I Refuse To Become Scumbag In Tokyo Chapter 184
Advertisement
"Um." Nana nodded and said, "I invited Saki-senpai to date you together yesterday."
"....."
It was as if the huge boulder that was thrown before didn't fall on the stagnant water but rather a trampoline, so it bounced back.
Shishio was lost for words when Nana's reaction was too unexpected at that moment.
Nana was amused by Shishio's expression and said, "What are you surprised about? You have confessed to me before, so I confessed to you now. So it is fair, right?"
"...It is fair, but was it so easy for you to make such a decision?" Shishio asked while looking at Nana's expression, wondering what was wrong with this girl.
"It wasn't easy." Nana shook her head, looked at him, and said, "I mean... are there any girls that want to share their man with other girls? No, right? But at that time, my head was fuzzy, my body was hot, and I just didn't want to lose you, so I made such a decision in an instant."
Listening to Nana's words, Shishio, who walked slowly, was in deep thought, wondering why she loved him so much.
"So what did Saki-senpai say about the relationship between the three of us?" Nana asked.
"She is alright with it," Shishio answered.
"Let's date each other, the three of us together," Nana said without hesitation.
"....." Shishio.
Nana smiled and was amused by Shishio's reaction. "What are you gawking for? Isn't it good that you can date the two of us together?"
"It is so sudden that I'm not sure how to react." Shishio stopped and said, "Can you rub my temple for a bit?"
"I don't mind." Nana rubbed Shishio's temple with her hands gently and asked, "How is it?"
"It feels better." Shishio took a deep breath, regained his calm, and asked, "Can I ask you something?"
"What?" Nana asked.
"Can you really make your decision so hastily?" Shishio asked with a serious expression.
Nana shook her head and said, "I didn't make my decision so hastily. I've thought about it over and over again after you've confessed to me on the infirmary before. I've made my decision to date you together with Saki, so don't regret my decision, alright?"
"...."
Shishio looked at Nana and asked, "Just what makes you love me so much?" He wondered what made her love him so much that she could accept his relationship with another girl.
"Well, firstly, it is your face," Nana said.
"....." Shishio.
Shishio raised his eyebrow and asked, "Is that alright?"
"I... I think that looks are important too!" Nana was a bit flustered.
"I see...?" Shishio also wasn't a hypocrite, and he also knew that appearance was very important, considering how much waifus were beautiful girls. If the waifus were ugly and fat, he was sure that no one would buy the figure or merchandise of those waifus. Even though the reason might seem shallow, everyone loved the beautiful things, so he felt Nana's reasoning was quite normal, but he felt that wasn't enough since he was dating two girls at the same time, not a single girl.
"Besides your face, your intelligence is also your good point, and after I have stayed with you, I have learned how fun it is to be beside you," Nana said.
"What if I got a huge burn on my face, and it totally changed how I look? Or what if my grades dropped?" Shishio asked.
Advertisement
"Hmm... it would be regrettable about your face... but I believe I would still love you." Nana, who was being carried, stared at the scenery of the surrounding area while talking. "Your grades don't have to be the best or anything either, but I would be disappointed if you let them drop without any intention of improving them, though. I don't know if I would still love you or not, but I can't imagine you will be letting your grades drop permanently, anyway."
"Well, that's true." Shishio nodded.
"Loving someone doesn't mean that you're not okay with them changing, but it doesn't mean you have to be okay with however they may change." Nana stared straight into Shishio's eyes and said, "How should I put it... it's the confidence that the person will stay true to what made you fall in love with them in the first place. Love is an expression of trust, I think."
The railroad crossing was closed, Shishio stopped and looked at Nana in a daze since he didn't expect her to say such a profound sentence, but hearing her sincere feeling, it became harder for him to accept her quickly.
"But I have betrayed you, right?" Shishio said.
"Yes, I was hurt, but you confessed to me back then, and I was glad that you could be truthful to me at that time," Nana said with a light smile.
"..."
Looking at the hesitation on his face, Nana sighed and said, "Can you just be happy? I can accept your relationship with another girl. I'm sure that any guys will be happy if they're in your position."
"I'm happy, but if I'm happy by sacrificing your feelings, and making you kill your emotions so we can be together, then it is better for us to part for a while," Shishio said without hesitation since the more he listened, the more painful it was. Like before, he just wanted to hear her real feelings, not the beautiful words to hide her real feelings.
