《Modern Awakening - A cultivation, LitRPG, apocalyptic novel》75. Willpower
Advertisement
It didn't take long for the system to bring Shen to the next stage. He found himself in a vast grassland with nothing in sight as far as the eyes could see.
Tutorial - 5th Stage
As the Multiverse Alliance kept fighting the Void and understanding it better, we comprehended something:
Willpower is required to fight it.
Only Concepts can affect the Void, but we require willpower to resist its psychological attacks.
The psychological infection caused by Void Spawn is instantaneous, impossible to protect against, and can take anyone. You can only withstand it, not shut it down. If you succumb to the call of the Void, you'll attack others who succumbed nearby until only one remains. The survivor will turn into a Void Spawn themselves.
The only way to resist the infection is through willpower. Your willpower can be affected by your mental state, which in turn can be affected by substance abuse, emotions, and morale. Keep that in mind.
The Guardian System can determine your willpower. However, multiple studies and experiments have shown that displaying the willpower stat paradoxically negatively affects one's willpower. Your willpower is part of your magic stat if you have it unlocked, but you cannot find its value in any way.
While you're in the presence of Void Spawn, your willpower cannot recover. Extended exposure will eat you away.
And yet, all Guardians must be strong enough to withstand such a situation.
Humanity has one advantage: you can pull back after succumbing to the Void. Not after you start turning, but any time before. Only twelve other races in the Multiverse Alliance can do so.
Pulling back is usually achieved with the help of someone nearby. Therefore, those who came as a group will have a significant advantage in this stage.
Suddenly, thin blue beams came from the skies. They created a circle fifteen-yard wide, with Shen in the center.
Tutorial - 5th Stage
You must survive for one week under constant Void Spawn influence to pass this stage.
Void Spawn cannot invade the area surrounded by blue beams. You'll be safe there except:
1. If someone in your group turns into a Void Spawn;
2. During the middle boss.
If someone in a group turns, the turned one will be eliminated from the tutorial, but the Void Spawn it turned into will remain. Survivors can kill the Void Spawn and continue in the tutorial.
There will be increasing numbers of Void Spawn as the week progresses.
The system will destroy Void Spawn that grow too powerful.
Five black bolts hit the grassland outside his circle a few moments later. Each one revealed black and white humanoid Void Spawn. Other than the different colors, they looked identical.
"Identify."
| VOID HATCHLING (G ⁓ F) | ??? / ???
| VOID HATCHLING (G ⁓ F) | ??? / ???
| VOID SEEDLING (G ⁓ E) — ??? / ???
| VOID SCOUT (F ⁓ D) | ??? / ???
| VOID SCOUT (F ⁓ D) | ??? / ???
They shouldn't be too strong. Shen wondered—
Before he could conclude his thoughts, one of the Scouts simply disappeared from where it had been standing and reappeared right outside the circle. It became a strange paper-thin creature and tried to go through the opening between beams.
The moment it "touched" the air between two beams, it turned into smoke.
Advertisement
Shen was flabbergasted. That had not been an E-rank Scout. He was glad to be protected in there.
Anyway, this stage was about resisting the alien thoughts in his mind. They repeated how the Void was fantastic and how he should join it.
Shen sat in the middle of the "cage" and meditated.
It would be a long week.
Alicia was terrified.
She knew her fear would negatively affect her performance, but she couldn't help herself. One week with those things in her mind was just too much. She didn't trust herself to do it.
'Maybe I should just join the Void already and be done with it,' she thought.
"No!" she yelled. "No! I'll not fail here! I will not!"
She crouched in the middle of the beams, her hands over her ears, and swung back and forth.
"I can do it," she told herself. "I can do it," she kept repeating.
"Make a circle looking to each other," Sandra ordered, and her team obeyed. "Give your hands to the ones beside you. Come on, don't be shy; we're not children. If you feel you're losing it, focus on the warmth of your colleague's hands. Focus on being human. Focus on us."
