These days, I seem to be confused again. I don't know what I want to do. Without direction and planning, my mind is in a mess.

After settling down the four seasons, I went to my study and finally watched the videos.

He looked back, eyes fell on me, "stay with me, are you happy?"

"The reporter caught the news that you were hospitalized, and Fu was attacked. Have you thought about how to deal with it?" It's all in hot water.

I followed him, looking at his back, some faint pain flooding.

He took me downstairs with heavy steps. It seemed that I would come back before my fever subsided.

He walked up to me, his palms were so hot that he said, "I'll eat some with you later. It's too thin. It's not good."

I looked at him and said, "not hungry!" I didn't go to ask him if he was OK. Why didn't I stay in the hospital.

Four eyes opposite, his black eyes infected with gentleness, with a bit of helplessness, "Chen Yi said you didn't eat in the morning and at night, how do you care so much about yourself?"

"Hang up first!" Facing the phone, I opened my mouth, put down my mobile phone, and my eyes fell on the man who came to me.

Chen Yi said that after kneeling at Mo's home all night, he fell ill and was in the hospital.

But I haven't seen him for more than ten hours. His face is pale, and his black eyes are weak and sick.

I was silent, did not respond, not speechless, but saw the man into the study.

At the other end of the phone, she sighed powerlessly, "if you don't want to see me, I won't force you, but, my child, you still have a long way to go in the future. No matter what, don't let yourself regret. Fu Shenyan's mistake, I have no right to hate."

This tone, I try to control, is not cold, but definitely not friendly.

For a long time, I said, "what's the matter?"

She let me lose a child's life, how can I face her?

I didn't think it over carefully. I felt pain in my heart. It wasn't resentment or anger. I just didn't know what to do.

What kind of mood?

The voice of the woman on the phone choked with pain. She said, "Shen Shu, I'm Mother

In the evening, I received a call from Lin Wan.

Because they know how to forget, know how to let go, they care about is always in front of the mood.

Grandma used to say that stupid women can live a happy life.

why should everything be clear? The happiest thing in life is to be confused.

The video was very long. I didn't finish watching it. I knew it would increase my guilt, so I turned it off.

In the villa in the southern suburbs, I never saw anything sharp later.

In those days, I often collapsed. Sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night and tried to kill myself by looking for a knife in the villa. When Gu Han stopped me, in order not to hurt me, the knife hurt him by mistake. These memories are not clear to me. I know that Gu Han has a scar on his stomach.

Gu Han's care and tolerance are recorded in the video bit by bit.

After the child was taken away, I didn't want to see it, so I yelled to escape.

The video is opened, which villa in the southern suburb of Beijing, familiar scenes and people.

I know he treated me well, but I chose to forget all the details.

Four years ago, when I was taken away by Gu Han, my memory was almost blurred.

I am tiny Leng, silent for a long time, "I did not want to leave."

Not happy, at least at ease.