Yu Guang glanced at the spark in his hand. I didn't know what kind of mood he was in. I raised my hand, took a cigarette butt from his hand, and took a sip in my mouth.

I just feel that the rich cigarette is a little choking, and I don't want to smell so fragrant. Fortunately, I didn't get it, but I just feel uncomfortable.

I look up at him, see his eyes extremely soft, "here." His slender fingers fell on his heart, and his voice was low. "No one has ever set foot except you."

He said, "Shen Shu, we are all people with broken souls. Even a kite with broken string is intertwined together to fly."

Fu Shenyan said, "four years ago, you left me and went back to the cold villa. Looking at the empty house, you always felt very empty. Sometimes when you wake up in the middle of the night and hear the cry of your child and your pain, I feel like I was strangled and almost suffocated. Later, Chen Yi asked me to move out, but I don't want to leave. Although the house is empty, at least you are still there It's the breath of the world. "

I know that everyone hopes that I can let go of the past and start all over again, but the despair buried in the soil will grow with the irrigation of resentment sooner or later.

I put all the resentment and pain in my heart and let them grow with time.

"Where can I wish in my life? When I meet you in Huai'an, I find that I can't hate you any more. I've squeezed years of resentment in my heart, and even venting it has become a luxury. I know that if I can't hate you, I can't hate her either. She's my mother, and I can't escape the fact. No matter how much it is, I want to be calm in the end "Yes."

I continued to speak, like a puppet being manipulated, "when I left here four years ago, I wanted to hate you. I even thought that I would be far away from you all my life. I would leave all the people around me, just like when I was born, I would be abandoned alive and abandon everything."

His breath is slightly thick, a symbol of depression.

The body is hugged by him, I can feel his pain, the pain of the heart is more and more severe.

I pause, take a breath, forced the heart of the suffering, "but I did not think, the final price is not small, if you can, I would rather we never met, I did not marry you, also did not go to Jiangcheng, never met in my life, may be a lucky life."

When it comes to children, heartache becomes more and more rampant.

"When I first met her, I was very happy. I knew the fate of the world. At that time, I thought that a woman could be so elegant and beautiful when she was her age. It was really God's gift. She hurt me for Lu Xinran. I felt the death of my child bit by bit in the warehouse. At that time, I hated her. I swore that if I could live, I would be happy I want her to feel ten times more painful than my child. "

He put me in his arms, arm with force, my whole body was held by him, some pain, is the pain of the heart.

I smile and shake my head. "Fu Shenyan, I'm sleepy." I'm really sleepy. There are too many things in my heart, so I feel painful and depressed when I live.

Dark eyes fell on me, some dim, "if you are in a bad mood, you can vent to me."

"Nonsense!" He opened his mouth, took the cigarette from my hand, put it out and threw it into the dustbin.

I pursed my lips, took a long breath, and realized that I should not indulge in the mud of the past.

Straight up, I said, "Fu Shenyan, I want to be quiet."