Chapter 113

KAILEEN ANDY LEWIS

Graduation Day

The hour finally arrived, I was sitting with my grandpa John as my escort along with my fellow graduates on our black robe in a really big hall.

I looked around but I can't see my friends nor Erika; we most definitely sat far from each other as it was alphabeticalized.

Then the ceremony begun with an hour of inspirational speeches followed by calling of names to march; the intense happiness from everyone as we launched our caps skyward; the shaking of hands; the hugging and crying then a quick search for friends among the crowd, and —

Donna first found us.

"So, which is which?"

"… fifth, sixth or seventh degree?" She playfully asked.

I chuckled, "Fourth," I honestly answered while shaking my head sideways.

Yeah, I have four degrees in total by now but this one's the only graduation ceremony I ever attended.

Well, I never really attended school when I earned those three others.

With my families influence, money and all, I just took a special program in an institution; finish the course in a shorter period, pass everything then I got the degree.

It's not like I was cheating. In fact it was intense but I have the capacity to do it— I have the brain to cope up with it.

Hence, I got them.

'hehehe'

Then everyone found us—

We were congratulating and hugging each other: Rina with her mom, Donna with her parents, then I spotted Mei walking towards me.

She hugged me and I returned it. Then there was Erika with her parents too. She hugged my grandpa, well they knew each other anyway as she visited one time.

Then there it was— Erika introducing me to her parents as 'friends'.

I was kind of expecting it already and I felt nothing anymore as my heart had been feeling numbed these days… along with my feelings.

Afterwards, we took a lot of pictures: selfies and groupies, but—

… but with all the pose and shots we did with my friends, I longed to have taken pictures with my girlfriend in our black robe in every angle possible without a care in the world.

I longed to capture every single moment with her in that moment.

I longed to snap a picture—

… kissing her with my cap on.

… smiling with just our robe on.

… silly shots in many angles but—

… but none of that happened at all.

We just stayed like statue, feeling awkward; anxious that her parents might caught wind of us.

And the worst part was— my mom asking me something over our little celebratory dinner.

"At last, graduation is over sweetheart..."

"So, when will we finally meet your girlfriend?"

She asked me that gently with her motherly soothing voice.

I paused from chewing hearing the question and they noticed the sudden changed of air around me.

Then I lost it—

I crumbled in my seat.

All my bottled emotion broke out like fireworks and I burst out crying in pain making my family in dread.

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ERIKA LEIGH PARLAM

Time has become my number one enemy— or not. I don't know anymore.

I want to stop the time and be happy with Andy as I have always been but also I want it to roll for the future that awaits us.

I'm scared.

I know she's just barely holding everything in.

She's like a walking bomb that would explode at any moment with even by a very slight touch or movement.

I know there's no running away from it.

I know we have to talk about it and I'm getting cold feet as time kept on ticking but—

… but I have to face it, we have to face it and come to a point of understanding.

I waited— I waited for her to come home after our separate celebratory dinner with our families but she never did.

I woke up next morning and she's still not home.

I waited— 'till lunch passed by, and then dinner and… and she's still not home.

I laid my back on the bed and begun to tap my phone to call her but before I could make the call, the door creaked open revealing my ever beautiful girlfriend.

I immediately sat up, crossed my legs and waited for her to come over.

She gave me a faint smile and she has sorrowful eyes. She then sat on the edge of the bed— lifeless.

My heart pounded— having a really bad feeling.

She just stared on the floor and silence surround us.

I was not able to bring myself to speak either as she gave off a different aura: a pensive sadness.

I waited for her to say something but she never did and it took even a while for her to turn and look me.

My heart ached as I met her gaze— she was hurting.

She then ran her gaze all over my face and stopped in my lips.

She shifted her body, leaning in and captured them.

She softly kissed me and I kissed her back. Her hand found my neck and moved up to the back of my head holding me steady as she deepen the kiss.

She glided her tongue deep into my mouth and gently laid me down in bed.

My arms automatically went around her neck and moaned as she invaded every corner.

She parted my thighs with her legs, settled between them and begun grinding that sends twinge at my center.

'god'

I was moaning all the while from the sensation.

She pulled away to catch our breath. She straddled me, holding my gaze, she begun to peel off my clothes gently, then hers until nothing remains.

She ran her gaze all over body like imprinting it in her memory.

Then she leaned down again and started kissing and licking my neck and sucked my pulse spot.

