Alexander looks at me inside. He sighed.

"Your request, You want to know my past?" he glared at me.

"Yes" I was afraid, but I wanted nothing to be hidden between us, be it a happiness or a dark story. And that's my condition for a word sorry.

Alexander sat back, he looked at me for so long that I thought he wouldn't tell anything. Before he took a deep breath and finally started, it seemed very difficult for him to tell his story.

"I became a vampire because I wanted to avenge my family's death." My eyes widened at the first sentence.

"I once told you that I was born in Poland, in a city called Nielce. It all started with Nazi Germany, everyone including my family, I have a wife named Greta, and a 7 year old son and a 5 year old daughter. When the Nazis took control of Poland all of our, Jews were isolated in the gheto**, all Jews and intermarried. I have Jewish blood from my father, we, the men who are still strong are taken to a labor camp, forced to work to death. I held on as hard as I could there and tried to find an escape opportunity to meet my family. I managed to escape, but I was a few days late, August 1942 they had all been sent to the gas chambers at Treblinka, My hope and my spirit to life, my money from months of enduring and looking for opportunities to escape was taken at that time. And the thought of my wife and two children dying in the gas chamber makes me curse myself, if I could come sooner to save them all." Alexander paused, his gaze drifting away.

"Alex sorry I reminded you"

I hugged him, his sturdy body looked tired when I told him, I automatically buried his face in my chest, stroking his hair gently. While he tightly hugged my waist, he seemed to be rubbing his eyes, before finally trying to toughen up. He let me go. Looking at me who was crying because of the story, his hand moved to wipe my tears.

"I had wanted to kill myself because I could not bear the burden of the death of my child and wife. But before that Valerie found me, he gave me the option to survive and avenge my family. I made that choice. And then during the early days of my life as a vampire, I was involved in various battles to defeat the Nazis, I took my revenge until I realized I could not return anything for taking that revenge."

Alexander stops. He sighing deeply. Then looking at me, I stroked his hand and I gave my hand to hold his sad face. So that traumatic incident caused him to never find someone to love again? Is he afraid to face the death of his closest person once again.

"So I beg you, don't go away from me like yesterday. I know you're a strong girl, but putting yourself in danger like that isn't the right thing to do, you understand! You're under my responsibility, I can't bear the guilt if something happens to you and I can't do anything. You understand Alexa!" Alexander says it seriously. I nodded understandingly, he grabbed me and took me into his arms.

"Sorry I made you worry."

I hugged him back. I do not know I feel maybe he loves me a little bit, even though Alexander never said anything, maybe because we are just now close, but he was kind and caring like this maybe enough for me. We were silent for a long time, busy with our own thoughts.

"So now we are at peace" Alexander smiled seductively.

"I haven't forgiven you. You went too far when we announced our engagement." I let go of my hug and folded my arms in front of my chest.

"It's because I couldn't hold myself back when I hugged you. You make me unable to restrain myself and have to take it out on other women, you are my hot virgin girl. You remember that time you made me have to endure the thing." he kissed my neck, made me feel like an electric shock and moved reflexively pushed him. I immediately inched away.

"You're getting perverted again." Alexander smirks as his brief flirtation causes me to move embarrassedly.

"You are very sensitive, how about you just shut up, and let me do something to your beautiful neck." He grinned happily that the fishing initiative had worked.

"In your dream." I sneered.

"Hahaha you are indeed a cowardly virgin girl."

He laughs, but I'm not afraid, I only want to do it when I'm sure, not just give in to lust. Most men don't understand that, women need a great time. He was used to meeting that bitch who was always throwing herself at him.

"I'm going out for breakfast. I'm hungry" I got out of bed, avoiding me becoming a victim of further pranks.

"Just make me your breakfast Alexa."

"No, your meat must be tough. You're old." with those words I left him alone in the room, grinning widely. For a while I made peace with him. And I still have two requests left before our wedding day.

Author's note:

**Gheto: an exile camp built in a city to alienate and separate the Jewish community from other communities. Camp life is very poor. Many residents died here. There is no access to health or welfare in this place. The largest ghetto, called the Warsaw Ghetto, covers an area of 1.3 square miles which houses nearly 400,000 Jews.

The Nazi Holocaust: is an event beyond human could imagine, namely the ethnic cleansing of Jews which was carried out by Nazi Germany when they controlled Europe. Nazi Germany did this to make Germany's holy lands and colonies inhabited only by selected people of the German race.

Taking two-thirds (about 6 million) of the population of European Jews and other ethnic groups who are considered weak and are enemies of the Nazis, this cleansing includes Christians, the incurable sick person even though he is German, homosexual, Nazi's political enemies, Poles, Rusians, Roma, Witnesses of Jehowa etc. An estimated 17-21 million deaths across Europe occurred by the Nazi Holocaust during Hitler's reign from 1941-1945

Alexander's home country, close to Germany, was also one of the countries most affected and suffered by the Holocaust, with nearly 90% or 3 million of the country's Jewish population wiped out. Most were sent to camp with gas chambers to be killed. Likewise, the native ethnic Poles who were also exterminated by the Nazis, an estimated 2.5 million people died at that time.

The most famous cleaning method is gas chambers, dozens of gas chambers were built all over Europe. Forced labor camp. The murder of the sick and the old. Forced labor concentration camp and Mass shootings.