Soul For A Girlfriend? Chapter 35
Advertisement
Being bad at socialising, I again ended up as the sore thumb of the group and not engaging in the conversation. I was observing their dynamic; the ones conversing among themselves were Seifuku, Kizhashi and Yukimura.
But I noticed something which felt out of place in that situation. Despite Yasurouka being good at socialising, she was also walking beside them, not taking part in their conversation. I found it interesting.
I plodded up to match my pace with her.
"Hey" I greeted her.
"Yeah?" She looked at me.
"You alright?"
"Hooo… since when… nevermind, I'm alright." She replied. Seems like she wanted to say something but decided not to stretch the conversation.
"You are acting weird."
"What do you mean?" She frowned at me.
"You seem a bit down today."
"You're noticing me that intently?" This is the first thing she asked. I dug a hole for myself here.
"Well, observing."
"You're weird… observing someone who isn't even your friend." She narrowed her eyes on me.
"Indeed, you're not my friend, but you're someone I've made a deal with." I explained.
"That's an interesting way of seeing it." She nodded while looking forward.
"You seem to be good at controlling a conversation."
"Wha… What?" My statement startled her. She stared at me avidly.
"You didn't answer my question and instead tried to turn this conversation in a different direction. Pretty impressive."
"Well, if you're going to point it like that… " She blushed in embarrassment and looked in another direction.
"Anyway, if you don't want to say then it's completely fine." I said.
She turned towards me with an awkward smile and said, "No, it's just something silly. Don't worry"
"Something silly? Interesting." I nodded.
"Now What?" She asked.
"I didn't say anything, chill."
"Now that I'm talking to you, I realise that you're pretty weird too."
Advertisement
"I'm indeed weirder than you."
"Good thing that you know about yourself."
"Did you got into a fight with Gaisen-kun or Kizhashi-san?"
"Umm… No… but why do you ask?"
"You aren't talking with them, that's why."
"Ahh well…" She mumbled that in a low voice.
"It's okay, my bad for asking." I decided to stop prying into her affairs.
I looked at her to observe her reaction and to act accordingly. She didn't reply to that, but she just gave an awkward smile to cover something which was hard for her to put into words.
"You're better than me at socialising."
"Huh… you think so?" She looked at me doubtfully.
"Yeah, haven't you noticed your popularity?"
"Me? Popular? Pffttt" She laughed.
"What? You don't think so?"
"Ah, you're going on talking about me. I should ask you about yourself." She glanced at me. Seems like she is again turning around the conversation, but I'll follow her flow.
"About me?" I asked, pointing the index finger of my left hand at my chest.
"Yes, who else am I talking with?"
"Uh… well… I'm a really boring person."
"I can tell." She nodded.
"Hey that can't be… you must have something worth telling about yourself." Seems like she has taken an interest in talking with me. Or she might pretend to be interested to divert my attention from her.
"Well, I'm a pretty average person. You can ask Yukimura-kun if you don't believe me."
"He is your best friend, right?" She tilted her head.
"Umm, I don't know if best friend is the term I would like to use."
"Is that so?" She asked, and I nodded.
"You probably didn't know about my existence till yesterday, when we met at the library, right?" I let out a small chuckle.
Advertisement
"Ehh, it's not like that. I knew about you."
"Really?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Yes, I have heard about you from Gaisen-kun." She answered with a satisfying smile on her face.
"Ahh, I see." I nodded.
There was silence again between us. We were both looking in front of us and walking. I don't know if this much initiation from my side was acceptable or not. But she seemed pretty fine with it.
I glanced at her subtly and noticed her sigh while looking at the three people walking in front of us chatting among themselves.
"In this situation, you're the same as me." I commented while looking in the same direction as her.
"Huh!? In what way?" She looked at me curiously.
"Being the sore thumb of the group."
"Sore thumb?"
I sighed, "Being the one left out of the group. Look at yourself, walking behind them."
"Well, it is what it is. I won't deny it." She shrugged and smiled.
"Despite being good at conversations, this seems a bit odd."
"I'm not good at talking with everyone." She let out a sigh. "If I join their conversation, I would just be a party popper." She chuckled.
I think she wasn't used to talking with me or Yukimura, that's why she is feeling awkward but she doesn't want to show it in her behaviour so she is avoiding talking with them.
She is hard to approach but once you talk with her, then she follows the flow of the conversation. If I'm right about this, then I can pretty much say that she is the one who is more talkative between us. I just have to make her feel comfortable to that extent where she would reveal this side of herself.
"Hey?" I noticed her staring at me with a curious look.
"Is something wrong?"
"Why does it feel like someone gave you a punishment?" Yasurouka commented.
"What?" My glance shifted towards her.
"This is what I'm talking about." She took out her mobile and captured a photo of my face. I was startled by her sudden action.
"Hey you two, what are you talking about?" Yukimura asked, looking at us with a mischievous smile.
"Nothing much. I just took his photo. Want to see?" She offered it while waving her mobile. I thought she was feeling awkward about talking with him.
Yukimura nodded his head so rapidly that it felt like it would pop out.
"Wait... let me see it first." I said.
"Here." She showed me the picture, and I was looking like a dead person inside. And my expression was how my resting bitch face looked.
"Delete this right now." I said.
"As if." Yukimura came and took the mobile of her hand, staring at the photo. "Oi, Gaisen-kun, take a look at this." Yukimura was wheezing.
"..." I was standing there like an idiot, cursing Yasurouka inside my mind.
Seifuku stared at the picture for some moments before bursting out into laughter.