She had absolutely no idea if that would work, but it should at least give them some sense of control, contributing to increasing their willpower.
"Let's exchange stories," she continued. "Don't let yourself get locked inside your mind with just those shitty thoughts. Focus on us," she repeated.
"Elam, you start," Evelyn said. "Tell us about that time you drank piss by mistake."
There was a chorus of "yuck" around the team. Sandra nodded to Evelyn. That had been a good one.
They couldn't see Elam's face—
"Lower your hood," Sandra said, then unlocked her hands from the people beside her to remove her helmet. "Let's see each other's humanity."
"Really?" he asked. "I have this mysterious thing going here."
"Really," she insisted.
He sighed and lowered it, revealing a thin, tall nerd, complete with overgrown black hair, braces, and thick glasses. He had a moldy whiteness from someone who didn't let the sun touch them more than once every few years.
"That's not what I imagined," Linda commented, sounding disappointed.
"See?" Elam complained.
Sandra ignored the complaint. "All hoods are down, and helmets are off? Good. Back to giving hands, people. Elam, speak."
He sighed, then started telling the stupid little tale of when a former friend swapped his soda for piss.
Time passed very, very slowly. Shen kept meditating, which was tough to do with the invading thoughts, but not impossible.
The Void Spawn kept increasing in numbers. Where once there had been five, now dozens stood. It was the third day, and Shen eagerly awaited the middle boss.
At long last, it came.
Tutorial - 5th Stage - Middle Boss
When fighting Void Spawn, you must always care for what will happen next. Will you have somewhere safe to return to, or will you have to continue suffering their psychological infection?
If the latter is true, you must defeat them quickly and with as little willpower expenditure as possible. There's no need to spend willpower at all to damage Void Spawn, but some waste is inevitable at your level of control.
Advertisement
Kill the Void Scout.
Once again, you can only blame your bad luck if it's at the D-rank or reaches it during your fight.
There was no room for error anymore. In the first stage, they could die to the middle boss. In the second, they could not fight a middle boss at all. In the third, you were forced to fight but didn't get expelled if you lost.
From the fourth stage onward, you either passed the test or were expelled.
When the black bolt hit the area inside the cage, Shen rushed at it with Combat, Boundless, Sharp, and Zephyr Qi already filling his body, spear, and around his body. When the Void Scout manifested, he swung with all his technique and power against its legs, then arms, then head. The creature came as slow and dumb as the one he had defeated in the previous stage, maybe even more.
Shen did quick work of the Scout's torso and achieved swift victory.
From what he could tell, he hadn't wasted any willpower at all.
| Void Scout (E ⁓ D) | 403,974 → 404,974 AP
He went back to the middle of the cage, sat down, and tried to meditate.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid," Alicia repeated to herself.
She was kneeling on the ground, her head to her front, lightly hitting the ground in a constant rhythm. Her hands were intertwined behind her head.
"I should've brought a team. I should be with a team. Any team. Anything is better than this. Anything. Anything." She kept hitting her head against the ground.
'Joining the Void would be just perfect,' she thought. 'Much better. The only way out.'
"No! I'll pass! I will pass this stage!" she yelled.
She saw something blue on the corner of her eye and raised her head to read the message about the middle boss. Black lightning hit the ground, and a new Scout appeared.
Alicia screamed. She screamed with all her fear, anguish, and frustration. She screamed and delivered fireball after fireball against the Void Spawn.
"Dieeee!" she yelled and kept throwing fireballs even after the monster turned into smoke. "I will survive!" She stood up and yelled defiantly to the heavens. "I will!"
Elam was the first to go.
Group advantage her ass. Evelyn should've imagined that the jokes thrown at the boy after sharing stories would affect his willpower. They kept demeaning him, and since the distraction and laughs helped keep the Void thoughts away from the others, neither she nor Sandra had interfered.
