I lowered my eyes, raised my hand and rubbed some sour eyes. "I was wrong from the beginning. Since I was wrong, let's separate before it's too late. Let's start from the beginning!"

"Oh He sneered, "what's wrong? What does it mean to start from the beginning, Shen Shu? Is this the death sentence you gave me

Just pull the quilt, close your eyes and don't look at anything anymore.

He looked at me, silent for a long time, the light in the ward is too bright, stabbing my eyes, I closed my eyes.

But I seem to have been confused for so many years. Now I want to live clearly. This change almost cost me half my life.

Grandma said, people's life is very short, some people muddle through, some clearly over, no matter how, as long as the heart feel happy.

I closed my eyes and gasped, "you go."

His eyes were scarlet, and he looked at me, dizzy with heavy pain.

"I..." He opened his mouth, and his voice choked. I sighed and wanted to laugh, but I couldn't smile. "I'll find someone to draw up the divorce agreement. Fu Shenyan is my last respect. Please let me go."

I took a breath of air conditioning, "but why do you make my life a mess, let me go through life and death again and again, but also affect the people around me, and finally do not let me go, what have I done? Why do you hate so much, why do you want to be around so much? "

"Shen Shu..." He opened his mouth, his eyes were gloomy, and his voice was full of emotions.

I pursed my lips and pricked my fingertips into my palms to relieve the pain of my heart. "She said all that should be said. From childhood to adulthood, I didn't want to find my own parents at all. You want Lu Xinran to occupy my identity and give her a bright future. I'm not uncomfortable at all, but you shouldn't drag me down. As long as you divorce me, I'll be happy I can live a good life with my children. You and Lu Xinran rely on the Mo family's network, and you can go further and further. "

He opened his mouth, eyes color pressure is very low, "Lu Xinran and what did you say?"

On his dark eyes, I grin, after all, I can't smile out, "you don't protect me, even don't love me, can't let you fall in love with me, I'm not good enough, I don't blame you, but Fu Shenyan, you shouldn't rely on me silly, I love you, so you have no bottom line principle to hurt me, more should not for Lu Xinran's life road, I and your flesh and blood are calculated It's in there. "

"I've been married to you for three years. I knew from the day I entered the Fu family that Lu Xinran is a special existence for you. I've made plans from the beginning. Even if one day you separate from me for her, I can figure it out."

I smile, along the way, experienced so much, I seem to have no emotion, encounter anything can be pressed in the heart, bit by bit let it rot.

Why?

He lowered the black eyes, thin and cool lips slightly trembled, with a sneer and suppressed anger, "why?"

I raised my eyes and looked at him without any mood fluctuation. "I won't take anything from Fu's family, including Hua Yu, whose grandfather was transferred to my name. I'll clean my body and go out of the house. All these things, even if they are the reward of my care for my grandfather."

Lin Wan and Mo Zhicheng come to see Fu Shenyan standing at the edge of the hospital bed decadent, the whole person introverted and gloomy.

Seeing me on the doctor's bed again, Lin Wan said, "how can I vomit blood? Have you found out what's going on? "