Upon hearing Utara's whine, Xiao Tianyao held Senja's waist and slightly lifted the girl up as he walked away from the entrance tent, giving Utara his freedom.

As if thousands ghost chased after him, Utara sprinted out of the tent to save his life and kindly warned all the guards around to not disturb the lover.

With the knowledge that Young Miss Senja was inside, all of those guards nodded their head obediently and kept a hundred meter away from the tent.

Inside, the steamy scene still continued as Xiao Tianyao pinned Senja's body beneath him on the bed, their kissed getting more and more wild before he broke the kissed and buried his head on the base of Senja's neck.

"What this?" Xiao Tianyao was panting while he felt Senja's slender fingers ran through his hair, his nape and caressed his back.

"I miss you." That was the only words that she said since Xiao Tianyao came.

He supported his body with his elbow, so he didn't crush the girl under him and lifted his head. He looked at Senja with worried eyes. It was unusual for her to act like this.

The girl has tears in her beautiful dark brown eyes, her cheeks blushed with crimson color as her swollen lips pursed in dissatisfied due to their parting lips.

"What happened?" Xiao Tianyao wiped away the tears that escape from her eyes. His brows furrowed with a random bad thought that might had happened to her. Senja wasn't a girl who would cry over frivolous things.

"Nothing." Senja shook her head that caused her tears spilled again. "I love you." She blurted out with truthfulness wrapped her words as her heart thumping frantically in her ribcage, she focused all of her senses to the man before her eyes, wanted to burn the image of him in her mind to replace the image of him with pale face, chapped lips, his unsteady breath and the blood that drenched on the white blanket which haunted her.

She shivered when those pictures jumped to the front of her mind.

She caressed his chiseled face and his tender lips, running her finger tips along his jaw line.

"I love you too, Senja…" Xiao Tianyao sighed in content upon feeling her touch on his face. "But, you need to tell me what happen? You will not cry or come here for nothing." His voice was barely a whisper.

**I watch you dying and I couldn't do anything. I wasn't even there for you in your last breath as you told me to go and I complied. The things were a chaos back then. I can still feel the pain of losing you.** was all she wanted to say, but instead she gave him a smile as she said.

"This war scare me, I feel like I will lose you." Senja whimpered, "I don't want to lose you." A soft sobbing sound came from her trembling lips that put Xiao Tianyao dumbfounded.

"You will never lose me, I am here…" He persuaded her. "Everything will be alright. Nothing will happen to you."

If only he knew what Senja had seen and what she had been through…

"I don't want to be away from you." With that, her fingers was fisting Xiao Tianyao's hair and pulling him toward her.

A rosy color blushed on her cheeks when she pressed her lips against him, she poured her heart out into their kiss as her hand moving to his shoulder, his torso and slipping her fingers around his outer robed then tugged off his belt.

"Senja!" Xiao Tianyao grabbed her hand in alert, vaguely guessing her intention. He looked at her with apprehension. "Are you drunk?" He knew she wasn't, he would have known if she was drunk. But, he couldn't think of another reason why she acted this way.

"No, I am not." Senja shook her head. "But, I want you." Her voice was barely a whisper when she said this.

The furrowed in his eyebrows deepened, when he heard this. That was very bold words that could lead into something, especially at time like this. He wasn't sure if Senja was in her right mind when she said those provocative words.

When he was about to stand up to clear his hazy mind, Senja twisted her hand from Xiao Tianyao's grip and clutched his robe while doing that she pushed herself up and swiftly shifted their position. With a soft thud, Xiao Tianyao was lying on his back with Senja straddled him.

"Senja? What are you doing?" Now he was really worried about her.

"I don't want to wait until I turn eighteen." Senja said with a look of annoyance on her face because Xiao Tianyao rejected her advance.

"Senja, you are not in your right mind now." He said breathlessly.

It was a lie if he said their position now didn't affect him, his gripped on her hips tightened to suppress the lust that soared inside him. He was struggling to decide whether to shove Senja away or let her did as she want.

"I know what I want, Tianyao." Senja lowered her head and as she nibbled on his lower lips she added. "I want you."