Chapter 1123: If She Hadn’t Met Them

He Xiyan could not help rubbing her eyes, as if they were stinging and sore.

This painting was painted by her six years ago, when she had just lived in the castle for less than a month. At that time, she was deeply moved by the man in the picture, believing that they would have a happy future.

Even later, she boldly took that step, got married to him, and lived in the castle with Yuanyuan.

The beginning was good, but the end was so sloppy.

He Xiyan closed her eyes slightly, two tears falling down her cheek. If she could relive the old days without meeting Mo Yixuan or Ye Hao, she thought, what she would be like now.

She might have married an ordinary man. Two of them might work hard together, earn money together, buy a house together and raise children together.

Perhaps their life was not rich, but it was peaceful and calm.

She would not live to old age, alone and lonely.

Today, her sister asked if she had thought about finding another man. In fact, she had thought about that, but she could not stand another marriage which might end in failure, nor could she bear any harm and betrayal.

He Xiyan took out a tissue and blew her nose.

In fact, only she herself knew that in the midst of silent night, she would also cry, and was even occasionally pestered by nightmares. She would wake up crying from a dream.

After closing the cabinet, He Xiyan walked out of the room.

She’d better not come into this room again. It was really a waste to leave the clothes she bought for Ye Hao there. The other day, she would ask her driver to send them to Ye’s family tomorrow.

After returning to her bedroom, He Xiyan still couldn’t fall asleep. She sat on the head of the bed and checked the information on her cell phone as usual, occasionally visiting the forum, checking the news, reading the stock market analysis, watching small videos and so on. Today, however, she clicked on a post in a forum.

The title of the post was:

—- What should I do? Should I remarry or not?

(My ex-husband and I have been divorced for more than two years. We have a five-year-old son who is now raised by me. For more than half a year, my ex-husband has been asking for a remarriage, saying that it’s for the sake of our child and that he missed me very much. He said that he had already broken up with the mistress. Besides, he promised that he would only love me and would never commit that again. He said that he would give me all the money he earned. Should I believe him?”)

At first sight, this post must be sent by a divorced woman.

This was a forum on emotions and feelings, where many netizens would post responses and seek opinions from strangers.

He Xiyan smiled bitterly. She slid the web page down and read the responses from the netizens behind:

—- From some netizen (don’t marry at the age of 30): Tieba starter, don’t believe him. If a man’s words count, then a sow can climb a tree.

—- From the netizen (if god can love): I suggest that you live with your child yourself and never remarry. Since you have divorced, remarriage can only cast shadow on your heart.

—- From the netizen (the bud of a small lotus): When you sleep with this man again, won’t you feel disgusted at the thought of his enthusiasm when making love with another woman?

There were also supportive responses:

—- From the netizen (Ruoyin): Give him a chance. Children from single-parent families are likely to have many personality problems in the future. Besides, the father of the child is not that kind of bad guy.

—- From the netizen (girl from a small town): I think you can get remarried, but you must ask your ex-husband to transfer all the money and property under your name. If he is willing to, then his sincerity can be proved.

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He Xiyan read these comments.