energy has been decreasing more rapidly recently, and I can't help but think it's related. Am I wrong?"
Takashi halts his Yagi and faces me in silence. There's no hesitation in his eyes, only silent contemplation. While I figuratively hold my breath, he slowly shakes his head and gives me an answer.
"... No. No, you're not wrong. I do think it's time I told you everything. But before I can explain, there are a few things you must know."
He ushers his Yagi onwards and as I continue to follow him, I quietly listen to his words.
"There are two types of undead, Enbos: those that are formed by black magic, and those that are naturally formed called the forsaken. It goes without saying that you should fit in the former category, but I'll talk about the forsaken first.
Advertisement
You see, sometimes a deceased soul with strong earthly ties may bind themselves to their body using their residual energies upon death. The World Stream remedies this by salvaging both. However, there are areas where the World Stream is absent or where its influence is too weak. These places are called Dead Zones, a breeding ground for the forsaken, the biggest of which are the areas around the Wasteland, where anti-magic radiation has weakened the World Stream and yet it's not enough to destroy a . Like you, they feast on the living to survive, but can last for decades without prey since their do not deteriorate. In fact, most can subsist on their connection to the World Stream alone."
"In that case, why bother using at all?"
"Enbos, when I said, "strong earthly ties," I was referring to feelings of resentment. They are not sentient. Their consciousness are broken and controlled by the will of their last moments. It is ingrained in their very nature upon returning to crave for the life of others..."
Takashi says in a serious tone while looking at me with cold, hard eyes. I feel ostracised by his gaze as I realise the horror of my existence, what he and Chiyoko must have secretly known over the past year. My sudden pause seems to tell Takashi everything I am feeling.
"I-I'm sorry Enbos. I wasn't trying to detest you. On the contrary, I only want you to understand why so many despise the undead."
"It's okay Takashi. Considering that most of the branches pass through the Wasteland, it must be natural for you to smash skeletons. I guess that explains Chiyoko's reaction when we first met."
"Even so, she was still too discourteous. Come to think of it, Chiyoko never gave you an apology..."
"Never mind about that. What about the artificial undead? Is there anything other startling revelation I should know?"
"A-actually there is, Enbos. You see, there is one major difference between the two kinds of undead. While the forsaken spawn due to wandering souls, the risen undead... are spawned for the sole purpose of being a weapon. From the outset, they are designed to kill others, and Necromancers suppress the will of their risen to better direct their bloodlust."
Oh joy.
"However, these spells tend to be temporary. Just take yourself for an example. You were raised from a mass skeleton ritual and all of the others fell apart the instant you slew the conjurer. He was probably sharing the bare minimum of spiritual energy, so it's a good thing they never touched the villagers. From then on, you've been sustaining your by forcefully imprinting your soul in order for it to accept your mana signature. I'm surprised you did all this subconsciously."
"Well, I think it's because I read the tooltip for . I had the general idea it was keeping me alive."
Advertisement
"That's impossible. If it were true, it would be on the level of openly rewriting your soul. Anyway, this brings us to the heart of the issue..."
Takashi stops the Yagi again, but he turns it around in order to draw my full attention.
"Enbos, I don't think you fit neatly into either category of undead."
"Eh?"
"Think about what I have said. If risen undead are short lived by design, why are you living like one of the forsaken? The thing is, I suspect you're a combination of the worst aspects of both types."
"Please Takashi, stop beating around the bush. Just tell me what is wrong with me!"
"The risen undead are made to kill, right? The true purpose of is to sustain the risen in battle... and to evolve them while doing so. By combining parts of their victim's souls with their own, it manifests as an incremental boost to their power. That's the true nature of your levels, Enbos. It's not an illusion. Your was simply portraying something that was always there."
"B-but that can't be right. I can still level up without using that skill!"
"Do you level up every time you use ? No, you don't. By using your skills in combat, or mastering new ones, you strengthen your soul by allocating the inactive pieces you have absorbed. That's why you sometimes acquire new abilities or improve your existing ones when you do level up. The fact you are conscious has greatly exploited this process. As for your skill points, I still have no idea... Hrm? Enbos, are you listening?"
I'm... literally eating their souls... A part of Helena's soul is now permanently bound to myself... Wait, those this mean...!
"W-what happens to the souls you store! Are they absorbed over time!?"
"N-no, they don't. only collects the "loose" fragments of the soul, but the act of storing them is still related. You see, once a risen reaches a critical mass, which you call the "level cap", their soul will undergo a change to stabilise all the acquired pieces. This is your version of a class change, though most undead simply get stronger instead of developing new abilities. There is a short cut, however. For undead with a greater rank or higher, once it reaches maximum capacity all the souls can be sacrificed in a ritual to trigger a class change."