No one had imagined his mysterious character persona had been actually important to him or how terrible he felt for being made fun of like that.
When he succumbed to the infection, he turned into a Void Spawn so fast they couldn't even try to do something. They killed the Void Spawn quickly enough, but morale collapsed after that.
One of the four F-ranks almost turned next, but they pulled him by hugging him and telling him to resist. It was Linda, probably guilt-ridden by being the one who humiliated Elam the most, who ended up turning second. They also hugged her, but it wasn't enough.
Being in a group might allow one to pull back, but social interactions could be a dangerous poison. The system should've warned about that. Well, it had, kind of, but only indirectly.
'It's obvious the system doesn't care about us,' she thought. 'It hates us. The Multiverse Alliance just wants to use us. But the Void, the Void will embrace us. Forever. Eternal bliss and release. I just have to accept its marvelous and unique gift.'
Evelyn clenched Sandra and Lucius' hands. She was human, and she liked it. She loved existing, and she wanted to return to her loving family. Screw the Void.
"Are you alright?" Sandra asked softly.
"No," Evelyn replied truthfully. "I'm feeling guilty for Elam, and mad on the system, and tired."
"I'm here for you," her best friend replied. "We'll win together. Believe in yourself; I know I do. Think of our goal. We can't fail here."
"No, we can't, can we?" Evelyn whispered.
She wasn't so arrogant to believe the world depended on her. But she knew enough about the people in power to know that once enough people had power, every single good initiative would matter. If she fell here, it would mean the fall of uncountable others because she wouldn't be strong enough to protect them.
Each second was agonizing, but she eventually accepted that being in a group was better. Lucius almost turned, but they pulled him back too. And then they helped many others pull back, some more than once, Evelyn included.
On the third day, they had still lost only two people.
When the middle boss came, they killed it quickly. Then they returned to the agony of waiting and helping each other.
"Only three and a half days to go," she whispered to herself.
"We got this, people!" Sandra said like a damn coach, and Evelyn was grateful for it. She really needed that extra energy right now.
Hundreds of Void Spawn surrounded the cage, and Shen was no longer trying to meditate.
Instead, he found freedom in his martial arts. Training his moves with the utmost focus was the only way to distract himself from his thoughts.
Ironically, it was when he emptied his mind of anything but the motions of his body and spear that he found release from the Void.
Shen moved his spear in an arc, jumped, and brought it down on the ground. It stopped within millimeters from reaching the earth, but it cut a blade of grass on the way.
He twisted his body, his spear held with one arm, and jumped again. His body became perfectly horizontal in the air, just as his spear was. He rotated two times before landing.
He then moved his spear in an arc from down upward. When it was on the height of his chest, he thrust dozens of times against the air in quick succession.
They were simple moves, but they allowed him to almost forget the alien thoughts in his mind.
And at last, seven days had passed.
It was time for the final boss.
Advertisement
- In Serial161 Chapters
The Nightcore Trilogy
Going to space was supposed to be the adventure of a lifetime, but for Reece Danielson and his crew, it was only the beginning. As the fresh astronauts aboard the Zhengzhou International Space Station start their on-the-job training, Reece is shown a discovery that changes his entire worldview. It isn’t long before a tragic accident aboard the station sets off a series of events that not only puts the crew in danger but at odds with each other. The events quickly escalate into a man-made apocalyptic incident on the surface of the planet. A virulent plague is prematurely released which transforms everyone into flesh-eating undead, and that is only the beginning of the troubles. There are far worse things down there than zombies and possibly a few of them lurk on the station itself. The Nightcore Trilogy thematically begins with a heavy sci-fi feel coupled to a gritty space-based horror mystery. The story's layers are slowly peeled back, evolving into something much more supernatural, mythological, and high-fantasy-based. It's a mix of elements from survival horror, zombie apocalypses, ancient mythologies, supernatural stories, and harem anime. It contains semi-descriptive sex scenes (traditional and non-traditional), descriptions of gore, profanity, and adult situations, so I recommend it for mature and open-minded audiences only.
