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Chapter 378: Love Crazily or Not At All

Si Mobai turned around . He lowered his eyes to stare straight at her and said, “Lan’er…”

Feng Tianlan looked at him with her eyes wide open . She didn’t ask him to turn around, but he did anyway .

“Since you’ve explained everything clearly, I want to accompany you . Happy or sad, it’s no matter . I want to accompany you,” Si Mobai said, not wanting Feng Tianlan to stare at his back when she was sad .

After he turned around, Feng Tianlan felt like she couldn’t say what she wanted to . The perfect atmosphere was ruined .

“Si Mobai, I like you a little bit, but I don’t know if this is the purest type of affection or just a false sense of it that’s emerged because you risked everything to save my life . ” Feng Tianlan glanced at Si Mobai, who was about to say something . She continued, “If you speak again, I will stop talking, and you will regret it . ”

“I will not say another word . ” Si Mobai shut his mouth obediently . He wanted to hear whatever she was about to say .

“I can stop bringing up the past, but I can’t stop thinking about the future . ” Feng Tianlan looked straight at Si Mobai as she talked . “Si Mobai, I still have some incomplete responsibilities . Give me three years . After three years, if you still like me as much as you do right now, then I will give you a reply . ”

She wanted to return to the Xuantian Continent . She still craved revenge—she hadn’t yet avenged her parents . Her future was too dangerous . She couldn’t guarantee that she would survive and live a long life . Maybe, in the end, she would perish together with Shen Yunya and the others .

Si Mobai did not hesitate . He reached out to hold Feng Tianlan’s soft, delicate hands and promised her with determination, “I will accompany you on your future journey . I will help you fulfill your responsibilities . ”

Feng Tianlan was moved . She looked at Si Mobai and said in a deep voice, “Too many things are going happening during these next three years . In the end, I might realize that I don’t actually have romantic feelings for you at all . Even though he betrayed me, I might still care for him . ”

Si Mobai frowned . He resented what she’d just said . She could only like him .

“The person I’m talking about is not Si Rong, and we are bound to meet again . Right now, I only know that I hate him . However, I don’t know whether my feelings will be different once I see him again . ” Feng Tianlan looked at Si Mobai earnestly and added, “I cannot make you a promise before clarifying my feelings . It would be unfair to you . ”

She could not tell whether her feelings for Jiang Ying consisted of pure hatred, or if they were a mixture of love and hate .

She also couldn’t tell if her feelings for Si Mobai were real or whether she was merely emotionally moved . All of these emotions would take time to be clarified .

“Who is he?” Si Mobai and asked in a cold voice .

Feng Tianlan looked straight at him and replied, “Si Mobai, let’s give each other some time . Let nature takes its course and don’t force things . ”

No matter what her feelings for Jiang Ying were, she would always feel more hatred than love . She would always want to kill him . She would never stoop so low as to fall in love with him again . He was not worthy!

Being together with Si Mobai without being clear on her feelings would be irresponsible . That was not the way to have a relationship .

“I want a connection that lasts forever . A relationship where two people help each other in any circumstance and grow old together . I do not want a relationship that only focuses on the present without paying attention to the future . ” Feng Tianlan’s eyes were as bright as shimmering waters . “Si Mobai, either I love crazily or not at all . ”

She had been hurt once and was now scared . If she were to let go of the past and fell in love with Si Mobai, then she would love him crazily . However, the years ahead were going to be the most insane of her lifetime, so she had to be extremely cautious .

She didn’t want to break her bones again by falling in love!

“Are you done?” Si Mobai asked, looking at Feng Tianlan, who nodded . “Then,” he continued, “it is my turn to speak . ”