Senja still cradle her hand, the pain made her eyes blurry. Xiao Tianyao didn't know how much strength he had used on her when he yanked Senja over before.

"I … I think I can help you to remember…" Senja's voice was barely a whisper when she offered her suggestion.

She remembered that she had unfolded the memory of Concubine Qi before and since Senja was able to sense Xiao Tianyao's emotion now, she thought if she did the same thing like what she had done to Concubine Qi, she could restore his memory.

Senja couldn't guarantee it would work, but at least she needed to try to help him. The agony that Xiao Tianyao felt right at the moment was almost unbearable for her.

She raised her gaze to look at Xiao Tianyao, wanted to know what his decision. But, the eyes that looked her back made her took a step back.

His eyes filled with hostility.

Something that he had never directed at Senja, the feeling was very worst to be a receiving end of the enmity from someone you loved.

"Sure, you can help. You are mind controller as well." The mocking tone and sarcasm in his voice was very noticeable. He looked at Senja disdainfully.

"That's a harsh answer to someone who cares about you." Xia Jun stared at his brother.

"Do you think she really cares about me?" Xiao Tianyao raised his eyebrows. "Jun, we had been living around people who wanted to use us. Don't you have your suspicion on her, since she is a mind controller as well?"

Yes he did.

However, after all the time that they had spent together, Senja had never done something that harmed Xiao Tianyao. Or else, he would have come after her.

"You will not care for her if she doesn't give you the same feeling."

Xiao Tianyao grunted when he heard his brother answer. "Based on your theory, are you sure she didn't use her ability against me? As long as I can remember with this broken mind…" He laughed at himself. "You opposed Luna and I being together."

Senja bit down her lips as her hands shaking violently.

She couldn't face him now, even if he agreed, Senja needed time to settle her emotion first before she could help Xiao Tianyao with his.

Senja tugged Xiao Jun's sleeve as she spoke tiredly. "Can you show me my room?"

"Sure." Xiao Jun agreed and led her out of the room.

Carefully Senja stepped on the broken glasses and when she walked past Xiao Tianyao, she stopped and turned to face him.

"You can come to find me, if you needed me to help you retrieve your memory." Senja looked at Xiao Tianyao in the eyes before she followed Xiao Jun.

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Xiao Tianyao remained unmoved inside the chaotic room for he didn't know how much longer.

No matter what he did, nothing could calm him. The flame that raged inside his mind gradually burned him.

But, what actually hurt him was the way Senja looked at him. She was disappointed and brokenhearted when he mocked her about the mind controller.

He didn't mean it.

The words just blurted out from his mouth at the moment of impulsiveness, he regretted it the next second he realized that he had hurt her.

And he grew angrier because he had hurt her.

He was hurt as well.

He felt betrayed by the two people who were important for him. Despite Xiao Jun kept repeating it was for his sake, but nothing that worst enough from keeping a secret behind his back, including Senja.

He didn't know how and why Senja knew Ye Bai and what else secret that she kept. He didn't trust her the first time he met her and he should continue it that way.

It was like a devil circle, he wanted to hurt Senja, but he would feel hurt too if he watched her being hurt and this threw him into a frustration.

That thought made him grew angrier. Both of them fooled him all this time. He wanted to hurt Senja and Xiao Jun for keeping the truth from him, about Luna.

He didn't know that Luna was a mind controller and a daughter of Modama.

It was an insulted right in his face for being controlled by an enemy's daughter. No wonder Modama mocked him that way when they were in the Mountain Sui Sword Sect.

He had wasted his years to find Gong Xu in the name of revenge for his late wife, the woman who he thought he loved, as it turned out he was being used stupidly.

His pride couldn't accept it!

But, how about his feeling for Luna now? Was it his true feeling?

And how about Senja? Has she manipulated him also?

All of that thought drove him crazy. He wanted to do something to vent his anger.

And, hurt people hurt people.