Two Devotees

Who is she? Dares to plant seeds in the hearts of two devotees at once.

Then she mercilessly ignores both of them.

Not choosing and not showing any signs of whom she will choose.

I who always hope here can only wail.

Hoping that she would let go of her fortress for me to embrace and possess.

Even though her status is already mine.

Unfortunately, in reality it is just a symbol that is intoxicating and demanding to be repaid without mercy.

When those eyes stare blankly out there, I thought I have every right to have them.

Unfortunately, it's not a love song that speaks, but a big question mark from a closed mouth and empty eyes.

Here, I hug you, even stealthily bite you.

Hope you can feel how much my desire is.

Unfortunately, you remain the same, stonewalling and I finally fell along with him who was looking for a cure.

***

Along with Hendra's bold steps to unzip the dress that wrapped Aruna beautifully, he looked at her back and started to make the first bite. Aruna was silent, maybe that means he got permission.

Hendra explored her back again, opening a wider expanse of epidermis as wide as 4 palms. Touching 2 parallel lines, an object that came from a long journey of light cotton which was spun into yarn then woven into cloth and the cloth was perfectly modified to support the precious thing in front of it.

Hendra took off the hook and kissed the tiny girl's back again. The mere touch of her hair made his fingers tingle.

That back was broad, though it wasn't more than a hand and a half. She who was silent seemed to give hope.

Hendra took a fragrant bath soap which was placed not far from the bathtub. Slowly, he learned to worship by massaging her.

"How is it? Too rough or not?". The man tried to get his woman to talk. Maybe just a small comment about not being happy with the disturbance or words of guidance on how to give the desired massage. That was enough. That wasn't a problem.

But Aruna was completely silent. Nothing was more suffocating than the way she was ignoring him.

Several minutes had passed. Finally, the blue-eyed decided to look into the woman's eyes.

"What are you looking at? Seems like you're too focused?". Hendra asked, resting that back on his chest. Instead of answering, she made another statement.

"Hen.. If tomorrow you and I still have time to see the twilight together, I want to be accompanied walking on the beach". The window stretched out to show a view of the beach from a small canyon in the back corner of the special hotel room. It was as if the beach belonged only to the room they occupied, a little scattered and away from the hotel that stood majestically. Hendra had prepared a special place for the little one who was difficult to approach.

"Of course! What else do you want?". He asked this woman to make a wish. She rarely asked. The blue-eyed only realized that after meeting his old female friend. A woman who liked things that complemented her appearance and that was very natural. Most of them were like that.

Hendra just realized that he had never even bought makeup for his little wife.

While relaxing and looking at the red sky, the man explored the epidermis Pina again, the part of the auditory organ whose function is to amplify sound to direct it to the ear canal.

Hendra made a warm blow so that the amplification of his blow was able to shake the silent soul. The first one, the second one, both didn't work. The third one, he tried to suck her Lobule, the tip of the earlobe where the small earring was located. It still didn't work. The man was getting more and more challenged. He dared to suck the Helix, the outermost part of the earlobe that was said to be able to arouse sighs.

He finally succeeded. She turned to him. He responded with a mischievous smile, a sign of victory. The man embraced her in a hug, showing his sincerity and a great form of love.

"Aruna, am I still not allowed to have you? You know I want you more than anything?". The man wasn't just pleading. He was groaning, hiding his face behind the woman he was holding.

"Do what you want. It's useless for me to protect myself. You've torn it apart". The beginning of the phrase had ignited the fire of passion that burnt in the man's heart. He forgot to digest the meaning behind his woman's words.

He immediately reached for the red lips from which he had taken 'cocaine' every morning. The man's chest shook violently when there was no resistance as he lowered the cloth in front of him.

The little girl presented what was called earthly addiction. A place where many men collapsed because of it. While maintaining the rhythm of the kiss that wasn't getting any response, he deliberately pressed the tiny body against his chest so that they could get the sensation from the friction of their chests.

In a movement that seemed ordinary, Hendra saw Aruna starting to look for a foothold. That girl firmly held the edge of the bathtub. She began to gasp for air even though she didn't want to respond to anything that she received.

"Are you torturing yourself or me? Try to give us both some space. Just a little is okay. This time I beg you to destroy your ego?". He whispered as he stared intently at the woman who was starting to have trouble breathing.

"My limit is only here or I'll regret it myself". Maybe Aruna was delirious. Hendra didn't care.

This man was getting bolder. He hoped she would be moved and gave up something she protected. Rather than finding out what was hidden in the spatial space where his woman put the riddle, the manifestation of her unpredictable attitude, Hendra had given up on understanding Aruna.

The blue-eyed kissed her forehead, her eyes, down to her cheeks, the tip of her nose, and ended up back to that girl's lips. He tried to make a slow rhythm according to Aruna's liking.

It was like his movement was useless. Hendra tried something he had learned the day before. Somatosensory pulses were presented by his fingers around Aruna's breasts. Just one hand wasn't enough to make that girl flinch. The man smirked. He used both hands while still trying to crush her lips.

It was possible that his intense way confused both the amylase and lipase enzyme groups. These enzymes should have started the digestion of starch, carbohydrates, and fats, but what they found was each other. If they were allowed to speak, they would greet each other and then make love. The way Hendra expected that girl to be on fire was so big and deep.

"Ouch… Haaah.. Hmm..". That voice roared to greet the man's ears who had been trying to do it himself. He just let that voice sing its true form. Hendra went down to bite the neck of the woman. Love bites began to be made while continuing what he was doing alone.

That man tried to glance at his girl. The woman named Aruna looked clearly tormented. He almost didn't have the heart but that was what she offered.

Hendra knew that the woman was holding on tightly. Her two hands were no longer floating freely. She gripped the edge of the bathtub so tightly that the muscles on her tiny hands were seen. As if she was being tortured instead of receiving love. Her breath heaved up and down and roared louder than the beat of metropolitan life. Her eyes were trying to be alert. The brown eyes closed several times but the owner opened it again as wide as she could.

_What kind of making love is this??_