Chapter 595: I Still Can’t Restrain Myself From Grieving

Chapter 595:I Still Can’t Restrain Myself From Grieving

Feng Tianlan blinked . She then shut her eyes and lay in his arms when she thought about the scene where Gu Nansheng collapsed right in front of her . “Mobai, I was so close . I was just one breath away from saving her . ”

“That’s why, it’s not your fault . ” The injury on her palm must have been from saving Gu Nansheng .

“Just one more breath . Why couldn’t they wait? I’m the one they were trying to kill . Why couldn’t they just wait for a little while more?” If they had waited a little while more, Gu Nansheng would be fine while she would be weaker . Wasn’t it easier for them to kill her that way?

Why couldn’t they just wait for a little while longer? Why must they attack at such a crucial moment?

Si Mobai was hugging her dearly . “Lan’er, you were not the only one they wanted to kill . From the start, they treated everyone within a few miles radius as if they were dead . Those Spiritual Masters were self-destructing . Even if you managed to save Gu Nansheng, you would all still die . It didn’t matter if you were the first to die . Gu Nansheng and Azurite would have to die as well . ”

That was Lin Suyin’s fatal plan . She wanted to kill Lan’er . She wanted to cover up her crime . She wanted nothing to do with this so that she didn’t have to feel guilty about it .

“Hope was right in front of me . However, it turned into despair in just a second . ” Feng Tianlan buried herself in Si Mobai’s arms . “Mobai, you don’t understand how it feels . ”

Si Mobai was patting her back gently . What was despair? He felt despair every time her life was in danger . However, he managed to arrive on time and save her from the abyss of despair .

“You didn’t care about the killers behind when you were trying to save her, while she sacrificed her life trying to save you . ” Si Mobai rested his chin on her head and said gently . “Lan’er, if you were the one who died instead, would you wish to see her blame herself for life?”

Humans are selfish, and he was no exception . He wanted Lan’er to be well .

Feng Tianlan didn’t say a word . She just lay in his arms quietly .

Si Mobai persuaded her in a gentle but serious tone, “Lan’er, her life had intertwined with yours . Don’t let her sacrifice become something that causes you to blame yourself for the rest of your life . She wouldn’t want that . ”

If it was him, he would have wanted her to keep living happily, instead of blaming herself . If she really became like that, he would rather take her with him — at least it would be better than her blaming herself for the rest of her life .

Feng Tianlan lay in his arms quietly .

Si Mobai stopped talking and hugged her quietly . The thing she needed the most right now was company .

Such is life — either party would have to pass away first . It’s just that the person who is the last to pass away would feel terrible, since the person who passed away was someone she cared for . That person was her best friend .

However, when one person leaves, another one comes along . One does not only have one best friend and close kin in one’s life .

He hoped that she would be able to move forward bravely no matter what happened . Even if she were to be alone, she had to walk till the end .

Feng Tianlan woke up once again . She was staring at the dark sky outside absent-mindedly . She then looked at Si Mobai who was still worried about her at the side and blinked while saying, “I’m fine . I can’t keep living a dispirited life . It’s just that I still can’t restrain myself from grieving right now . ”

All humans had emotions . She was a human too . She had feeling and emotions .

Si Mobai stretched out his hand and tidied up her hair that had been messed up by the wind .

“I want to head to the dungeon . I want to take a look at her pain . ”

“Alright . ” Si Mobai carried her in a pampering manner and brought her to the dungeon .

The dark and damp dungeon gave out a gloomy vibe . Feng Tianlan’s body stiffened instinctively . She then rested softly in Si Mobai’s arms .

As she thought about her past life, Feng Tianlan suddenly said, “Mobai, I was once locked in a dungeon like this before . I was tortured for one day and one night . ”

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