The change didn't limit itself to just this strange feeling of alienating myself from my own body. With my ego covering my skin instead of hiding beneath it, I felt like the world just turned hostile. Considering how fragile it was without prior tempering through cultivation, I risked my consciousness dissipating into the thin air!

Thankfully, with the momentum attained by the blockade that I just overcame, my cultivation didn't stop on this point. Every second that passed made my soul much more resilient and wholesome through the constant infusion of energy steeming from my bursting mana.

"How can you jump straight to surfacing ordeal?! Are you insane?!"

The absurdity of this situation made me forget about what I was doing in an instant. Barely able to hold the rein of my new fragile ego, I couldn't pay any attention to Stella anymore. Who cares what kind of ordeal it is? Since it already started, all I can do is to toughen it out!

"Don't be swayed by the outburst of sensitivity! Anchor yourself to a single feeling and keep a strong grip on it!"

With an anxious voice, my master tries to give me some advice in this uncommon event. With her eyes lighting up with an idea, she starts to vigorously move up and down, as if trying to pin me down in reality.

I have to admit, no matter how wonderful it feels to experience the soft touch of the wind currents on my skin, ever-tightening grip on my penis outclasses this experience by far. Sparing a tiny amount of my focus to open my eyes, I can see Stella squirming on my hips in a way that makes her look like a professional courtesan. With all of the twist and angles that she is implementing, she really shows no signs of shame!

But well, if it works, it works. Not only does this feel awesome for me, my increased sensitivity to everything, including my basic five senses as well!

Following master's advice, I pull out all my stops and concentrate on this unforgettable feeling of her pussy swallowing my dick whole over and over again. With my double circulation through both inner and outer energy paths, the restraint on my hips gave up long ago. With my eyes closed, I can only pump my bottom part up whenever I feel my mind wavering.

"As soon as you feel something clicking inside, tell me! You can strain yourself anymore! Overflowing your energy can be insanely dangerous!"

What? Surfacing? Overflowing? What kind of nonsense is she talking about? I didn't experience any ordeal when my mana burst out of the restraints of my dantian and acupoints. Did I pass it without even realising it happened?

But that means that she was guiding me along with the normal methods of breaking through the surfacing realm! While I had the feeling that following her advice isn't in line with what I felt was right for me. But how I'm supposed to doubt the words of someone far stronger and more experienced than me?

Ugh, no more. I can't rely on people with such strange circumstances of mine! No matter what, even if it always act stingy, Bonger never lied to me. It is annoying at times indeed, but it always showed me the right path and informed about both the pros and cons of my decisions. If my knowledge about this world comes from the visions caused by my wisdom stat, shouldn't I listen to my feelings rather than to someone who knows close to nothing about me?

Since sticking to a certain feeling was wrong in the first place, I should try something opposite!

As soon as I make this decision, I let my mind go.

Without a strong grip over it, my consciousness instantly fades away. In just a moment I feel like the entire world is in my grasp! In this precise, short moment, I can watch the butterfly flapping its wings, ants diligently drilling their way through the earth or a small birds feasting on the bugs in the nearby treetop.

And then, everything collapses.

From the entire world that was right at the reach of my hand, my vision focuses once more, depriving me of this state of everbeing. In this sudden darkness, I can barely feel anything. Maybe because humans see in contrasts, this sudden deprivation of such an insane sensitivity makes my mind blank for a moment.

Well, I will just have to wait for a while until my body gets used to it.

Bit by bit, my receptors are waking up and starting to transmit information to my brain once more. At first, I realise how lonely my manhood feels. Then, I feel a cold wind on my hips with something warm lying on my glabella.

It still takes a few moments before my open eyes allow me to perceive my surroundings. Only then I do realise that by the time I was drowning in previously unknown experiences of mine, Stella got off me and was currently placing her hand on my head, like if trying to check my temperature.

"What did you do?"

With her voice completly blank, it was easy to see how flabbergasted she is. Well, I guess that not even years spent at nurturing young talents in the sect can prepare someone for the emergence of a real genius.

"I just had some weird stuff going on in my head. Like I could touch everything in the universe at once…"

Unable to properly voice what just happened, I try my best to describe it with words unmatching the grandeur of the events. Raising my eyes to look at my master's face, I notice her brows raised in absolute surprise.

"Don't tell me…"

The shock that she received this time even managed to stun her! I wonder what is going through her mind right now. Or maybe…

Maybe I'm not actually as great as I want to imagine? Maybe she just found out that I have some kind of terminal illness? Maybe cultivating so hard despite lacking any talent in it actually caused some irreversible damage?