"Why you're so troublesome, and can't you just accept it?" Nana asked.
"Yes, I'm happy, but why are you crying now?" Shishio asked.
"I - I'm not crying!" Nana wiped the tears from her eyes, but the more she wiped, the more it dripped from her eyes. "Huh? Why didn't it stop? Just stop!" But then a warm palm patted her head gently. She closed her eyes, clutched her hands on his chest, and moved her head closer to him. She knew that this guy was a bastard, but she just couldn't stop falling for him.
Looking at Nana, who cried, Shishio knew that he was really fortunate to meet such a girl in his life.
Maybe they were lucky at this moment that they stopped at the railway crossing since the sound of the traffic light concealed her cry, which made her able to release all of her emotion without worry.
After a moment, Nana calmed herself, and she wiped the tears and snot on her face with Shishio's blazer. Luckily, she didn't wear makeup now since there was a PE class, or else she was sure her tears would cause a mess with her makeup.
"...." Shishio.
"You're not going to apologize?" Nana asked.
"I'm not." Shishio shook his head.
"Why?" Nana asked.
"If I apologize, that means that I have regretted my actions, and I have never regretted my actions." Shishio looked at Nana and said, "I want you, Nana." He was very selfish, but he was like this, and he wouldn't give up the girl on his arm.
Advertisement
"....."
"Can you dump Saki-senpai for me?" Nana asked.
"No."
"Will you dump me for Saki-senpai?" Nana asked.
"No."
"Say, do you love me?" Nana asked.
"No."
"...."
"Then why the heck did you confess to me?!" Nana was furious at that moment.
"I mean, I might not fall for you now, but it doesn't mean that I won't fall for you in the future," Shishio said.
"What if you don't fall in love with me in the future?" Nana asked with a frown.
"Don't worry. I'll make sure to be in love with you," Shishio said while staring at Nana's eyes.
"..." Nana's face reddened.
"As you have said before, love is a symbol of trust, so can you trust me that I'll fall in love with you in the future?" Shishio asked.
"...But you have two girls, so you will fall in love with two girls?" Nana asked.
"Um." Shishio nodded.
"...You know, you're so complicated," Nana said with a sigh.
"Do you feel disillusioned now?" Shishio asked with a smile.
"No, I guess it isn't that bad to know you more." Nana then moved her head closer and kissed his lips.
Shishio was a bit surprised. Looking at her nervous expression, he smiled inwardly before he closed his eyes, enjoying their second kiss.
For some reason, the place they kissed had always been unique. Their first kiss was at the infirmary where there was the smell of antiseptic everywhere, as for their second kiss, they kissed at the railways crossing where the loud sound of the train passing, the annoying traffic light sound, and the smell of dust flying because of the train were mixed together, which made their kiss give off a very complex feeling. Along with the sound of the train, it made them feel like the world was moving in slow motion, as if their perception of time had slowed down, so even though it was only a moment, they felt like they had kissed for a very long time.
When the train passed, Nana parted her lips and took a deep breath. She had to admit that it was enjoyable to kiss him. Her eyes were hazy, and her breathing was a bit heavy. She still could feel that her heart was beating very fast at this moment since she just couldn't believe what she had done just now. She then rested her head on his chest, feeling comfortable and secure, which might be the reason why she fell for him since he was so dependable. She raised her eyes upturn and asked, "Say, so we have dated each other now?"
"That seems to be the case," Shishio said with a smile.
"Hmm... it isn't bad, only if I'm the only girl in this relationship," Nana said.
"...."
Nana looked at Shishio with a smile and said, "Say, Shishio."
"Hmm?"
"Stay with me, alright?"
"Okay."
"Don't hate me, alright?"
"Okay."
Nana looked at her feet and said, "When my feet have become better, is it okay to go home together with holding hands?"
"Why not?" Shishio said with a smile.
Nana snuggled onto his chest with a smile, hugging him as if afraid to lose him.
Shishio also continued with his journey and walked to Nana's house.
The distance from Nana's house to Suimei wasn't that different from Sakurasou. Still, they were in different directions, which caused the distance between Nana's house and Sakurasou to be very far.
While walking, the relationship between the two had returned, or maybe became even closer, they might not realize, or they didn't care much since just staying with each other had already made them smile.