"S-sa-SACRIFICED!?!?!?"
"Yes Enbos. Don't be so surprised. Just as new souls can be born, they can also be destroyed. In fact, it's the main reason I wanted you to follow our teachings. I wasn't sure if the ritual would trigger automatically or not."
Phew! So as long as I don't use the ritual, Helena's soul will be safe. I wish you told me sooner, but there is still something you haven't clarified...
"Tell me Takashi, why are you trying so hard to stop me from evolving? If I have to guess, each time I grow, the amount of spiritual energy required to sustain myself will increase, and at some point... it'll become too much. That's why you want to teach me , right?"
"... Well, that's partly true. If I have to make one addition, I'm not just worried for your life... I'm worried of what you'll become."
"Huh? What are you trying to say, Takashi?"
"Enbos, the risen undead are given a short lifespan on purpose. If not, they may break free of their master's will. But with the sustainability of the forsaken, and the intelligence of a modern man... there is every chance you may become a very rare kind of forsaken undead..."
"... A lich?"
"No Enbos. Something far more vicious. It's called an Undead Ravager, a being so powerful it must consume a life with every passing minute. The entirety of its body, mind and soul is dedicated to satisfying its ceaseless hunger. Only 3 Undead Ravagers have ever been recorded over 3000 years of history, and each have caused unfathomable destruction, only to consume themselves in the end..."
Being told that to my face, I start to feel weak around the knees. In order to live, I have to take souls, but with each soul, I grow and in turn need more. And at the end of this self-destructive spiral, I become an actual monster?
"W-what the hell, Takashi? Do you r-really think I w-would let myself..."
"It wouldn't take much, Enbos. The smallest change in your mentality could veer yourself on this path. I never told you this before because I was afraid it would make you desperate."
"... and you're saying this now because you think you can save me?"
"... I'm sorry. will only help delay it, but I never believed it could stop it."
"Then w-why... why are you trying to help!? Wouldn't it be better to just kill me!?"
"... It's because I believe in you. I believe you can break that cycle and become something... greater. Follow me, Enbos, we're almost there."
He resumes his travels, and after a few minutes we reach our destination. I spy a small wooden cabin next to a curious cave sealed by a large, stone boulder. Looking closely, I notice a wooden sign in front of the cave with the words, "Warning. Dead Zone. Do not enter."
"Listen Enbos. Not everything is set in stone. Do you know what the average life expectancy for a kobold was before I came along?"
I turn to face Takashi as he answers with a surprising number: twelve. He's almost lived three times that number, and probably extended that statistic by another ten for the rest of his kind.
"I was pretty surprised when I found out too, and yet here I am. So don't look so down, Enbos. While you may be cursed with the worst of the risen and forsaken undead, you're also blessed with the gifts of Earth and Garea...
... and I am here to help you take your first step."
Advertisement
Infracto Animo
Pain. Lies. Betrayal. Deceit. Struggles. Sufferings. Humans are an Embodiment of Sin. They Lie, Cheat, Steal, Kill, Threaten, Rape, Betray, and Blackmail. All of this in order to sate their Greed, their Lust, their Envy, their Wrath, their Laziness, their Gluttony and their Pride. As such, Humans go to incredible lengths to achieve their goals. This reaches the point where it can be called "Inhumane". But if Humans are an Embodiment of Sin, is there really such a thing called "Inhumane"? They say "God created us all equal." and "We are equal in God's eyes." yet why are there many people who are poor, sickly and deformed. Did they do something to be punished as such? Even before they were born? Is there really such a thing called "Equality"? Is there really such a thing called "Peace"? Is there really such a thing called "God"? This is a story about the pain, struggles and sufferings of a man bound in a loop of never ending hatred and betrayal. Will he break the loop and end his ordeals? Or will he accept his fate and accept the loop? Light and Dark; Good and Bad; Angels and Demons; Abyss or Utopia. What will the man choose? Succumb to Darkness or reach out towards the Light. Now his story begins... This story is pretty grim and depressing with vivid violence (gore on the later part). Sexual content is included but I don't plan on making this an ero-novel so it will just involve rape and (not-so)normal intercourse. MC starts normal and simple then turns anti-hero but... well, let's just say he won't stay that way but he also won't be a "good guy". Just a HEADS UP, I am not into satanism or cults or anti-christ but some themes and dialogues here are related to demons and stuff like that so to those who will read this, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. This story is a fictional novel by which is created by the author's own words and thoughts. Any person, circumstances or happenings that are written here is purely fictional and does not relate to anything that might coincide with the plot settings and characters of this story. This story is the manifestation of the author's (my) own understanding of pain, deceit, struggles, betrayal and suffering but it does not represent the author's (my) own experiences in life.