"He looks like he is so done with his life" Kizhashi commented, though she wasn't laughing but that made it even worse. That means she said that seriously.
"Send me this picture," Yukimura said as he handed over the mobile back to her.
"Don't send it to him." I glared at her.
"Ohh, scary." She mocked me.
"I'll make stickers out of these" Yukimura laughed.
"NO" I cringed at him.
"Wait for the surprise, Birthday boy" He patted my shoulder and chuckled.
How did this walk back home turn out like this?
Advertisement
- In Serial12 Chapters
Flap Merganser: Space Duck
This story began as joke to troll some dude on reddit, but I fell in love with the premise and kind of went crazy writing without any direction or planning. Luckily for me, I spent a couple months convinced I was dying and stepped away from the project. I'm not dying by the way, at least not any more than in the traditional sense. But during that period of inner turmoil, I was able to step back and realize I wasn't too thrilled with the direction this was going. So I have relaunched this project under the name Duck Around and Find Out. Some elements will be the same, and some early chapters may be pretty close to what was in the original draft, but I wanted to get into the action with a bit more haste. That being said, I'm going to leave this up here for now so that you can see how this whole project started. So read it if you want to. Or don't. I don't really care. I'm just happy I don't actually have a terminal cancer.
8 140 - In Serial85 Chapters
Drops
Kidnapped from his country home as a child and raised by powerful government authorities, a young man born with hydrocyrokinetic abilities poses a serious threat to valuable water resources on his homeland, causing everything to crash and burn. It’s not until a blossoming friendship is born after years of isolation that he must do everything he can to protect those who he has betrayed, and face his complicated past as dangerous circumstances rise in war torn Plod. ————————— This fiction is rated R. Nudity is present. Violence, profanity, trauma, suicide, mental illness, and disturbing elements are prevalent. Gore is described in graphic detail that may be disturbing. The story is very, very depressing. Do not read if you are sensitive by heavy subject matter, including themes of suicide. It is a tragedy, which means that it has dark and disturbing psychological content that is intended for a mature audience. Do not read the whole thing in one sitting, as it may be emotionally draining. Read in small sections. Do not read if you like happy, light novels. Read at your own risk. Haitian Creole and Jamaican Patois will be sprinkled in rarely from time to time. The opinions and thoughts of the characters are not mine. If you are sensitive to traumatic content, please do not read. Do not read if you are sensitive to mental illness, genocide, graphic violence, or the reality of war. I ask that while you critique this story, you do it in a respectful way. If anyone harrasses me/ tries to discourage me from writing, I will report you. All feedback, critique and suggestions are welcome; feel free to comment. I am trying to grow and improve my writing, so constructive criticism behind advanced negative reviews are appreciated. Due to the fact that I am a college student and working part time , some chapters may come a little later than usual. If anyone writes reviews that don’t have anything to help me improve the story and attack me, the author, for choosing to write about these dark themes, kindly please leave, because they should not even be reading, let alone be anywhere near anyone's fictions. I am also interested in any ideas people may have for the drafting process. In other words, if you want to tear apart my story, do it properly, please. Negative reviews that respectfully point out any plot holes, inconsistencies with my characters, or writing style are well appreciated. Anyone attacking me personally will be reported and blocked, especially as the fiction gets longer. I do not need negativity or harassment. For those who take the time out of their day to read and offer helpful feedback, I truly appreciate you all, and you are the best. You have been warned. Read at your own risk. Thank you.
8 137 - In Serial25 Chapters
Shadow's Prey
Haunted and hunted, a misfit team of steadfast friends and new allies must untangle a web of past and shared trauma to stop another god-shattering cataclysm.+++++++++++The gods of Lifrasir are dead, but their legacy lives on in the the war-ravaged land and the loas, people born with the ability to channel an element. The Palamidia, the brutal military force of the Solarian Empire, has brought most under their rule despite resistance from the independent regions.In the blood-soaked Theatre, Kanna fights. She awoke with no memory, but her body knows how to move. How to kill. She buries herself in violent monotony, ignoring the gnawing ache that tells her something is missing. But inside of her there is a dark thing. A feathered thing with teeth that will not be ignored.Haru is light, but he knows the dark. Trapped on all sides by his duty to the Palamidia, he cannot escape the memory of his lost Legatus. But when another is given power over the military, he knows he has to find her. No one, and nothing, will stand in his way.[CW for blood, violence, injury, and themes of abuse]
8 140 - In Serial27 Chapters
Among the tear soaked flowers
a world unkwoun to hima life ripped from him a family yearned forfollow the story of a young man trying to regain part of his shattered life
8 129 - In Serial16 Chapters
Conquer Your Own Fate
A young man, James was rescued by his created character of the light novel, Rein from the final boss. In order to prevent chaos and revenge to the final boss, James inherits Rein's power and existence itself to defeat it. This is a story of him traveling the anime world to gain power and defeat the created final boss.
8 112 - In Serial7 Chapters
Dainty Love
Andrea is just out of high school and can’t wait to pursue her dreams in university. But she finds out university is no different from high school with its own chicks, cliques and a sprinkling of drama. Okay so much more than a sprinkling. But Andrea’s plan is relatively simple: work hard and keep out of drama at ANY cost. But some things are beyond our control and before she knows it her life is turned upside down with her secrets threatening to spill. Can she get out of it whole or will she end up being broken and alone? One thing is for sure, it wont be easy. Join Andrea on on her journey where she finds out things are often not what they appear to be.
8 69