I was biting my lower lip as she did that and I shivered beneath her in pleasure.

She ran a flat tongue down the valley of my mountains and immediately my breathing became shaky and uneasy but what caught me alarmed was when I felt hot liquid running in my breasts to the side.

I looked down and lifted Andy's head to have a proper look at her and I was alarmed to see her crying a silent cry.

My head muddled with thoughts and questions but before I could open my mouth to ask, she crashed her lips on mine.

She pinned both my hands and pressed her body against me as she kissed me tenderly.

Her gesture, body language and expression were telling me not to ask her anything and just let her be and it's making my heart raced in panic and in fear but those feelings were overpowered by the love I was receiving from her.

So I let my desire took over, setting aside the worry, giving each part of me wholly and moving in synchrony with her as best as I could be.

'…but damn'

Her hot tears were dripping, drenching my face, my neck and my torso as she kissed and licked me.

I can't help it but tears begun to well around my eyes too.

'just what the fuck is going on with her?'

Compared from our first night and the many nights that followed, this one was different— very different.

… the lingering kisses on my skin,

… the delicate touch she'd ran in every inch of me,

… the slow grunts and groans she's voicing,

… everything— everything felt like it's… it's—

'god'

I don't want to even think about it.

It's like she's vowing to remember every second of the moment as she take me.

And she kept going, running a flat tongue over my hardened nipples; flicking, licking, kissing and sucking them, making me threw my head back as gasps escaped my throat and my hip forward gushing liquid between my thighs.

'fuck'

Her every touch ignited a fire that the throb between my thighs became almost unbearable.

She didn't even ask like she usually do nor ask a mental permission, she just dig in on my feminity.

The contact spread desire, craving through my body. I gasped as she flicked and sucked my clit. My hip bucked and I moaned uncontrollably at the incredible feeling. Then her tongue entered me. She was tongue pleasing me, and the moment she hit it— I lost myself.

'fuck'

… I was moaning, yelping and wiggling under her.

'god'

It was overwhelming and incredibly amazing.

Not long I started to feel it and my legs started to shake.

"Love…" I called, almost a moan.

She just growled. She knew I'm almost there. So, she gave me what I need.

The feeling started to build up and my legs shaking even more. I arched my back in pleasure and a loud moan escaped my throat, my whole body shook, my grip on the sheet as I went over the edge for my first high.

'oh god'

My back dropped back on the bed and she kissed my inner thigh and I steadied my breathing.

I was hot, red, sweating and panting.

'god'

That was — incredible, a heaven on earth.

I looked down at her with my dilated eyes but I did not met her gaze— she was so focus on sucking my thigh.

She crawled up and kissed me. I moaned tasting myself in her mouth.

By instinct, I wrapped my arms around her back. She moved down to my neck and I gasped once again when I felt her rubbing my clit with her thumb.

'fuck'

I held her tightly as another pleasurable feeling was building in me.

She slid one finger then two and I gasped, groaned and moan at the feeling.

She started pounding, thrusting and then she quickened her pace. My body ride along, her thumb on my clit making the pleasure rising and rising.

'fuck'

'Andy!'

My legs begun to shake again, I clung to her tighter, my back buckled once again, my nails dug on her back and I groaned and moaned loudly as pleasure hit me and there goes my second high.

… then there was third, fourth until I lost count.

"One more—"

That was the first word she has uttered ever since coming home— and I let her, not long there went my another high.

"One more—"

'god'

I squeezed my eyes shut, I was so damned tired already. I could barely open my eyes but I forced myself to 'cause I don't want to pass out on her.

And she never let me on top all the while. She has this dominance, not intending to bottom at all and I let her and I can't take another more round.

'ugh'

I could also feel the tightening of my walls and it was so damn painful but also pleasurable but again I can't take another more.

So, I cupped her face and forced her to look me in the eyes.

I smiled faintly and a tear glided from my eyes on the side to my ear.

Then her deep brown eyes gradually grew: lust replaced with sorrow, as though she just realized something— like someone has just poured out a basin of cold water at her, like some drunk who got sober.

"Oh god," she mumbled and crawled up at me, snaking her hand on my waist while the other on my back and buried her face on my chest then sobbed.

"Sorry," she cried, her wrapping me was getting tighter and tighter every second.

She didn't even notice that she's putting all her weight on me but I didn't mind, I just held her.

Then who knows how long we stayed like that as sleep took over us.