We ordered the food and waited for the waitress to bring it as the food took a while to get ready. In fact, in the other restaurant, the food was cooked very quickly but this restaurant was different so it will probably take a little longer.

I don't care about that because Mary and Lily have a long time to get home from school, they only arrive when it's close to dinner time and now it's still lunchtime.

"How do you feel?" Sylphe asked as he drank some of the water the waitress had brought us before.

She is asking me this why? How do I feel about it's time to meet Mary and Lily again, or how I feel about the city I couldn't help? She should explain better when asking things.

"How do I feel about what?" I had to ask because I couldn't understand her question, does she not know how to better specify her question? Well, I won't judge it because sometimes I do the same things.

"How do you feel about all that happening in the city?" Sylphe now specified her question better, she should have done it from the beginning so that I could easily answer ...

Well, I feel a little sad that I was don't able to save the city, but I also had my reasons and promised that I would come back someday to help everyone in that city, and I hope I can do that.

If I could do that I will feel much better because seeing those people in that situation made me a little sad. I hope those people can handle all this suffering until I get back to help them, but I don't know if they will make it.

There were a lot of people who were visibly starving, and it broke my heart.

Seeing all those children suffering and so thin from hunger made me rethink my old life a little.

I don't know why I was betrayed by my companions to this day, the goddess didn't tell me and I couldn't think of a good reason, I was just betrayed for no reason? I don't think this is possible, surely there must be something behind it.

'I don't need to think about it now.' It's been pounding in my head for a long time, but it's no use thinking about it now because in that world I'm already dead, right?

That was what Endl thought.

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I focused so hard on thinking about it that I didn't even answer Sylphe's question, I kept her waiting for the answer all the time, as I'm an idiot.

"I'm feeling a little bad that I can't help people, but I'm still going to help them, I'm sure of that," I said to Sylphe in a very upbeat voice.

Of course, that voice was just a mask to hide my true feelings, because I don't know if I can help those people.

"So it's fine, don't worry, when that day comes I'll help you," Sylphe said with a smile on his face.

She's a very kind girl, she always helps people with what they need, I can't believe a girl like that needs to hide because of the prejudice of ignorant people, I wanted it to end.

This is a thing that I can't solve because it's all over the world, this stupid prejudice, it's impossible for me to do anything to change it.

Well, now let's eat.

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Our food had arrived and we had already eaten so we talked a little in the restaurant to wait for the time to pass because I wanted to wait for the time Mary and Lily would return from school.

"What do you think we walked around the city until they arrived?" I came up with this idea because just sitting like this is so boring, so I think walking around and doing some things can help time pass faster in our minds.

"All well." Did Sylphe accept my proposal with no problem, did she have a bigger smile than usual, or was it just my impression?

We left the restaurant and we started walking and passing some clothing stores, my clothes were getting too old, so I was thinking of buying some clothes, but I will wait to buy along with Mary.

Sylphe and I try on some clothes in some stores, we also eat in some stalls we find in the middle of the capital, there are a lot of them here.

'Doesn't that look like a date?' No, I can't think about it, if Mary finds out I thought things like that she will kill me.

After that, we kept having fun until Mary and Lily got home from school.