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Chapter 905

Chapter 905: I Just Want to Be Closer to Him

Xi Lin briefly smiled and changed the subject . She said, “In the past, I did not understand the sufferings and love of my Queen Mother . Now, I finally understand . You do not know how painful morning sickness is . I cannot eat anything . Every time I eat a bit, I throw up a little…”

Feng Tianlan quietly looked at Xi Lin who was wearing a loving smile on her face as she talked about her morning sickness . Although she was complaining, Feng Tianlan could see the happiness and anticipation in her eyes .

She really was not consoling her but was full of anticipation and maternal love for the child in her womb . She was genuinely happy .

Feng Tianlan had never thought that such a languid person like Sister Lin, who was seemingly nonchalant about everything, could be stubborn about love . She also had her own principles . She was an incredibly special person . If Feng Tianlan were a man, she would definitely adore a woman like Sister Lin .

“However, God can be really annoying . Why is a good person being tormented so much during pregnancy, whereas a bad person is actually able to eat and drink well while pregnant and does not suffer from morning sickness? I would like to think she is faking her pregnancy . ” Thinking of Shen Yunya, whom she heard was pregnant, Xi Lin could not help complaining .

Feng Tianlan looked at Xi Lin, still capable of complaining . Although she felt somewhat relieved, it was inevitable that she still blamed herself . She said, “Perhaps her physique is different . ”

“Tianlan, how do you know about my secret? And you’re not surprised that Shen Yunya is pregnant . Did you just come from the East Palace?” Xi Lin asked . She was originally afraid that Tianlan would think too much, blame herself, and be full of guilt, so she wanted to hide the matter from her . She did not expect Tianlan would find out so soon .

Feng Tianlan made a light sound and looked straight at Xi Lin . She said, “I was going to come to you first but was dragged away by Shen Yunya . If she hadn’t said anything would you have never told me?”

“Don’t look like you’re the father . One might think that the baby was yours,” Xi Lin said in a low voice . She spoke very seriously, saying, “Shen Yunya deliberately told you to make you feel guilty and like you were unable to get back up again . You must not be like this . Otherwise, you will give the enemy satisfaction and hurt the ones close to you . ”

She really did not blame Tianlan on this matter, so she did not want her to feel guilt over it . Xi Lin should be the one to feel guilty .

“You’re still in the mood to joke?” Feng Tianlan looked at Xi Lin, who was comforting her instead . She let out a long sigh inside . As a Princess, it was really wonderous that Sister Lin had such a demeanor .

“It’s a happy thing . Besides, it’s a long life that is hard to bear . It will be so painful to cry and live . I still like to live and laugh while I can,” Xi Lin said .

Feng Tianlan looked at Xi Lin and was full of envy . She really got over it .

“But Tianlan, I can’t stay at the palace . I have to leave here,” Xi Lin said, caressing her stomach . She looked down lovingly and said, “If my King Father and Queen Mother were to find out, I would not be able to keep him . I definitely would have humiliated the Imperial family, so I want to leave the Imperial Palace . ”

Feng Tianlan saw that Xi Lin was full of hope for this child . Now the only way she could make it up to Sister Lin was to fulfill all her wishes . She asked, “What do you want to do?”

“I’ve heard you talk about the United Mercenary Regiment at the border of Xi Yuan Nation, so I would like to go there to stay . But I have to change my appearance . I think my child and I will not be lonely there,” she replied .

The main thing was that, by being there, she could be closer to He Lianhuang . Their child should be born in Xi Yuan Nation . It was his child after all .

At the end of the day, she could not help but want to be closer to him .

Feng Tianlan saw the expectation and longing in Xi Lin’s eyes and understood her thoughts . But she was right in what she said . Her mind was most at ease where the United Mercenary Regiment was .