Hesitated, he pulled out the file, looked at the file name, he subconsciously turned to the last page.

When he saw that line of eye-catching words, he remembered what Gong Xiaoyou had said, and then he understood why Gong Xiaoyou was so strange.

"Bang"

suddenly, there was a strange noise from upstairs. Without thinking about it, he ran up.

Corridor, small leisurely a face helplessly looking at the ground broken vase, just, she accidentally to meet.

When lengruohan came up, he just saw Xiaoyou reach out to pick up the pieces. He directly took her hand and pulled her up: "Gong Xiaoyou, do you know what you are doing?"

Despair, debris, suicide

Lengruoshan's brain is spurring these words, Gong Xiaoyou in his view is in accordance with this line of development.

Small you confused looking cold, she just want to ask, what does he want?

Lengruohan raised the file in his hand: "because of this, you can't think of it?" Cold words filled with anger.

Xiaoyou looked at the report, eyes again dark down: "you see, you are not him, in the future, I will not pester you, so, let go."

"Just because I'm not him, your last hope is gone, so you don't even have the courage to live? Gong Xiaoyou, is he that important to you? " Colder and colder than before, she did not self love behavior, let him very disappointed. "What do you know?" I don't know where the strength comes from. Xiaoyou shakes off her cold hand. Since she got the report, she has been suppressing herself. At this moment, she can't help it any more, and her heart is full of emotion: "he is my child's father, my favorite man, and he gives me the courage to live. Without him, my world is incomplete. Without him, I can't live without him Every day of my life is suffering. "

"Gong Xiaoyou, he's dead. He can't go back to your world." Cold if cold mercilessly put the facts in front of Xiaoyou word by word.

"No, he's not dead. I believe he's still alive. He just can't come back for the time being. He said that he would take care of me all his life. He won't cheat me." Small leisurely heavy of emphasize, looking at cold if cold, Mou GUANG all become cold and fierce.

Cold if cold complexion does not change, continue cruel analysis of the facts: "as you said, if he is still alive, you love each other so much, how can he not come back to you? Gong Xiaoyou, wake up! Stop deceiving yourself. "

Cold if cold words heavy knock small leisurely heart, suddenly aware of what, small leisurely back two steps.

If he's still alive, why don't he come to her?

It's not that he can't find his way home, but that he is really not in this world?

With Bai Mohan's ability, no matter where he is in the world, he has already come back?

But now it's been half a year, he still has no news, the vast sea, the crisis, he really

Disheartened, Xiaoyou bent over to pick up the debris on the ground.

"The palace! Small! You Cold as cold, word by word, full of disappointment and anger. "The vase is broken. I'll pick it up! What do you think I'm doing? Don't you think I'm going to kill myself? " Xiaoyou reluctantly takes back her hand. She has survived the most difficult days. Now, because lengruohan is not baimohan, she is very desperate, but she will never have the idea of light

life.

Lengruohan was a little relieved. He didn't have a good way: "it's broken like this. Can't you use a broom?"

"Oh! I see. Take the key and go back! " Xiaoyou turns to find the broom.

She didn't pay attention to the coldness at all. After clearing up the pieces, she went straight back to her room and threw herself on the bed.

It was getting dark and she fell asleep.

When she opened her eyes, the window was already bright. As soon as she started, she heard the door being pushed in from the outside. Then, the man came to her with breakfast.

"Wake up! I made you your favorite breakfast. Let's eat it first! "

Looking at the delicious breakfast, Xiao you couldn't help drooling. "But I haven't brushed my teeth yet!" she said

"Eat and brush! Anyway, this is not the first time. " Man's voice, gentle as water, looking at Xiaoyou, eyes full of love.

"Well! Then I'll eat it. " Xiao you was no longer polite. He took his chopsticks and ate them fiercely. He praised them from time to time: "Han, the food you made is so delicious. If you're not here, what can I do?"

"Xiaoyou, even if I'm not here, you have to take care of yourself." The man suddenly became serious.

"Han, what's the matter with you? I just said it casually. Why are you so serious all of a sudden! If you do, I'll be afraid. " Xiaoyou has no appetite. He looks at the man in front of him nervously. He is afraid that he will disappear in the next second.

"Don't be afraid. I know you can live without me. Remember, no matter where I am, you should take care of yourself and our children." Leave words, the man's body gradually transparent."Han, what's the matter with you? Han, don't scare me! " Xiaoyou pushes away the food and reaches out to catch the man in front of her. But her hand goes through the man's transparent body. She cries in fear: "no, don't leave me, Han, please, don't leave, Han..."

"Don't be sad, Xiao you. I've been there all the time." The man's body gradually disappeared, the last shadow can't be seen.

"No, cold, don't go, cold..." Xiaoyou hysterical cry, around empty, only her own, she collapsed to sit on the ground, tears blurred her vision, she cried heartbroken, crying almost breathless.

It's more and more difficult to breathe. Just when Xiao you thought she was going to die, she suddenly woke up. Then she realized that just now, she had a dream again.

For half a year, she often dreamed that Bai Mohan came back to see her. Every time, he said a few words and left. In the end, she woke up crying.

Around a dim, only a weak light through the street, small you stupidly climb up.

"Pa"

the light lit up the whole room in an instant. She always felt that it was not bright enough. She turned on all the lights that could be turned on in the room.

She hugged herself and looked at the emptiness in her eyes, without focus.

She promised too cold, even if he is not around, she will let himself live well, take good care of himself, take good care of the baby, she can't break her promise!

Cold, half a year, I've been looking for you for half a year, but there's no news at all. Are you really gone? It's raining outside the window, "tick" and "tick" all the time. For the first time, Xiaoyou feels that it's such a beautiful rainy day. The sound makes her not feel cold and clear around her, and makes her not feel that she has only herself in the world