8 190 - In Serial19 Chapters
Shadowspawn (Of Light and Darkness, Book 1)
Nameless, Six is the captive host of a local diety that, for generations, has brought peace & prosperity to the peoples of Altressor. Kept in chains and reviled as the failed generation, he produces no miracles and fails to provide blessings. His is truly a worthless existence. For his failures, he will soon be replaced by the Seventh. A traveler in the village breaks the harsh monotony of everyday life and lights a dim hope within Six. Outside Altressor, the Dark Forest and the lands beyond beckoned, an entire world of freedom. Will Six, self-named Shiro, survive long enough to seek out a greater meaning to his existene? Follow along to find out. *Updates biweekly every Tuesday & Thursday.
8 167 - In Serial16 Chapters
adVerse Wishes
Rose Smith, living in a poor world struggles to get over her grandpa's suspicious death in South Carolina but soon finds it was a murder...by a piano! Strong willed, Rose displays her determination to avenge her grandpa's death by fighting the piano, but at the same time, she has another battle to face being the new girl. Rose happened to move into her grandpa's house from Ohio after he died and with her old apartment she left all of her friends. With two negligent parents, Rose lacks in social interaction until she becomes best friends with a wealthy girl named Marylyn whom she meets at her new school. After breaking the traumatic news about the instrument in her grandpa's old house, Marylyn and Rose fight the piano with all the power they have.
8 181 - In Serial171 Chapters
Overlap
A heartbreaking and uplifting tale of ultimate romance is brought into the light, slowly simmering to a boil, and put together by random events of fate and impossible fortune.In my brightest moment, and in my darkest turns, I recite all I am by memory. The other one completes me; my other half revives me. Two lives, two worlds, two perceptions. Our bodies are so far apart, but our heart and soul are still connected together by an impossible miracle of chance. Both our worlds are real, both our realities co-exist, overlapping through our senses until you become me - and I become you.After everything I have seen, after being shattered and put back together, I can still hold onto that intangible hope that others yearn for.
8 238 - In Serial15 Chapters
Fire and Shadows. Legend of the breaker. (Hiatus until ??)
Traditions lost, books burned, ancient knowledge forever spurned. It began with fire, the great Sirionean, all dominating desert creating pyre. And it ended thusly just aswell, t'was the great Empire's deathknell. The crackling of the burning books, dangling corpses on rusty hooks. The yellow streets of Heabury proper, colored red with human copper. -? S.V, Scholar of Dawn.' -- Author note: Hi, SeV here. I'm not a fan of writing my entire story premise in the synopsis. For that, read the prologue and chapter 1. Suffice it to say that I think it's a cool idea and I already have a few things planned and a world sort of formed in my mind. I like Epic fantasy, lightnovels with OP MCs, Litrpg, sci-fi, any many other things. This story is written for myself, so it may include all sorts of diffent elements and character interactions and even experimental things that I'm trying out as a writer in order to improve. My intention with this is to pretty much post as I write, and acquire feedback from you folks in the process. I of course hope you like my story, but feel free to criticize anything since this is a project to improve myself. Even if it isn't strictly criticism, any feedback positive or negative is welcome since I am interested in what other people think of my writing style and what I can improve on. Since it's growing generically I'll be interested in your thoughts and speculations on future events and any suggestions moving forward will be taken into consideration. Hope you enjoy my stuff. - SeV
8 121 - In Serial43 Chapters
Im Not Wendy (Peter Pan Fanfiction)
2014. Starring the story of Julie Andreans, a 13 year old girl that lives in her childhood story: Peter Pan. Dreaming and wishing and praying that one day he would open her bedroom window and take her to Neverland. One day, her dreams come true,but... She's Not Wendy.
8 156