8 301Ari-os
Ari-os is a story about a 21-year-old woman who woke up in an abandoned lab with little to no memories of her past. Turns out she is in the future now and the world became a very different place from what it used to be. Magic appeared in the world, changing it forever, and humanity created a way to control it, allowing people to increase their physical and mental abilities while shaping the world according to their will, but something caused civilization to regress, becoming a mere shadow of what it used to be. In her journey to figure out who she was, what happened to the world, and how much time has passed, Kali will discover ancient ruins, fight horrendous creatures, find how humanity has fared in this harsh world and meet with droids that walk the land as remnants from the technology that the world once had. In this story, you are going to see Litrpg elements such as a system with panels, skills, and stats (Although not inside a game, the main character has access to information about her growth much like an RPG). Survival elements will be present but it won't be the focus of the story, but crafting and enchanting on the other hand are going to be quite prevalent. Please, do let me know what you think in a comment or review, all criticisms are welcome. Also, English is not my native language so if you see any grammar mistakes, do tell me :) Chapters of ~2700 words each.
8 235Zoomchard: The Battle of Dominance(Cancelled)
The planet "Metalet" was wrecked by an episode of a destructive war that is still ongoing and had its 1000th anniversary. It was a war of dominance that got out of hand and became a struggling battle for life as many nations with the appearance of a humanoid robot divided by the colour of their eyes join aside the two nations that began this endless war; Green-eyed robots named Province of Conaire and yellow-eyed robots named The Tretse Federation. On the other hand, a fearless shopkeeper named Zoomchard had an average life, besides the fact that he was born with "The Unchosen Illness." An illness where the melanin coding failed and gave the eyes an appearance of a grey colour. It was a rare illness that only affected the 1% quadrillionth inhabitant planet. The illness never stopped him from living a normal lonely life with only one friend that saved him from the death of his parents that were bombed in their home city while Zoomchard explored the southern borders of Conaire. Zoomchard one day had contact with a friend who is a medic and both were excited to see each other again, but that never lasted like three days after the reunion party - Zoomchard's friend's home city was bombed and they went missing. This affected Zoomcharrd and it changed his mindset entirely, he went from a peaceful guy that hated the idea of revenge because it will ruin his mind to a guy that needed the most revenge he can grab hold of. So he was recruited for The Conaire Army and had his first-ever mission, the mission to save all the soldiers imprisoned behind enemy lines. This is a journey of a Rookie Soldier exploring the war while searching for a way to revenge his family and locate his missing friend.
8 92Windchasing
Having fled the planet's surface to escape extinction seven centuries prior, the last remnants of humanity—living aboard the airship Ventus—face a new danger that threatens to finish the job.
8 115Breaking Hermione
[HIGHEST RANK: TOMIONE #1 EVIL #1]WARNING: Tom is actually cruel in this book. As he's supposed to be. And just as heartless as anyone who cannot feel.Tom Riddle is sexy, evil and mysterious. The bad boy of Hogwarts. Everything he wants is his - the hottest Slytherin girl, the looks, power and academic talent, not to mention the praise of almost everyone he meets. Well, that is, until a new student arrives. Little does he know, her name is Hermione Granger, and she was sent into the past by Dumbledore to defeat him.**UNDER MAJOR EDITING****authors note: hi i love u thx for givin my little horror a chance ❤️😭**
8 74CONTRACT MARRIAGE: Kim Seokjin AU √
He throws those papers at me."Sign it," he commanded. "What does it say?" I asked."It says we will marry. show love in front of everyone and after you gave birth to the child we will be over." He said normally. "Does your parents know about it? "None of your business,"I looked at the whole paper. I must do it for my child's s I signed it. But is it the right choice? Ant I sure that I will not regret it? "Congratulation to you for being my wife for 1 year." He "A said selfishly. when y/n's fiancé left her to the upper world and have to marry her fiancée's little brother for the sake of her unborn child,Oh, it's not more than a contract marriage, right?No feelings attachedStart: 09.09.2020End: ???Highest Ranking# 1- jinff# 8 - taeff# 2 - sugaimagine# 1- Taeimagine#991- kimseokjin
8 126