Then before long, they arrived at Nana's house. Shishio helped all the way inside since her mother wasn't strong enough to carry Nana. He then put Nana on the sofa in the living room then wiped the non-existence sweat on his forehead.
"Sorry for troubling you, Oga-kun," Nana's mother said and thought that Nana had troubled Shishio since Shishio carried Nana, all the way from the school. "Do you need a drink or something?"
"No, it's alright, she's my girlfriend, after all," Shishio said simply.
"..." Nana's mother was dumbfounded then looked at her daughter in surprise.
Nana was also dumbfounded. Her face reddened, but she also nodded.
"...." Nana's mother.
Nana's mother rubbed her temple and said, "Somehow, I feel complex now. Well, anyway, do you want to stay here for a while? My husband might come back soon." She looked at Shishio with a smile at that moment, but somehow this smile was a bit weird.
Shishio tried to maintain his calm, but it was impossible since he didn't expect that he would meet Nana's father so quickly and wondered whether her father would flip the table while screaming that he wouldn't give his daughter to him. "I won't give you my daughter!"
Shishio shook his head and said, "Well, I have something to do today, so I'll have to excuse myself."
"Huh? You're not going to stay, Shishio?" Nana asked and didn't expect Shishio would reject.
"Well, I can visit your house anytime anyway, is that alright?" Shishio asked while looking at Nana's mother.
"It's alright." Nana's mother nodded and didn't think too much. "I'm sure that my husband will be happy to meet you."
'Really?' Shishio somehow was a bit doubtful at that moment. "Then I'll go back first."
"Wait, I want to accompany you." Nana stood up slowly and wanted to stay as long as possible with him since they had just confirmed their relationship.
Shishio quickly reached Nana and helped her to stand up. "You don't need to, though."
"It's alright. I do this because I want to," Nana said with a smile.
"Is that so?" Shishio smiled then helped her to walk to accompany him to walk out of her house.
Looking at Nana and Shishio, Nana's mother felt a bit complex somehow. After all, she didn't expect her daughter to have a boyfriend so suddenly, right?
---
Reaching the entrance of Nana's house, Shishio stopped and looked at Nana.
"So, what are you going to do?" Nana asked.
"Well, I'm going to modify the motorcycle a bit," Shishio said.
"Oh? Really?" Nana was surprised.
"I'll show it to you in the future," Shishio said.
"I want to go with you, though..." Nana looked at her ankle and felt depressed.
"Well, I can show it anytime in the future, right?" Shishio said with a smile.
"That's true." Nana also smiled.
Shishio looked at Nana for a bit before he took Nana's lips again, caressing her long honey-blonde hair before reluctantly parting from her. "I'll go back now. See you tomorrow."
"Ah, um..." Nana's face was so red, and when she saw the door close, she fell on the ground before rolling around while covering her face with both of her hands. "Yahoo!"
"Huh? Nana, what's wrong?" Nana's mother was surprised when she heard Nana shout "yahoo" so suddenly.
"No - Nothing!" Nana quickly replied and laid on the floor of her house, staring at the ceiling, wondering whether she was dreaming, but she could still feel the warm feeling on her lips and knew that she wasn't dreaming. 'Shishio...' Tracing his trace on her lips, she thought about him, and somehow she couldn't wait to see him again tomorrow. Then, rolling on the ground again, her ankle hit the wall, which caused her to flinch. "Ouch! Ouch!" She held her ankle and felt better, but then she was stunned when she saw her mother was looking at her weirdly.
"...What are you doing?" Nana's mother asked and wondered whether her daughter's head had been hit by something.
"....."
Somehow there was an awkward moment between a daughter and a mother, but let's put that matter aside since Nana was very happy since they would be together from now on.
Advertisement
- In Serial385 Chapters
Fallen In Love: The Ceo Who Tamed Me
[Check out my new novel, "MISSION XX: SEDUCING THE GREAT SEDUCER"]
8 1531 - In Serial62 Chapters
Being friends with Lorena
Nathan Saint is the most popular boy in school, he could have any girl he wants, when he wanted them. Nathan notices Lorena, a girl in all his classes and they strike a deal to become friends with benefits. Can Nathan stick to rules or has he met his match in Lorena?---------"You can't get jealous Nathan, we aren't together" Lorena smirked, she was testing me I knew she was."I don't want you talking to him anymore" I said lowly gripping her waist, she gasped at my roughness.I hated the way it made me feel seeing her with somebody else, I hated myself for feeling that way, I needed to forget about Lorena Luiz.
8 107 - In Serial78 Chapters
Stealing The Bad Boy's Heart
Everyone falls in love with the bad boys! Why is it like that? But are the bad boys that bad? Maybe someone can bring out their good side? Will Bailey Stevens, a sophomore at the university be able to do that or will she give up?
8 240 - In Serial146 Chapters
Twice Over
(A Rebirth Novel) Happy-go-lucky, sports loving artist Lily Twice, loses everything when her father dies and her mother remarries while hiding devastating secrets from her teenage daughter. The first time around, life throws her some pretty hairy curve balls, including a beautiful two-faced, white lotus step-sister, and Lily becomes - not the Cinderella of fairy tales - but the ugly step-sister in everything way but appearance. In the process of trying so hard to keep what she once held secure, she finds her picture perfect life crumbling into sand and dust and slipping through her fingers. Not only does she lose the campus prince charming to her bomb-shell step-sister, she also loses her her self-respect, everyone she holds dear, her father's business legacy and soon afterwards, she loses her life. She wakes up again in her 17 year old self going through her senior year at high school all over again, and just in time for her mother to remarry. Lily takes a good hard look at her life and realises she needs to reinvent her personal philosophies; even a few playing fields and circumvent motions in play just to have what its going to take this time around to live twice over.Part Two now being published from Chapter 101 on wards - enjoy the sweet reads!Rankings:#1 BeautifulFemaleLead - Aug 2020#1 FaceSlap - Aug 2020#1 Femalelead - Aug 2020#1 Ragstoriches - Sep 2020#1 FaceSmacking - Oct 2020 & July 2021#1 SchoolLife - Feb 2021#1 Revenge - May 2021#1 Femalelead - Aug 2021#1 Reincarnation - Nov 2021#1 Reborn - Nov 2021#1 Revenge - Dec 2021#1 SchoolLife - Mar 2022#1 RagsToRiches - Mar 2022#1 SmartFemaleLead - Apr 2022#1 FemaleLead - Aug 2022
8 150 - In Serial36 Chapters
Dear Bestie..( Completed)
" Actually , all the strangers we meet in life are not really strangers" - When I came across this quote, I grinned .. When I felt it firsthand , I said -" yea.. It's true. At least to some extent.." "Hai!! I am Suman Tiwari.. A south Indian girl from a very conservative family.. Wanna know why I am wondering with this particular quote? Read ahead ..I promise , this isn't too lengthy or tedious"Have a good read .
8 203 - In Serial81 Chapters
Innocent Love
His hands cold, his eyes dark holding something that no one knows. A dark aura on him that makes people stay away. He's a loner, everyone avoids him like the plague because of what he is, no one understands him and they never will. His hunger and aggression begging to be let out, sometimes it gets the better of him. Unless it's her. The innocent, least toxic person in school. She is the only one to tame the beast. The need to protect her indescribable. Not to mention the desire to have her as his own, to bite every inch of her leaving his mark. He's Karter, not to be messed with. She's Nova, innocent and unaware of the dangers outside of her little house. That is until on a run they meet someone. A person they didn't expect nor think was possible with how close Karter and Nova are. When the unexpected happens to people who didn't think anything outside of their little group. What happens when a new addition comes along. ~~~~~~~With her hand on mine, she pressed my fingers to her wet core. A moan came from her lips letting me pull away to see her face lost in pleasure. Alaric kissed her neck looking at me before claiming Novas lips. I wanted to be mad but instead I was insanely turned on. I don't like the idea of sharing Nova, possessive I know, but this is a whole new level of pleasure. Slowly I started rubbing my fingers on her clit earning a moan from my mate. Alaric's palm covered her boob massaging it like I've once done. "No going all the way." Alaric looked at me. I nodded. "But do what she tells us." I agreed. ~~~~~With a rare friendship, between a dominant hybrid and a submissive runt, what will happen? Will Nova and Karter fall for each other, or will fate not be on their side? Fourth book in the series, please read Rejected by my mates (even if it isn't the best book of the series)TheoUnrequited
8 101

